Life Review, Karma, and Over Soul

Here is my biggest Karma challenge: My Brother

All my life, my brother has always hated me since birth. He was the first child in our family. And when I was born, he became jealous and started misbehaving. As he got older he got into more trouble. He has always tried to belittle me and everything that I see good in my life. He has also blamed all of his troubles on my Mother. She did everything she could to teach him from right and wrong.

I looked up to my brother when I was a child. Then he pushed me away. He continued on his victim path and now has become a very negative entity. I now have nothing to do with him because he hates me so. Only because I am alive and exist causes him to despise me and my family.

I have tried to be on a civil level with him but he still holds the anger. I have forgiven him. Although, I feel that we will never be close in this lifetime. I often dream of my brother in other timelines as a nice loving person. But in this incarnation this is not the case.

Hopefully one day before I die in this life, we will hug each other in forgiveness. But for now, it is up to him to deal with his Karma. And it is also up to me to realize that this was a life contract between me and him to fulfill his and my spiritual development.