Can I ask for a healing request?

[stiros]

Originally Posted by no caste

Stiros - My suggestion: Be a capacitor! It is always a good idea to manage the healing/energy flow, to avoid burnt circuits. Frying them happens a lot. Being a capacitor is an underrated power and good capacitors require continual maintenance and tweaking. You have to design yours (by trial and error usually).......

Thank you very much “no caste”,
In a way I do that already, but it seems to be very important, these small details, how you exactly think.
I have not very long experiences about this spiritual practise, but now and then I have experienced a lot of different “mechanisms” like a smorgasbord, during my lifetime.

I think that, if you believe strongly that you can do things, then you can do it.
The way of thinking, is as I see it, is only “focus help”.
People often say to me: that you can't do “this” because of “that” and so on.
For example: People tell me that they can feel the life force if .... and then a long list.
And I tell them: If that is what you think, then it is right (for you).
And I tell them further: Do not put in meaningless limitations (I agree hard words), it will only limit yourself.
And I say to them: I can do this in whatever situation I am in.
This is a much better “platform”.

I felt when I tested “distant healing a slight headache afterwards, don't worry, I feel grateful to do this.
To get rid of this very feast, I take my hands and move them around my head, and at the same time think that I am reshaping my aura, because I believe that by doing this I take away the aura pattern, before it manifest fully.
And then I throw the “bad aura pieces” away whit my hands, and think something like “to the light”. Yes, I am a little bit influenced too, I am not “totally rebellious”.
I have tested this on several occasions, and it seems to work well, it doesn't matter where the problem is.

When I try “distance healing”, I do like the following:

I usually sit on a chair, no crossed legs or arms, palms up.
First I “charge myself, by thinking of a “life force” flowing through me (from above).
According to me, it comes from above, I have made an experiment, I can tell you about that later if you want.
Then I feel a vibrating growing body “armour” on my bare hands and bare arms (if they are bare) and also other places of the body especially my head and feet.
If I am totally “discharged” I feel sparks in these “discharged” parts of my body.
If the flow increases it feels like my fingers twist, even if they don't appear to be so in reality.
If it increases even more, it feels a little bit unpleasant with increasing “body armour”, at this point I usually loose a little focus.
I am just experimenting, in fact I have no clue.
I usually keep myself at this “level”, because of this “mechanism”.
In a session with approximately 80 persons I had different “impressions” like: fluctuating up and down temperature (most up) and I nearly fainted.

OK, now I am “charged”, it is similar to the “Bruno Gröning method”.

Then I shape my hands and put them before me, like “I am holding a transparent ball”.
Within this ball, I project a happy full of life image of the person in question.
And then I send energy (light and love), not thinking of any problem at all.
Just keeping this “sunny picture” in the transparent ball, it doesn't matter if my eyes are closed or open.
I keep on until I think it is enough, for the moment.
During this part, I sometimes feel the “person in question” and I unload his/hers “problem” and it doesn't feel good at all, you can imagine yourself.
If I don't get rid of this problem immediately or forget about it, it can last for a week.

Maybe I should test to direct the flow with my hands to a “transparent ball” one meter in front of me, and this ball is the port, so to say.

Then I will not drain myself, I think I will test that. It will take some time.

All comments appreciated

blessings to all
stiros