call for indigo children

[RubyTuesday]

Okay, I have an odd question. Kind of personal I guess. I have a guide, male, who hardly ever speaks and when he does it's just of the yes, no, don't do that variety. I've recently found that he is here to protect me. Not only that, but I'm now getting the feeling (via a close friend who does my aura readings and my own card readings) that his protection isn't just to keep me physically protected- that's minor. It's spiritual protection. He blocks me, guys! I'm very high energy, typical indigo really but since I've been on this path again and have been so determined to figure things out (I feel under pressure to do so as I'm sure many of you do right now) he seems to be intentionally hindering me.

For example, I've been exploring past lives lately and decided the other day that since I'm getting adept at "opening the door" that if I changed the door from past to future would I see future events? Everytime I try and reach for the door I instantly fall asleep. When I'm grounded myself, I can feel my energy being blocked all of a sudden. I was flowing fine just weeks ago and nothing has really changed in a negative way. It's like he's telling me "no more, you've gone high enough" in everything I'm doing. Wouldn't this be a violation of my will? Or do you think he's here because it's part of whatever deal I before this incarnation that he would come and prevent me from expanding "too much" right now? If so, wouldn't you think that timing is very important and then wonder why?

I'm about to go sit in a few and see if I can finally get him to dialogue w/me but I'm wondering if any of you have heard of such a thing or have any advice on how to deal with this.

Sorry if this is very confusing. I'm confused myself. I have no objection to any of you who can see having a peek and asking him a few questions if he'll respond. If you see something, please pm me.

[Gnosis5]

Originally Posted by RubyTuesday

Okay, I have an odd question. Kind of personal I guess. I have a guide, male, who hardly ever speaks and when he does it's just of the yes, no, don't do that variety. I've recently found that he is here to protect me. Not only that, but I'm now getting the feeling (via a close friend who does my aura readings and my own card readings) that his protection isn't just to keep me physically protected- that's minor. It's spiritual protection. He blocks me, guys! I'm very high energy, typical indigo really but since I've been on this path again and have been so determined to figure things out (I feel under pressure to do so as I'm sure many of you do right now) he seems to be intentionally hindering me.

For example, I've been exploring past lives lately and decided the other day that since I'm getting adept at "opening the door" that if I changed the door from past to future would I see future events? Everytime I try and reach for the door I instantly fall asleep. When I'm grounded myself, I can feel my energy being blocked all of a sudden. I was flowing fine just weeks ago and nothing has really changed in a negative way. It's like he's telling me "no more, you've gone high enough" in everything I'm doing. Wouldn't this be a violation of my will? Or do you think he's here because it's part of whatever deal I before this incarnation that he would come and prevent me from expanding "too much" right now? If so, wouldn't you think that timing is very important and then wonder why?

I'm about to go sit in a few and see if I can finally get him to dialogue w/me but I'm wondering if any of you have heard of such a thing or have any advice on how to deal with this.

Sorry if this is very confusing. I'm confused myself. I have no objection to any of you who can see having a peek and asking him a few questions if he'll respond. If you see something, please pm me.

Well, from my own experience -- one with Yogananda Paramahanse -- just because a being is disembodied and has a spiritual background does not mean he is perfect and is operating always in your best interests: A disembodied being can have an agenda that might or might not appeal to one. Polite communication leading to mutual understanding is sometimes called for.

[THE eXchanger]

xxx

[RubyTuesday]

Thank you, eXchanger. I was hoping you would read and respond. I think your posts encouraged me to put it out there. Your advice resonates with me very much. and peace be with you.

[ForsakenFalcon]

Anyone elles here like extremely sensitive to Music? (not lyrics)

Like way more sensitive then You should be to a normal person?

Here is a piece of music I'd like to share with You's and would love to know how it honestly makes You feel.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=waTUv...eature=related

It's alittle embarishing but I feel safe enough to say it here but this music litraly make's Me cry.

[Mallys]

Originally Posted by ForsakenFalcon

Anyone elles here like extremely sensitive to Music? (not lyrics)

Like way more sensitive then You should be to a normal person?

Here is a piece of music I'd like to share with You's and would love to know how it honestly makes You feel.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=waTUv...eature=related

It's alittle embarishing but I feel safe enough to say it here but this music litraly make's Me cry.

it's a really great music, as expected from a Final fantasy soundtrack, been a fan of the FF since the 7 ^_^. It makes me kinda sad but at the same time at peace i think.

[arcora]

I never wondered if I was or wasn't until questioned here.

I was adopted (literally) and the family I was given to was very negative. I never fit in with my 'brother', 'sister', 'mother' or 'father'. I sought independence and solitude often while growing up.

I have always been different.

I was identified as having a genius IQ at the age of 4.

At age 6 I had a series of 3 unfortunate events (to a 6 year old - think getting in trouble). I remember going into my closet and putting 3 shoes into a circle to close the cycle and 'knowing' that it would work (it did).

About age 7 I became a voracious reader and read books on a wide variety of subjects.

At the age of 8 I read my first book about metaphysics and that subject became my focus.

Also at the age of 8 we began standardized testing to determine academic level. To the amazement of my teachers, I consisistently tested at high school graduate level.

I excelled at geometry. In my high school geometry class I never attended except on test days. I never did homework. I received a 93% in the class.

In the 9th grade I was visited by my high school counselor and he told me that I didn't belong there. He arranged for me to attend college.

At 15 I left home for and began living on my own.

In my 20's I began to experience spontaneous OBE's.

At age 23 I went to a Psychic Fair and had a photograph taken of my aura. It was very unusual and appeared in the shape of a large white Phoenix above my head. The man who took the picture said he saw 2 guardian angels who were there to filter out knowledge.

At age 29 I severed all ties with my 'family'. I immediately felt most negative forces in my life become removed. I have never looked back.

[mortalcoil]

I've been reading a lot of the posts here and am enthralled by the overwhelming response.
As I have stated in an earlier post I am compiling a definitive work on the subject of indigo children. I would like to extend an open invitation to those here to send me a PM with any questions or experiences they have had or even just to chat about the subject, what it means to be, who they are and why they are here.

I am really looking for those who have doubts or question the emotional and spiritual aspects of what it is to be indigo. People with a real story and not a science fiction or fantasy novel.

The main questions I have to ask are

1. How are you viewed in a social setting
2. What feelings do you have in regards to everyday society i.e. standing in line, rules and regulations, authority, public school, government.
3. How do you view the world and your surroundings
4. Do you feel that it is in need of a change (not for obvious reasons like financial, political, environmental but spiritual)
5. How would you change it
6. Have you interacted with other indigos and if so describe that experience
7. What purpose in life do you see yourself fulfilling
8. Describe your ideal world
9. what makes you think you are indigo
10. do you like pie or cake

I welcome any response that is given and will keep them in the strictest confidentiality. You have my word as an indigo.