Playing the waiting game

Leunamros · 12-18-2009, 07:19 PM

My "waiting for" is soo serious it make me unable to have a normal life. Since 1998. That was the year of my awakening.

joe2288 · 12-18-2009, 07:38 PM

Patience is key. The shift is coming just be ready to embrace it with a open

heart and mind. Remember stay positive, your transition will be much easier.

Leunamros · 12-18-2009, 07:42 PM

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Originally Posted by joe2288

Patience is key. The shift is coming just be ready to embrace it with a open

heart and mind. Remember stay positive, your transition will be much easier.

the key, is that there is not any key... you could be more gullible than me but some thing is evident; you have to keep yourself sane, living with the intense urges to be insane, you get it?.

joe2288 · 12-18-2009, 08:10 PM

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Originally Posted by Leunamros

the key, is that there is not any key... you could be more gullible than me but some thing is evident; you have to keep yourself sane, living with the intense urges to be insane, you get it?.

All i can say It's up to you look at things

positively. No matter how bad things get if you have a positive attitude

you'll be fine. The world is of what you make, its your reality no one else's,

what you choose to do with that is up to you.

rhythm · 12-18-2009, 08:12 PM

For people to WAKE UP

would be soooooooooo

NICE ....

Angel in Disguise · 12-18-2009, 08:13 PM

I often feel like I'm in The Truman Show but with the roles reversed... I know what's going on yet very few others do. It's a very surreal experience that we're living in in my opinion and when I sit on a park bench and watch the world go by, I often feel like I'm in a dream.

burgundia · 12-18-2009, 08:22 PM

I feel the same way swanny...

waitinginthewings · 12-18-2009, 08:23 PM

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Originally Posted by Angel in Disguise

I often feel like I'm in The Truman Show but with the roles reversed... I know what's going on yet very few others do. It's a very surreal experience that we're living in in my opinion and when I sit on a park bench and watch the world go by, I often feel like I'm in a dream.

Angel: you are in a dream, albeit a not very nice one atm.....remember its really all an illusion.... a stage filled with actors, all carrying out their part.

My question is when will this dream end, & a happier one begin.....I'm tired.

whiterose · 12-18-2009, 08:37 PM

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Originally Posted by waitinginthewings

Angel: you are in a dream, albeit a not very nice one atm.....remember its really all an illusion.... a stage filled with actors, all carrying out their part.

My question is when will this dream end, & a happier one begin.....I'm tired.

I feel tired too, this feeling of anticipation is very wearing.

I've felt this sense of anticipation for a while now, and I have to consciously put myself into 'observer mode' as I find the feeling very unsettling. I suppose its fear of the unknown, which makes it difficult to deal with. If we knew exactly what was to come it would be easier. I'd like the dream where everyone lives happily ever after to start, please!

morganlilith · 12-18-2009, 08:41 PM

i've been waiting since the late 70's or early 80's, lol.

well, maybe waiting is too strong a word. but it's been that long since i first started to feel that something would happen in my lifetime, and that i needed to prepare for it on various levels.

the last few years, the intensity of these feelings has increased. lately i feel like whatever it is is coming very soon.

Angel in Disguise · 12-18-2009, 08:48 PM

It's strange... I've known something huge and extraordinary was to happen in my life since I was a small, small child. Many big things have happened yet I always knew those incidents weren't it. I 'awoke' 3 yrs ago and knew that what is coming is what I've been waiting for so to speak... What a wild ride it is wouldn't you say?... Nonetheless I'm excited... I know it's gonna be GREAT!

But get it over with already... I want it NOW!!!

eleni · 12-18-2009, 08:49 PM

Yes, I had this conversation with my friend yesterday. In his eyes, 2012 and beyond will be something major because he says most on the planet are living ina denied state of will and it's going to take major changes for everyone to wake up. Also we both agreed that the more sensitive one is the more they feel changes occurring and it can feel quite unstable. We both agreed we feel like we are in some null zone- standstill just observing but also feel destabilized due to energetic changes in the galaxy.

