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I have not posted to this thread in awhile...
and i am about to say...what many think... i from day 1..i wanted abraxas to be banned. i knew his intent from the first post..yet i lacked the ability to properly express my concerns. i watched as this thread grew...as mods gave him the open door... it has disgusted me...it has created such negative energy... it is a huge distraction that affects light warriors in a very negative way. i bow to LionHawk..and offer my services in any way..to help bring clarity to this thread. i know the mods are between a rock and a hard place with this thread and this member... but i also know for a fact that his thread has affected negatively a few users...some more then others... as for defending abraxas..you are right..he needs no defense...he wants no defense...he got what he wanted..YOUR attention...so he can further his agenda.. i am very grateful to the universe and its creator for sending someone to remove the veil that abraxas has put over so many eyes... Thank You Lionhawk |
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I highlighted, with a purpose, some excerpts from Cèline's post above, and I’ll make it short. You know, as hard as I try to sentiment with the feelings from many of you here... ...so hard it is for me to accept the fact that...perpetual, on many ocations, many times...many of you seem to assume to know what's going on in the hearts of some other persons here... Do you really know??? I tell you...despite my (by now more then 500) posts here, the answer is NO, you don't know...at least you obviously seem not to know me. You don't know me...and as long as that veil is still put over the eyes of many, the many will miss to know me. I'm so sorry about this. I'm really sorry...then… ...I mentioned few times already, that this forum (as many other forums too) has it's own, natural rules. These rules are not manmade...but these rules depends on the level of your own vibrational energies. If the energy patterns on this forum doesn't match (any more) with your energy patterns, the only logical consequence, sooner or later, would be a breakup. Really, I don’t feel comformtable any more with the fact that, based only on assumptions, inner feelings, intuition...or whatever else, some tend to know what’s going on inside of my heart and therefore indirectly stamping over me with some labels! Allow ME to say that I also feel some negative energy here...but not that one, that many of you speak about and many of you seem to have find it radiating from some avatars here. But did I ever said that the one...or one...or one...should be banned??? So the logical consequence is...I will take a break. I’m proud to have been a part of this group for so long time now...and I leave you behind in love and light. Yeah, you read correct...in light... ![]() You’ll allways be in my heart. Please know that I love you ALL. Until some other time dear friends...I’ve come to an end here. ...btw...we all loose...there’re no winner here... With much love and much respect malletzky |
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Giving my "energy" to this thread probably makes me "entitled" to act "smart"....
I never felt anything wrong with this thread. I am not spiritually advanced (at least not by formal standards) but if something smells I mostly do smell it and stay away from it. I also do not have any special abilities. I just recently had a very short lucid dream...the 1st or 1st I can remember...cant seem to have more..do not knot know how to....did not do anything special (or am not aware of it) before I had them...but would like to have more....anyway...I am "everyday" human... But this here is the internet not "real" life. This thread smells just as good as most others here. There are more spices than one can usually find but at least the boiling has been kept to a minimum - something I like. It is always interesting for me to read what it posted here... There is much I do not understand but I do try to keep it simple and try not to put energy into things that are either beyond my comprehension or ability to directly influence on....since most of the time I am putting way too much time to anything but myself...so I am participating here in this thread in attempt to learn more about myself. Why? Because I am somehow able to see a sort of a "logic" in it (this is my understanding, someone else might see it differently). Also each participant had his own way of contributing to this thread and Abraxasinas was/is kind enough to accommodate us all. I am sure that each person got a lot to think about... I see no way how someone can force me into anything by either reading or participating in this thread. Also as far as my input was/is concerned - everything I do is/was/will be my choice and my responsibility (with one exception) I somehow actually like that. Is there danger here? Compared to the majority of people (general population) knowing the contents of this thread is greatly more beneficial and less dangerous than knowing if Spice Girls will make a porno movie (that would made my day...but...) or knowing all the "positive" effects of USA stimulus or the financial problems of Greece...etc Anyone watching the TV news and blindly believing it is in a far more greater danger. I also see no dragons swirling in our skies and also if they do come praying for some fresh meet...than it wont really matter if someone reads this thread or not... It is not like they will have a list of participants and skip all the rest... (yes this now is a poor attempt of a joke) And before anyone mentions he or she will prevent it with the power of conscience...well than go and do it, what is stopping you? I am yet to see a random person manifesting his thoughts into action in real time. What I see here....and