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#26 |
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What was the Celestial Bar about?
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#28 |
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Funny that you mention this…
I’m no prophet nor do I see the future clearly as far as who will do what and when, but my wife and I can look down the lines of probability and see answers to small questions concerning the future. We have been having trouble seeing very far lately. In July I could make out most of August and we were trying this a lot because we had a trip planned for August to go see Teotihuacan near Mexico City (which was awesome) but we couldn’t see much of Sept at all. As we got into Sept, we couldn’t see Oct. at all. Now we can’t see Nov clear at all. I don’t see us all sitting around the X-mas tree in Dec either. Not that it isn’t there, there just seems to be too much fuzzy stuff in the way. Most likely we will be there. I account for it by the fact that there are too many life altering decisions to be made in these coming months that could affect it. Or maybe I am letting my own emotional stance concerning recent and possible threats affect my viewings. I am unsure. I am not anxious though because I know my family and I will be ok. This I do see. And…wouldn’t you know it..I “AM” bipolar too, and I have a lot to say on that but I will just say this. You others and I are in good company. I could probably write a book about bipolar disorder. I am grateful for bipolar to be honest as it effected me with negative side effects which I feel I have mostly overcome in my life, yet it has also left me with many benefits. Bipolar offers one a wider range of emotions among other things and I can see how a person who is awakening could be deemed as bipolar by a doc. peace Last edited by Heretic; 10-01-2008 at 03:58 PM. Reason: spelling |
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#29 |
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YES,YES,YES,YES,YES!!!
I have been having the most intense anxiety for the past several weeks, chest pains, difficulty breathing, cannot sleep through the night. I've thought I was having a heart attack several times--really! It seems to be subsiding a little, but I am edgy. |
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#30 |
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I agree with the post about avioding doctors(head).I was put on meds after my awakening.Bipolar they told me.That medication is poison.Especially the new stuff...wellbutrin ect.....It's causing people to committ suicide.I felt very suicidal when i was on it and i can even step on a bug.
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#32 |
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I've also been felling the "creeps" lately.First it was in late spring this year.Almost like a chill that doesnt leave.Then historic flooding happened here in Iowa.I thought that was it.Nope.Then economy going down the tubes.Still felt the bad cold chills.Now even worse economy and russian military movements.Still feel the bad stuff and getting worse.Its over 60 degrees here today and im freezing like its december.
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The new interview with the Half Past Human guy that Bill and Kerry interviewed and which is now posted on the Camelot site I just listened to might explain all than anxiety very clearly. Let me know your thoughts. A very intelligent man.
Winston Churchill and a lot of other very artistic, famous people had manic depression which is now called bipolar, so yes we are in good company. ![]() |
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#34 |
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Wow so many feeling the same thing.
I feel excited, then down, then up i don't know where i am. But sense something BIG going to happen, could be a reaction i guess to reading everyone else's responses to all this information NAH!!!! i been having these feelings for sometime before Avalon even got started, i was telling all this stuff to Kerry on camelot. We have all been awakened and are now sensing our true abilities this is great don't fear it embrace it. I have to agree about the doctors, they have an agenda to sedate the population i have no doubt in that. I have a problem with getting my real medical probs sorted!!!! I've had heart pulptations for a long time now, had all tests nothing! I feel the body breaking down could be due to middle age but NAH!! I know i'm changing i can feel it. I think the doctors know I KNOW as well they give me strange looks and look slightly uncomfortable when i'm around them. And when i have to have blood tests they can never get any out,ha ha! The nurse looks at me as though she is thinking "WE HAVE ANOTHER ONE HERE!!) Oh well i have now decided any treatment they want to give me it's a positve NO!!!! ![]() |
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#35 |
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Thanks! Off to listen to it!
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There are many theories on that, for example, that one By Terence Mckenna, timewave zero. It feels like that. but all of you must consider seriously that the influence of this site as same with project camelot can condition the quality of your emotions to a huge degree. Last edited by Racsouran; 10-01-2008 at 08:49 PM. |
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#38 |
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So much hype. Sitting in England watching for the 30 days quarantine and nothing even remotely appears to be happening on that front. So I wonder if these next two months are just going to be a great anti-climax.