Stardustaquarion · 12-18-2009, 08:53 PM

Hummm Cliff High says that tomorrow 19th a key thing will happen that will change things worlwide, can not guess what....

PilotSimone · 12-18-2009, 10:50 PM

I'm always glad to see threads like this. Just knowing you're not going through it alone can be so helpful.

I'm very excited to move forward, but want to make sure I've taken all the trash out (so to speak). I don't know if that's done yet...

I spend a lot of time coloring, actually. It keeps me in the now and it brings me much peace. I even have my own coloring book!

Don't be jealous, but my 7-year old says I'm the best color-er he's ever seen.

futureyes · 12-18-2009, 11:10 PM

swanny ... if ya would have asked a year ago i'd have said adamently i felt i was waiting for something really big to unfold ... like it was right around the corner ... and it felt huge ...

but now ... a year later ... that feeling has neutralized in some way for me ... i no longer anticipate nor do i feel a specific event or such to materiallize ... no ...

i feel we are within the shift now ... have been for quite awhile ... will continue to be ... transition and evolve our selves and our world ...

i feel of markers yes where the waves feel strongest ... to stay upright is a challenge at times ... at other times this year it has felt like a magic carpet ride ...

but i no longer wait with bated breath as i might have felt to do so a year ago ... what i do await is for this world to move into the new ... in my being i know it will occur ...

moreso now ... i await for us all ... as a whole ... shifting to a much brigher world within truth and not fear ... i await for the denseness of limitations to gradually fall away ... for the balance of dark and light ...

i feel it is happening in this moment ... as it will continue to do so ...
but to await a biggy event ... not so much anymore ...

carriblu · 12-19-2009, 04:03 AM

i feel like i'm waiting also. i will be really hurt/lost if the world just continues on as usual over the next few years. i just hope im not deluded in thinking something big is going to happen

futureyes · 12-19-2009, 04:36 AM

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Originally Posted by carriblu

i feel like i'm waiting also. i will be really hurt/lost if the world just continues on as usual over the next few years. i just hope im not deluded in thinking something big is going to happen

no despair carriblu ...

the world will never again be the same i feel ... it is already transitioning ...

i believe ... we will come to realize ... we are whom we have been waiting for ...

that what we have been waiting for ... is within us ...

and guess what ... you will not feel hurt or be lost ... you will simply be you ... but much more realized ... to whom you really are ...

and guess what ... THAT realization ... is HUGE ... because we are so much more than we 'think' we presently are ...

and more ... meaning fulfillment of our being ... the possibilities of what we can create ... endless ...

the love ... truth and strength within us ... infinite ...

FIIISH · 12-19-2009, 05:22 AM

The tricky part of all of this for me is trying to make decisions and plan
for the future when the future seems completely up in the air.

Everyone around me is carrying on as normal, and sometimes I wonder
if I am just a deluded fool that bought into a fantasy just to
give myself a reason to carry on...

But then I think of some of the experiences I have had and continue to have,
and what I sense in addition to all the change we see happening...

The shift is happening NOW, and will continue to accelerate as we move forward. I think this means that things will continue to get more interesting, and at times, intense.

It's a tricky thing, deciding which future to plan for:

business as usual, or a completely new paradigm?

futureyes · 12-19-2009, 05:43 AM

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Originally Posted by FIIISH

The tricky part of all of this for me is trying to make decisions and plan
for the future when the future seems completely up in the air.

Everyone around me is carrying on as normal, and sometimes I wonder
if I am just a deluded fool that bought into a fantasy just to
give myself a reason to carry on...

But then I think of some of the experiences I have had and continue to have,
and what I sense in addition to all the change we see happening...

The shift is happening NOW, and will continue to accelerate as we move forward. I think this means that things will continue to get more interesting, and at times, intense.