something like that also happened before...and it also happened in other threads...is what I see when I talk to other people for example about how economy is working...when I try to...step by step...A-Ž explain to hem how money is in control of everything they do in their life and how vastly different life could be....and some even go that far...to allow themselves to picture the unimaginable possibilities of their life without formal regulation and monetary control....some.... Most of them....are "skeptic" they react like some react here...they engage into "politely defensive" mode...and if you still poke them they tend to get somewhat sarcastic...what follows is anger... It is always a good idea to disengage while they are still "polite". I was also just recently seeking reason and ways of destroying my soul...so it is not like I am afraid to take a risk....yes I can still get scared...but after participating in this thread I no longer seek to destroy my soul... I do not know/understand who exactly Abraxasinas is and how does that look like...but if some day a dragon (or any other being) comes I will offer my hand in friendship and ask him/her for a ride (they do fly don't they?) This is how I wish to see myself...as someone that would welcome anyone...weather "friend" or "foe"..... someday I just might be able to do that.... There is still a lot to do...but my energy reserves are getting lower...I am being drained daily by people "closest" to me... But but but....what if dragon eats me? Than I will be eaten...and will become part of the dragon or will the dragon be a part of me? ![]() Last edited by Spregovori; 02-21-2010 at 12:57 AM. |
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First of all its Céline...and..i noticed you said "céline, friends and avalonians"...i guess i am not a friend nor an avalonian...but maybe that was not your intent...i tend to read things on an emotional basis, not an intellectual one...that is why i do not fit in to this thread i guess. i understand the intent of your response, except for ...what the purpose was for highlighting certain things i said..(taking excerpts from sentences kinda takes away its intent) "do you really know" know what others feel? yes, some people. "no you dont know"....so you are telling me..what i know? a little presumptuous imo "you do not know me" You are right, i do not..and i NEVER said i do. "veil" i have always respected your post and feel you are very aware..and are not "veiled" You speak of love...i fear you are judging me, without love in your heart.. We all have opinions...and we all use our judgment based on opinion...allow me mine please. As for what i "know"..it is NOT based only on intuition..or avatars. |
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Maybe I must be one that just doesn't 'get it' ...
Exactly what are you Celine, Lionhawk, Transo, Viking, etc. so concerned about? Who has he mislead? What has he mislead them to understand that you object to? That he calls himself a dragon or represents the Thuban Council or that Jesus is the Logos? And you want him banned for that? Talk about intolerance! I thought you were believers in free will? Or only free when someone 'speaks' the way you wish them to? You all amaze me. Not one of your answers has offered any deeper clue to the question of who we are in this universe or where we are going. At least Abraxas has offered to reveal his 'hidden' information for our benefit, so he says. I don't know if he has altruistic motives or not and maybe he does want us to become 'stardust'. I guess that the chance I take when I read his post but at least he is posting something of substance... whether you agree with him or not. It makes not sense to come here and call him names or make claims that he is not who he claims to be because really, who are you? What pedigree do you have that presupposes that I should listen to you anymore than I will listen to him? That's arrogance! I believe that Abraxas has provided explanations to inquires made by the participants to this thread in a very thorough and thoughtful way. Have you? If any of you have the 'inside knowledge' or the 'universal secret' ... let us hear now, what you have to say? We're all ears. Peace |
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"Life is its own answer." R. Bradbury If you want it in a parable; God gave us all a Ferrari - maintenance free. Any time spent tinkering under the hood, just makes it slower. Where are we going? Why? Was there somewhere else you have to be? The where is an illusion, the magic is now. From a previous post: All of us have, within the course of this life, the innate ability to reach through and beyond all illusion, and directly touch the face of our creator. By "we" and "us" I mean all conscious life, in any form.I also ceased to post here, because no one was listening. I have asked, but people don't seem to get the question, so I'll be blunt. This time ask yourself: Why are they here? You see, it's the same "here" for everyone who finds themselves here. Here is both an illusion, and a condition. That is not finger pointing, it is simply acknowledging common ground. Are you an inter-galactic presence, "gifted" upon this realm? Well, then neither is any other "dependent" being. They, like all of us "need" something here, and so begins a tale (or tail). While there are those who may come and go from here, at will, they don't need anything here, other than to give. It's the giving that keeps them free. "Hidden knowledge"? see "Giving". Then ask yourself who hid it, but I wouldn't dwell. LionHawk, Celine; Thank you, my friends. Fred
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You are most welcome Fred. How eloquently you have described how i feel.. |
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Since the dawn of mankind the Dragon hated man.
