Some Avalon Posters Wasting Time?

[Mystique]

Originally Posted by mudra

I
consider Life's journey as a path to complete awareness as a being.
We are all somewhere on that path crossing it at our own pace .
Fear has a tendency to be present when we have litle experience about
who we really are .
I would say then that fear is just part of the road and that it has to be
fully integrated before one can move on .
How does one begin to walk , master a discipline or an instrument ?
By gaining confidence through the removal of the unknowns and our
willingness to confront the areas of discomfort .
The path to awareness has many stages and wisdom comes along as
we move through each step .
When the fear stage is integrated one has a tendency to loose interest
for the gloomy scenarios and to turn himself to Light .
This comes as a natural by product as one grows in awareness of one's
essence being Love. The realm of dichotomies then fade away and
a sense of Oneness with all that is prevails .

Love Always
mudra

Thank you Mudra for your wisdom. I can identify with so much of your post.
I would give anything if I could be where you, Greybeard and many others presently are, but as you said I am on my own, crossing at my own pace.

I will plead guilty for asking dumb questions, posting a thread that has been posted and not visible (I didn't do a search).
I've never been part of an on-line community, threads, posting, and even trying to figure out some of the computer stuff. I sometimes feel I am being "judged" for lack of knowledge.

These things are all new to me:
Channeling Meditation TPTB
Project Camelot Whistle-blowers RA Ascension
polar shifts/earth changes HAARP Project Blue Beam
Galactic alignment etc. etc.

I joined in October of 2009 and was befriended by 6 people which meant the world to me. I am 55 years old and have zero support in this waking up process with my personal friends and family members. I have been so chastised and made fun of for sharing my new feelings and information that I've begun to think, maybe I am delusional and the feelings and search for the truth is wrong. I have lost friends over this. I am so passionate and excited that I just wanted to share my new information. I didn't know they would take it so poorly and think I'm a whacko. I learn to close my mouth from you guys. Everyone is on their own path.

I, like many others, need you guys. I would never post disinformation or be fear-mongering on purpose. I know it's hard to know someone's true intention on the internet but mine is pure and from the heart.

My gut feeling is that I was brought here for a reason. Whether some of you know it or believe it, I think you signed up to mentor us. You are here to teach and guide us. With all our stupidity, our time-wasting, dumb questions. inappropriate fear posting and other missteps, please stay with us. Teach us, mentor us and give us the confidence to not be afraid to stay here and ask questions and misstep once again.

On one post I made, even Bill Ryan jumped in to give his opinion.(Alien Interview) I was told another post had been previously posted and was given references.(Haiti) I was politely corrected on another misstep (Iluminati) and I thank you all for your patience and kindness. I could have left because I was so inept, but I didn't because of your love and support. Anytime I post it is always with a prayer, please God, don't let me mess up again.

When a person is new at this, it is difficult. For most of us, you are our one and only support system. We are second guessing ourselves because anyone we have confided in has told us we are nutcases. We don't have your knowledge or confidence. We only have that gnawing gut feeling that this is where we need to be. And you are where you need to be.

Mystique life-long learner, constantly seeking truth and mentoring