It's a tricky thing, deciding which future to plan for:

business as usual, or a completely new paradigm?

it is a tricky thing isn't it ...
there is no crystal ball per se ...
no fast forward button either ...
how does one plan for the future ...
when things are changing so quickly ...
once realized that this is what it is ... that there is no delusion involved ...
then there's no more going backwards from that day on ...
there is only forward ...
but where forward ...

i feel we simply ride the waves ... some calm and some of greater intensity ...
and in the moment ... do what feels true and right ...
it is all about this current moment ... it is what shapes our future ...
long term planning like it once was isn't so any longer ...
it is simply moment by moment ...
if we make choices based on our truth ... we're shaping our future because the results of those choices will be beneficial regardless ...
if we still make choices from a place of fear ... fear of survival let's say ... that then isn't goling to pan out very well for us down the road because those decisions were based on fear ... fear simply has no foundation to build upon ... one just has to look at the structures crumbling now ... economical ... financial structures based on what was a pretense ...
they can't hold up any longer ...

so i feel ... if we go with our intuition ... make choices based upon what feels right within the heart ... then we're absolutely going to be 'ok' in the future ...

it is tricky ... but if our choices feel true ... not based on fear ... then we're on our way ...
and others ... well ... normal life as they have known it will continue ... have a feeling with that though that living in fear ... pretense and untruth ... will not be without effort in the future ...

only truth will prevail ...

Angel in Disguise · 12-19-2009, 06:13 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by FIIISH

The tricky part of all of this for me is trying to make decisions and plan
for the future when the future seems completely up in the air.

Everyone around me is carrying on as normal, and sometimes I wonder
if I am just a deluded fool that bought into a fantasy just to
give myself a reason to carry on...

But then I think of some of the experiences I have had and continue to have,
and what I sense in addition to all the change we see happening...

The shift is happening NOW, and will continue to accelerate as we move forward. I think this means that things will continue to get more interesting, and at times, intens

It's a tricky thing, deciding which future to plan for:

business as usual, or a completely new paradigm?

I SOOO feel ya Fiish... Wow what a ride hey?... Instincts tell me to get rid of everything... I have been, but is it the right choice? All my friends are married with kids but I've always known in my heart that it's not the way... Not my way anyhow. So here I am 36yrs old trying to dwindle down to being able to live out of a backpack... Seems right... But is it? Sometimes I see what I am missing out on in the 'meantime' and I wish I could do it but something keeps telling me I`m on the right track even when I feel I`m not. We`re all here for a reason... That which I`m not sure of yet but I just cruise along with the flow knowing that if things don`t change I can always pull a Thelma and Louise and go out with a bang. I will go ride the biggest wave, jump out of airplanes, and do all the crazy things I would not think possible until I just don`t make it... Cause I can`t fathom making it in the world we live in now. The world we live in now is the sole reason I don`t have children, as much as I`d love to have them. I see the joy that they bring to parents and it kills me... but I refuse to have children seeing how much the world has changed for the worse in my own lifetime. My own lifetime is a speck in comparison... Where are we headed? I don't want to risk it, I would love my children too much to bring them into this at this moment.

PS... I vote for completely new paradigm!!!

ExhaLatioN · 12-19-2009, 09:08 AM

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Originally Posted by Angel in Disguise

I SOOO feel ya Fiish... Wow what a ride hey?... Instincts tell me to get rid of everything... I have been, but is it the right choice? All my friends are married with kids but I've always known in my heart that it's not the way... Not my way anyhow. So here I am 36yrs old trying to dwindle down to being able to live out of a backpack... Seems right... But is it? Sometimes I see what I am missing out on in the 'meantime' and I wish I could do it but something keeps telling me I`m on the right track even when I feel I`m not. We`re all here for a reason... That which I`m not sure of yet but I just cruise along with the flow knowing that if things don`t change I can always pull a Thelma and Louise and go out with a bang. I will go ride the biggest wave, jump out of airplanes, and do all the crazy things I would not think possible until I just don`t make it... Cause I can`t fathom making it in the world we live in now. The world we live in now is the sole reason I don`t have children, as much as I`d love to have them. I see the joy that they bring to parents and it kills me... but I refuse to have children seeing how much the world has changed for the worse in my own lifetime. My own lifetime is a speck in comparison... Where are we headed? I don't want to risk it, I would love my children too much to bring them into this at this moment.

