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Avalon Senior Member
Join Date: Oct 2008
Posts: 6
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Great thread ! Several things in my life.
I have always felt that I have gardian angels. They have saved me from death at least twice. I started meditating when I was about 11 or 12. I got very good at changing my size and floating. While teaching my brother about what I was doing he saw me go through my bed, float and have a red glow around me. Later I started traveling into what seemed to be space. This frightened me because I was afraid that I might not be able to get back. I stopped meditating after this and have always wished that I would have had someone to guide me through that time, as I think I could have been really good at it. My Brother and I have always had some sort of connection. One time we found one of those queje(sp) boards. We contacted a spirit named Lux. He appeared to us latter. I was awakened with Lux standing as a silhouette in the doorway. He looked like the grim reaper and the feeling I got was that he was there to take me. I knew I only had one chance to stop him. As he approached I threw back the sheets and kicked him in the chest. I can still remember feeling the impact. He slowly moved back to the dorway, floated back. My brother woke up and yelled at me to see if I could see the guy in the doorway. I asked him to tell me what he had seen and he described the same figure to me. That was the only time I have seen Lux but my brother has seen him a couple of times. When I was young I was very happy, kind, loving. Each year I feel more and more unhappy. Less and less connected to others. Like I have taken the wrong path in life and do not know how to correct this. I have always found that teachers come and go in my life. They plant some little seed for me to grow. (I love gardening by the way) Maybe I have found this forum because there are teachers here? |
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