Do you believe you are protected?

[Circlewerk]

Every day, I come across a belief that I have been influenced with and attached to, unconsciously. I do my best to look at it without emotional judgment.
I observe the beliefs that are offered and the ones that are already stained in my soul ( if & when they surface) and I try to understand them from a neutral point of view, so that I can discern unconditionally & intelligently, and no longer identify with the belief.
I try to stop intentionally feeding my ego and it's need for an identity (labels, roles, etc) based on insecurity/fear. It has been difficult, but I know it would be harder if I did not do this.
Living influenced has been a lie, I'm over it. And instead of taking on new beliefs, I'm allowing myself to be detached from all of it.
Being the sky, watching the clouds, if you will.

If I am emotional about the idea of not having a belief to identify with anymore, I am still heavily influenced, and if I am honest with myself, I must see that I am not the pilot of my life.
I am still very much linking happiness or security,with the false idea of "my" beliefs.


Who I am going to look to for this protection?

I have come to a conclusion recently, as long as I continue to rely on an outside source, (even if it is a seemingly reliable thought) to protect me, or even tell me the truth, I am in trouble. I am still influenced, conditioned.
When I hope for protection, I am dis-empowered. I have unconsciously introduced the idea that without outside protection, I am not safe.
Sound familiar?


Could thoughts about "the future" be a trap?
Because any thought I can offer as a preference I think I have about the future, is most likely a thought that has been forced upon me without a real understanding of what is available.
There are theories, ideas, visions, religions, and many so called sacred texts that are referenced when the future is discussed in terms of what may/may not happen or worst/best case scenario.
All of this information is regurgitated, we would be selling ourselves short if we created the future from our current perception of reality, past & present, and if we allowed for any current idea about it to manifest. Again.

My only ammo is a fearless awareness, a willingness to be detached from outside influences & responsible for what I deem real, so that i can create with care.
And to get there, I had to be willing to challenge every belief I had.
When you think that you are your thoughts/beliefs, this is a difficult place to get to. It means you are ready to become aware of how deeply you have been influenced, which caused the fear, which desires protection.

Circles,
CW

[Humble Janitor]

I seem to listen to my inner voice a lot more now than usual. I am more cautious in my conduct as a result.

"Do not do that" or "Do not say that" are commands we must listen to, especially when they come from within ourselves.

[Steven]

Originally Posted by End_Times012

I seem to listen to my inner voice a lot more now than usual. I am more cautious in my conduct as a result.

"Do not do that" or "Do not say that" are commands we must listen to, especially when they come from within ourselves.

I am very happy my friend. You are on the path of Wisdom. This voice is the deepest intelligence, it will never deceive you.

Namaste, Steven

[Genevieve]

I know what you mean Malletzky.

I have felt "protected" since i was 12 years old and clinically died from peritonitis.

Although i dont have any recollections of grand visions or plans or anything of the sort - i was not from a religious family or anything like that - it was more a quiet inner convistion that i HAD to be here later on in life for something that i was totally unaware of then and am still unclear as to precisely what THAT is.

Almost 20 years later i defied modern medicine once again and survived what should have been a certain death. Once again - no great revelations just i KNEW i wouldnt and couldnt die just then!!!

I do have fragments of memories prior to both these experiences which may be part of the puzzle i personally have to solve. Up until now i have chosen to leave them untouched. I personally have found it more than enough to be a part of humanity and embrace that reality fullly let alone fully explore other dimensions or explore the implications of alien intervention. I have had experience of both of the latter but i was/am reluctant to concede that either are in any way a precursor to my "success" or raison d'etre as a human.

Call me stubborn!! lol

Like you i just have the deepest feeling that i have JOB TO DO - and i have no doubt that when the time comes i will know what that job is.

I wish you all the best in the realisation of your "job" my friend.

Much love

Genevieve

[greybeard]

Yes!!!

[Oneworld719]

Without a doubt...

[Malletzky]

Originally Posted by Genevieve

I know what you mean Malletzky.

I wish you all the best in the realisation of your "job" my friend.

Much love

Genevieve

Hi Genevieve,

many thanks for your kind words. Many thanks for considering me being your friend too.

My heart is full of love for the humanity, full of love for all that is.

I just hope, that we all will be "called" to do our "job" here as soon as possible.

I'm ready!!!

[Malletzky]

Yes , I am protected too.
But I do not believe I've been protected, I feel and I know I am!

My whole life I've been guided to be at the right place on the right time.
I just didn't realized this until recently (recently is about 5-6 years ago).
Since then, my life changed...in a much positive way.