PS... I vote for completely new paradigm!!!

this is the exact same ride i am on and i completely agree with your thoughts on children. where we are going is unknown but i feel i have everything under control. I am playing this life like a game, feeling that i have been here before but this time i see the illusion.

Angel in Disguise · 12-19-2009, 11:57 AM

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Originally Posted by ExhaLatioN

this is the exact same ride i am on and i completely agree with your thoughts on children. where we are going is unknown but i feel i have everything under control. I am playing this life like a game, feeling that i have been here before but this time i see the illusion.

Yes... I fully see through the illusion... I am fully under control (in my own mind). I may have been here before but I'm playing with a fresh hand this time... Give me liberty or give me death and I will ride that wave til the bitter sweet end!... Still excited!!!

burgundia · 12-19-2009, 09:26 AM

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Originally Posted by Angel in Disguise

refuse to have children seeing how much the world has changed for the worse in my own lifetime. My own lifetime is a speck in comparison... Where are we headed? I don't want to risk it, I would love my children too much to bring them into this at this moment.

PS... I vote for completely new paradigm!!!

I am older than you are, but even when I was 17 i knew i didn't want to have children. As if something was telling me that they would not live long enough to reach the old age. The same for my sister.However I work with young people on a daily basis so I have no regrets.

Angel in Disguise · 12-19-2009, 11:48 AM

I live through children and I live through animals... It's amazing that I don't have my own. However I am quite content just borrowing cause I have no idea what tomorrow will bring... Sounds like a suckass excuse but really... is it?

New Age Messiah · 12-19-2009, 08:43 AM

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Originally Posted by FIIISH

It's a tricky thing, deciding which future to plan for:

business as usual, or a completely new paradigm?

I think it's a completely new paradigm.

Because one of two things is almost sure to happen.

1) The entire middle east is going to be a wartorn hellhole, and who knows where the carnage will flow to and whether food supplies, energy, etc. will suffice or whether there will be chaos and and and... Manmade doom.

2) Earth, Mother Nature, or Aliens are going to miraculously affect the situation in ways we can't fathom.

12-18-2009, 07:19 PM	#1
Leunamros Project Avalon Member Join Date: Dec 2009 Posts: 145	Re: Playing the waiting game My "waiting for" is soo serious it make me unable to have a normal life. Since 1998. That was the year of my awakening.

12-18-2009, 07:38 PM	#2
joe2288 Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Oct 2008 Location: Illinois USA Posts: 652	Re: Playing the waiting game Patience is key. The shift is coming just be ready to embrace it with a open heart and mind. Remember stay positive, your transition will be much easier.

12-18-2009, 08:12 PM	#5
rhythm Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Sep 2008 Location: devon england Posts: 1,905	Re: Playing the waiting game For people to WAKE UP would be soooooooooo NICE ....

12-18-2009, 08:13 PM	#6
Angel in Disguise Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Sep 2008 Posts: 364	Re: Playing the waiting game I often feel like I'm in The Truman Show but with the roles reversed... I know what's going on yet very few others do. It's a very surreal experience that we're living in in my opinion and when I sit on a park bench and watch the world go by, I often feel like I'm in a dream.

12-18-2009, 08:22 PM	#7
burgundia Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Oct 2008 Location: Poland Posts: 3,442	Re: Playing the waiting game I feel the same way swanny...

12-18-2009, 08:41 PM	#10
morganlilith Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Dec 2009 Location: western pennsylvania Posts: 54	Re: Playing the waiting game i've been waiting since the late 70's or early 80's, lol. well, maybe waiting is too strong a word. but it's been that long since i first started to feel that something would happen in my lifetime, and that i needed to prepare for it on various levels. the last few years, the intensity of these feelings has increased. lately i feel like whatever it is is coming very soon.