Because man was made in the image of Creator, a being which will fully represent and understand Creator`s intention with all. Dragon didn` t like that. Since Dragon like to quote scriptures and is fond of deceiving other according to his premise , then remember Dragon that Word of God is two edged sword. You were wounded before when you tested it against son of God. There are few that can wield sword of Almighty. It takes heart and soul ,it takes love,justice,wisdom and power. What do you miss of above named ,Dragon? You have power, and...? Since Dragon dared to take that sword ,now Dragon will feel its weight: Revelation 12:7-12 7.And there was war in heaven. Michael and his angels fought against the dragon, and the dragon and his angels fought back. 8.But he was not strong enough, and they lost their place in heaven. 9.The great dragon was hurled down—that ancient serpent called the devil, or Satan, who leads the whole world astray. He was hurled to the earth, and his angels with him. 10.Then I heard a loud voice in heaven say: "Now have come the salvation and the power and the kingdom of our God, and the authority of his Christ. For the accuser of our brothers, who accuses them before our God day and night, has been hurled down. 11.They overcame him by the blood of the Lamb and by the word of their testimony; they did not love their lives so much as to shrink from death. 12.Therefore rejoice, you heavens and you who dwell in them! But woe to the earth and the sea, because the devil has gone down to you! He is filled with fury, because he knows that his time is short." Revelation 20:1-10 Revelation 20 The Thousand Years 1.And I saw an angel coming down out of heaven, having the key to the Abyss and holding in his hand a great chain. 2.He seized the dragon, that ancient serpent, who is the devil, or Satan, and bound him for a thousand years. 3.He threw him into the Abyss, and locked and sealed it over him, to keep him from deceiving the nations anymore until the thousand years were ended. After that, he must be set free for a short time. 4.I saw thrones on which were seated those who had been given authority to judge. And I saw the souls of those who had been beheaded because of their testimony for Jesus and because of the word of God. They had not worshiped the beast or his image and had not received his mark on their foreheads or their hands. They came to life and reigned with Christ a thousand years. 5(The rest of the dead did not come to life until the thousand years were ended.) This is the first resurrection. 6.Blessed and holy are those who have part in the first resurrection. The second death has no power over them, but they will be priests of God and of Christ and will reign with him for a thousand years. 7.When the thousand years are over, Satan will be released from his prison 8.and will go out to deceive the nations in the four corners of the earth—Gog and Magog—to gather them for battle. In number they are like the sand on the seashore. 9.They marched across the breadth of the earth and surrounded the camp of God's people, the city he loves. But fire came down from heaven and devoured them. 10.And the devil, who deceived them, was thrown into the lake of burning sulfur, where the beast and the false prophet had been thrown. They will be tormented day and night for ever and ever. |
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Celine,
If I sounded harsh to you I apologize. I do not intend to inflict any pain on anyone here. I was confused as it didn't seem to me that you participated much in this thread so when I saw that suddenly you wished him banned... I didn't understand. (if there is something between you and Abraxas that I don't know about then I can't comment) I'm sorry if I sounded rude to you. Fred, I recognize and respect your position but don't believe what you believe. I feel there is a 'purpose' for my existence beyond my existence. My thoughts are creations unto themselves which become manifested in my 3D experience, so I seek to perfect my thought process so that I may create 'more perfectly' even as our father in heaven has created perfectly. Listening to what other have to say gives me input, perspective and sometimes, knowledge. It is not a 'need' but an interest that I have as I am interested in what my brothers and sisters think. Exposing myself to differing opinions forces me to look beyond the 'comfort zone' we all tend to gravitate too. Besides as you say... I'm just an 'ole' fart' anyway... hehe Peace |