There happened so much in my life...and when I mean so much I mean it...so speaking about any random happenings would be wrong.

Only the circimstances of my journey 16 years ago, when I had this unbelievabe feeiling I have to move 2.000 km (about 1.300 miles) across the Europe and settle down in Germany, well only this circumstances do not allow me to say it was all random...It was much more then this...

Much more, I'm more then convinced that there are no coincidencies in our lifes. It all happens as it should happen.

We've been all guided, but the problem is not all of us (including me) can "hear it" or "feel it" or "see it" all the time...

So ---
Do I hear voices? NO.
Do I have visions? NO.
Do I have strange dreams? YES. But don't know what they mean.

So, the inner feeling is the only powerfool tool left, on which I can rely on completely.
And my feelings never, never let me down. Only if I knew how to trust them more often then I do now


We're all here right now, as we all have a "job" to do. We just have to find out what it is. I still don't know what is my part. But I know there is a purpose of me being right here where I am, right today..

And the feeiling that I'm still not finnished here, gives me an enormous strenght. Therefore, I am not afraid of the future. The future is today...

[Richard T]

Originally Posted by Circlewerk

My only ammo is a fearless awareness, a willingness to be detached from outside influences & responsible for what I deem real, so that i can create with care.
And to get there, I had to be willing to challenge every belief I had.
When you think that you are your thoughts/beliefs, this is a difficult place to get to. It means you are ready to become aware of how deeply you have been influenced, which caused the fear, which desires protection.

All thoughts are either a trap that maintain the illusion of reason within a limit, or they are a test, a test of the ability to see beyond the invitation to a limit. It is a trap for those still in a devolutionary movement and it is a test for those who are at the end of that movement.

To become aware of this is to begin a deceleration phase of the devolutive movement that eventually leads to the bottom of the great 'V' that represents the turning point between the experimental consciousness of devolution that we recognize as psychology and the real consciousness of evolution that cannot be fixed in a time and is therefore free from memory.

The challenging of the very basis behind psychological consciousness is the only real awakening. The challenging of everything that has supported the movement down into the unconscious is the division between reality and the process of archiving the experience. It is the division between the spirit and the animal. It is the realization of the self in opposition with the conditioning of the self.

If and when people are protected, it is because they are not in full power of their lives. They are not at the helm and they must be escorted along the way of their experience.

They are driven this and that way, according to the plan, and when the time of the plan is exhausted, the plug is pulled. All of a sudden, all protection ceases and the false security of being helped vanishes.

If and when a person is in full power of his life, his security lies within and with himself. And he can't blame fate or the gods, and he can't blame circumstances or his peers anymore. He knows his protection, his real security, is the source of life that co-inhabits his territory.

During devolution, the spirit had fused with the lower principles using the soul as a limited vehicle to insure full penetration of material consciousness. During evolution the spirit must detach itself from this condition and fuse with the incarnated entity.

Fusing with the lower principles meant trading the consciousness of the infinite with the consciousness of the finite. Memory is the finite upon which the psychological reflects its limit. Consciousness of the infinite could not be contained in the finite so the finite has to be exploded to allow the borders of the mind to reach a universal status during evolution.

The fusing of the infinite with the energy of the experience kept captive as memory in the soul requires the limit to be removed. And the limit is everything that man believes he is, and it is reinforced by the thoughts that already control his mentation.

The very fact of challenging those basis is already a sign of the spirit who is stirring as it is being made to vibrate from the infinite source of its consciousness.

Without that personal challenge, a challenge that is not collective but very personal, a challenge that is called for by the infinite and not by the ego who is the son of the finite, how could the ego start facing the tune of the reality to which he is attached and start seeing the fears that kept him under the tutelage of vibrations that are much lower than his origin as being conditioning factors imposed on his consciousness and not as being objects of his fabrication.

The greatest conspiracy man faces is not that of man against man but that of the invisible upon man. And to see this clearly requires bridging between all aspects behind the multiple realities that compose a man and that are to be unified once and for all if man is to escape death on this globe.

[TranceAm]

I edited a post above with a special thank you;

http://www.projectavalon.net/forum/s...5&postcount=12

[spiritual_wanderer]

I've never had overt spiritual guidance where I could say definitively "someone is watching over me." But I feel I am protected. I also feel everything is pretty much an illusion, which means when I die, I simply move into another phase of being. Death is scary, but it's not something to be paralyzed by. If I am lost here somehow by catastrophe or whatever, I'll continue in some form. We are all part of the same thing anyway and we're all going back to the same place eventually.