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19/20 think that time is speeding up, one dude just thinks im smoking too much. A week now goes by as quickly as three days did before. And funnily enough im doing much less, lazing around and relaxing for the most part. And even when im bored time is still flying, Terence Mckennas "timewave zero" is very interesting especially when it fits in so well beside the end of the mayan callender and the Avebury manor crop circle which depicts the precise location of the planets in our solar system on 21st December 2012. Me too! I'm doubtfull it will tho. Something is coming and the anticipation is killing me, cant wait to get it over and done with. |
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#41 |
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Yep, heart pains for sure. I think it is an ascension symptom, if you believe in that sort of thing...
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Personally, what i feel is not time speeding up, as u have said. I have said: "more life in less time". Wich means, more intensity of life in a small amount of time, wich is something inverse of what you have told, explanation: i feel what was, time ago, a week of time, in a day. That´s the point. Indeed, some moments, some days, not lately, but since 1998, were like years worth of time. And, the firs awakening i had, worth millions of years. I mean, after such experiences, u get the sense u have earned the life that can be earned in that time in "normal circumstances". The freak strange thing now is what are the circumstances of the now, to make such things be able to happen. Well, there are a lot of suppositions about it, but they are only that, speculations. Last edited by Racsouran; 10-02-2008 at 02:46 PM. |
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#43 |
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HI
It's reasuring to know that this "quickening" is hapening to others. I've only been looking at PC since Feb of this yr but have for a long time have been searching spirtually, feeling that the future would not be like the one would expect. I know this sounds impausable, but I have a recollection of being in the womb, having a conversation with "others" I was saying "no I dont' wont to be born, I want to go back and them saying kindly but firmly but you agreed. I've aways felt I have lived before but it still doesn't make the thought of dying any easier. I love this planet, I love being here. I was almost taken in my the very well meaning Jehovah Witnessess. Athough they do have a wouderful message of an eternal future here on earth, something was not resonating with me. Some of you mentioned panic attacks.I have been waking suddenly in the night with very fast heart beat. Making me feel like the end is near. My symptoms were so bad, leaving me soo edgy I just had to go to the drs and am now on bets blockers. All medical tests negative the drs put it down to anxiety. I'm not so convinced, I'm sure it's my body subconsciously feeling the changes, but what they'll be I just don't know,does anybody really. Like Cliff says from Half Past human, I think perhaps we are all psychic. We are sensing something but what, only time will tell. Love, Peace and courage to all. |
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#44 |
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Right there with you all.
Been Reiking myself and my family nearly constantly. Even set up an auto release grid. I was calm and even tempered up until about a week ago (when Mercury entered retrograde). Now I feel like I did when I was 8 months preggers. That nesting instinct. Only it is more survival based. Been drinking more water than I ever have in my life. The veil between the worlds/dimensions is all but gone. I am seeing stuff everywhere, even in the daylight. It's fine though because it all comes in LOVE. I feel like I am running a race but the destination keeps changing. And? My cat is T R I P P I N G. LOVELOVELOVE and more calming love to you all, C |
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#45 |
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Same thing here. Makes me happy to know I'm not alone.
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#46 | |
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Well, I have NOT been feeling frightened lately. My cat is not acting weird, and am not having strange dreams nor being visited by dark beings. I have been feeling strong, confident, serene. Fear comes on us because it is carefully cultivated and nurtured by those who wish to disarm us emotionally. For us to sit around and talk about how scared we are suits them to a T. I can't say Do not fear; that would be irrational. But to we feel fear as a thrill or as paralysis? I agree: things are about to get very interesting. Be ready. If your emotions betray you, cut them off until you can control them. What did we think would happen when this great theme park called Amerika closed its gates? Everybody gasps: "How could this happen?" Aware people ask: "How could this not happen?" Now is not the time to dig a hole. Now is the time for unity and courage. |
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#47 |
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Me too (chest pains, thinking I've got a heart attack coming on), from time to time. And some depression in the last few days - I have learned to put depression down to some change taking place at a deep level. Plus around the time of 08-08-08 (especially then) and since, situations or circumstances which left me feeling 'sick at heart' - a horrible feeling - but I'm also putting this down to positive change of some sort.
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