Such paranoia

[Accipiter_Phi]

I do not believe that Bill & Kerry are consciously up to any shennannigans... or any general, shennannigan related behavior, for that matter.

I work in Hollywood and I have seen some of the most stand up cats become plasticine party pirates when they garner a drop of fame. This is NOT the case with B & K.

AND, For the record, I used to HATE reading paranoid threads that conjured ill conceit towards B & K. I used to just chalk up the paranoia to inexperienced newbies being cluster f***ed by information in this fringe field .

Enter the Green Dragon... a few months after George Green's debut, it began to seem that B & K started to KNOW something that we weren't completely privy towards... but hey, maybe the doom and gloom "reality" was really REAL? (my dreams & intuitions sent me massive red flags on this... but, at the end of the day, I'm an info junkie. I stood strong against the insight of my higher self).

DEAN VS DEAGLE: the "F" word: FILTRATION began to "rear its ugly head" (apologies to Palin). Filtration was clearly observable on the round table O' Camelot. The media that was deemed "swiftly releasable" slowly began to emerge as being clearly plotted toward a negative vector.

The question is NOT: Filtration: Yes or no? The question is now "why?" This is my object of interest.

I am a self confessed cheap date. A few kind words from Bill & Kerry regarding the reason for their "Deagle over Dean" filtration and I'll be cooing like a school girl all over again.

But I already know what they will say: "A convergence of informant based data lead to Deagle's testimony being labeled a timely and topical "Hot Johnny" that preempted the elder statesman's input.

OK... but I have experience editing and compositing feature films. I have edited reams of reels... Digi and film stock... on Final Cut and on AVID; the post production value of their videos does NOT WARRANT A month long turnover... One night worth of editing at best... and thats being generous.

Bobby Dean... where are you, my Santa Claus of Sirius?

"The Bill Ultimatum:" Traversing the world in super spy muckracker fashion must be TAXING, to say the least. If I was Bill and Kerry, I would have been long lost and adrift eons ago in a sea of information and disinformation alike. I believe that B & K have historically navigated this treacherous tide of informants with great discernment.

But , recently, "filtration" IS clearly visible... as well as a definite downward trend. The rippled ramifications of which have seemingly turned many seekers on this forum into disempowered fear junkies... myself included. I always try and audit the info from a detached state, albeit, 'tis a mighty task given the endless parade of whistleblowers and their self imposed truncated testimonies. I am often left with the conclusion of "not enough information" which further leads me to the cliche of "a little information is a dangerous thing."

As of late, I am left (after my daily dose O' Avalon) a quivering mass of gelatinous ooze... cringing in the fetal position... in the dark of my basement... drinking Vodka through a curly straw. (Hey, Don't knock it till ya try it... some of my best friends are gelatinous... oh, never mind).

Bill once said something to the effect of (paraphrased) ["the informants here are like individual trees... take in all the specific stories and then step back and see the general shape of the forest"]

Well, I think the forest is ablaze... (and I'm not just saying that because L.A. is burning today).

As an empath I truley feel that Something is amiss.

I REALLY want to believe that it is not B & K's fault, but what is happening?

Maybe THEY are the victims of a controlled leak?... or perhaps they are under cohersion by "the 'artists' formerly known as" MAJ-OP.

BUT 'WHAT ABOUT BOB' (Dean)? The interview was in the can... and then? nada.

Man, this site is rotting my brain... or am I rotting my OWN brain by giving this site too much power when I know its bad for me?

Did I just answer all of my own questions? Doh!