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Thank you...your words are appreciated
i do not post, anymore to this thread, because i found abrax's responses to me to be condescending and i felt ...stupid...trying to read this stuff.. the MODS were....."are" neutral...they (along with my husband) chose to allow his behavior to be what it is. His "phd" talk keeps people like me away...it is part of his agenda... Intellectuals will argue that his stuff is "valid" and important...shrug...who am i to judge that? Many may be upset...say that we are "being mean to abraxas" ... Some will target me instead of LionHawk, because i am an easier target... i dont care... i am worried about PA..about humanity... LionHawk seems to be the only one willing and able to stand up to all this... i will not let another make me feel stupid, for long...so i stayed away from the thread... Abraxas's love is not emotional..it is..technical...i want no part of it |
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The current stance for mods here is one of neutrality when it comes to inter personal issues between members. When it comes to threads/posts neutrality is not part of the equation as the guidelines dictate what can and cannot be posted. At this time Abraxas is not breaking any guidelines but may be aiding in creating new ones. As for your point Céline that his posts keeps you away. That is not a bad thing. ![]() [My comment as a member] Abrax, the jig is up, for all to see. The Honorable thing to do is leave with dignity. This thread and the topic is not what Avalon is about. I Have listened to many members complain that its content is a abomination to what PA stands for. [My comment as a member of the Human race] A few years ago I would of taken a totally different approach here and the world would of been better off. However, Avalon and Life experience since then has made me a better person. As such I can now turn my back on this thread and the verbal diarrhea herein. [To my Beloved Céline] Your love for the human race has never faltered and has over time changed my contempt for the species which has raped this planet. I have love and hope in my heart mostly because of you. This lizard and his followers do not deserve your attention. Their loss. dont waste anymore of your time and emotion here. it's rather pointless. Love U ![]()
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Not a bad thing i agree with you Richard.
but this is what i think IS a bad thing. Why should i (or anyone ) continue to spread love and light on THIS forum...if i (we) feel the MODS and the guidelines on this forum do not protect us from insult or condescending remarks? Sure its ok to share opinions... including homophobic ones? racist ones? sexist ones? Some here have been insulted and had to swallow it due to this "neutrality", and for the benefit of the whole, i and others have agreed with this behavior...and i still do... but.. You cannot expect people to feel motivated to support your forum...if you do not support us. i want to feel safe..unjudged and loved..do others here feel this way? i ask the MODS and the founders...can i and others expect that at PA? |
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There wouldn’t have been any replies filled with human, emotional love so clearly lacking in Abraxas posts. There wouldn’t have been any replies of courage with people daring to show that they don’t understand and therefore putting their hearts in the open, fully targetable by the draconian sword. It takes courage to believe in one self, much more than to believe someone else especially when that someone seemingly holds all the answers. Without this thread there would have been no magnificent replies supporting me on my path, uniting me in love and therefore in humanity. For all the humans here! I'm in love with you! ![]() ![]() Sollve |
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In my reply at 01-10-2010 / 05:19 AM, I already noticed that there was something fishy about the abraxasinas hype. It occured to me that abraxasinas was using a combination of boosting ego's & incredible knowledge. That was 100.000 views ago. Meanwhile I saw Celine (& many others) being dragged into this thread. And now, all of a sudden, that same Celine tells us that she wanted to see abraxasinas banned from day 1.