12-18-2009, 08:48 PM	#11
Angel in Disguise Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Sep 2008 Posts: 364	Re: Playing the waiting game It's strange... I've known something huge and extraordinary was to happen in my life since I was a small, small child. Many big things have happened yet I always knew those incidents weren't it. I 'awoke' 3 yrs ago and knew that what is coming is what I've been waiting for so to speak... What a wild ride it is wouldn't you say?... Nonetheless I'm excited... I know it's gonna be GREAT! But get it over with already... I want it NOW!!!

12-18-2009, 08:49 PM	#12
eleni Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Sep 2008 Posts: 865	Re: Playing the waiting game Yes, I had this conversation with my friend yesterday. In his eyes, 2012 and beyond will be something major because he says most on the planet are living ina denied state of will and it's going to take major changes for everyone to wake up. Also we both agreed that the more sensitive one is the more they feel changes occurring and it can feel quite unstable. We both agreed we feel like we are in some null zone- standstill just observing but also feel destabilized due to energetic changes in the galaxy.

12-18-2009, 08:53 PM	#13
Stardustaquarion Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Dec 2009 Posts: 897	Re: Playing the waiting game Hummm Cliff High says that tomorrow 19th a key thing will happen that will change things worlwide, can not guess what....

12-18-2009, 10:50 PM	#14
PilotSimone Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Sep 2009 Location: US Posts: 114	Re: Playing the waiting game I'm always glad to see threads like this. Just knowing you're not going through it alone can be so helpful. I'm very excited to move forward, but want to make sure I've taken all the trash out (so to speak). I don't know if that's done yet... I spend a lot of time coloring, actually. It keeps me in the now and it brings me much peace. I even have my own coloring book! Don't be jealous, but my 7-year old says I'm the best color-er he's ever seen.

12-18-2009, 11:10 PM	#15
futureyes Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Oct 2008 Location: heart central Posts: 798	Re: Playing the waiting game swanny ... if ya would have asked a year ago i'd have said adamently i felt i was waiting for something really big to unfold ... like it was right around the corner ... and it felt huge ... but now ... a year later ... that feeling has neutralized in some way for me ... i no longer anticipate nor do i feel a specific event or such to materiallize ... no ... i feel we are within the shift now ... have been for quite awhile ... will continue to be ... transition and evolve our selves and our world ... i feel of markers yes where the waves feel strongest ... to stay upright is a challenge at times ... at other times this year it has felt like a magic carpet ride ... but i no longer wait with bated breath as i might have felt to do so a year ago ... what i do await is for this world to move into the new ... in my being i know it will occur ... moreso now ... i await for us all ... as a whole ... shifting to a much brigher world within truth and not fear ... i await for the denseness of limitations to gradually fall away ... for the balance of dark and light ... i feel it is happening in this moment ... as it will continue to do so ... but to await a biggy event ... not so much anymore ...

12-19-2009, 04:03 AM	#16
carriblu Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Jul 2009 Posts: 96	Re: Playing the waiting game i feel like i'm waiting also. i will be really hurt/lost if the world just continues on as usual over the next few years. i just hope im not deluded in thinking something big is going to happen

12-19-2009, 05:22 AM	#18
FIIISH Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Sep 2009 Posts: 296	Re: Playing the waiting game The tricky part of all of this for me is trying to make decisions and plan for the future when the future seems completely up in the air. Everyone around me is carrying on as normal, and sometimes I wonder if I am just a deluded fool that bought into a fantasy just to give myself a reason to carry on... But then I think of some of the experiences I have had and continue to have, and what I sense in addition to all the change we see happening... The shift is happening NOW, and will continue to accelerate as we move forward. I think this means that things will continue to get more interesting, and at times, intense. It's a tricky thing, deciding which future to plan for: business as usual, or a completely new paradigm?

12-19-2009, 11:48 AM	#24
Angel in Disguise Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Sep 2008 Posts: 364	Re: Playing the waiting game I live through children and I live through animals... It's amazing that I don't have my own. However I am quite content just borrowing cause I have no idea what tomorrow will bring... Sounds like a suckass excuse but really... is it?