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![]() That's not the way it works, darling. If Lionhawk wouldn't have shared his knowledge about this topic with us, it would have taken ages for you to wake up out of this delusion. This doesn't mean I do not respect you, abraxasinas. I am dazzled by your knowledge about a great many things & that really impressed me. I even suppose your intentions are sincere. But as I stated a 100.000 views ago, I didn't feel comfortable with your slip of the pen. The way you replied on Lionhawk's post, I found appaling. I almost had the feeling there was another abraxasinas talking, actually. That's why I replied in Dutch yesterday Quote:
A kind of Dutch no Google translator can cope with, but a Draconian know-it-all would have understood for what it meant. Than I noticed you were surfing merely around for at least an hour more, without a reply to my remark. If you had the slightest bit of pride & honour in your soul, you would have given a reply - in Dutch - that would have been convincing to me, that you're for real. ![]() ![]() ![]() Peace, Love & Respect, Abraxasinas |
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i do not feel i was delusional... LionHawk gave me courage to say something... i am intimidated by abraxas and a few others here. i am not ashamed of feeling that way..dont get me wrong..it is who i am. i am wide awake... |
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to be YOU! When I’M where YOU are, I have come a long way. YOU inspire ME to be ME! Thank you! Sollve |
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I considered replying to your Dutch sentence indeed; but decided not to, because you did not translate for all readers unfamiliar with the Dutch tongue. I did in no manner 'search' the web or forum to 'decipher' your enigmatic message, but simply engaged in other tasks. I could say to you: "Das monstroese Tier ist und ist nicht und doch ist, ist von den Sieben doch der Achte und geht in die Verderbung". Would you bother replying to this? Then I could say: "The monstrous animal is not and yet is, is of the seven yet the eighth and goes into perdition." I also could say: "Het monsterachtige dier is niet en is nog, is van de zeven nog de achtste en gaat in ondergang". Your original saying translates to: "Ja, lekker dan, zo ken ik er nog wel een paar!" "Ja gut dann, so kann ich es noch wissen wie im Paar!" "Yes, well then, so I can know it as a pair!" Your wisdoms and riddles belong to you and you are privvy to share them if you so desire. I am not here, nor am I required to by my council, to PROVE anything to anything or anyone - are you? AA |
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Why should i (or anyone ) continue to spread love and light on THIS forum...if i (we) feel the MODS and the guidelines on this forum do not protect us from insult or condescending remarks? Your love and light is paramount to your existence and thus embraced on this forum by many members. You have thicker skin Celine, and a heart to encompass, you are Sovereign. You have all the protection you need ![]() Rest assured, the mods will take action if its required. At this time, this thread falls into my neutral parameters. Peace
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i am quite insulted..and hurt. i shared my position... abrax knows full well how i feel... perhaps im just an easy target for people far more intellectual then i... sigh... |
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Your right Bigmo everyone is allowed to have their opinion as are Lionhawk, etc, so we have differing opinions on the information Abrax relays, well I thought we were allowed that here on this forum.
You do all know that this guy is a PhD in his related field (I forget what that is now), so I am presuming he either is channelling this information from Thuban or belongs to a certain group of people who have this information, whatever I have read enough and I know darn well he can come back with high esoteric information on everything and blast me out of the water if he wants. I do believe in ascended masters one of them being Jesus, but in all my study of the esoteric over 20 years I haven't come across the 1 in 50,000 being good enough for dragonhood, that's a new one on me. I suppose if you want to believe everything this guy is saying go ahead, you also have free will. It also only takes a second for me to check with my spirit and if spirit comes back and says I don't like that bit.....well then we know pretty quick. |
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Just popping back in to say that I understand both sides of this "argument."
I became disillusioned when Abrax gave me a bible reference when I was pointing at Zen. :P The information in this thread, should be shared freely, not in a way that is begging the question. |
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