A LOVE boost for JennyG: a call to all

[micjer]

With the power of love from everyone here, I know that it will give you strength to rise above this.

[WiNaDeYo]

JennyG, you have already begun your healing by calling out to Avalon with your One Voice.

One Voice, which united with others will empower you(us) to overcome your(our) tribulation, for here there is One Voice, we are ONE! Much love to ya, dearheart!

Just One Voice,
Singing in the darkness,
All it takes is One Voice,
Singing so they hear what's on your mind,
And when you look around you'll find
There's more than
One Voice,
Singing in the darkness,
Joining with your One Voice,
Each and every note another octave,
Hands are joined and fears unlocked,
If only One Voice
Would start it on its own,
We need just One Voice facing the unknown,
And then that One Voice would never be alone,
It takes that One Voice.
Just One Voice
Singing in the darkness,
All it takes is One Voice,
Shout it out and let it ring.

Just One Voice,
It takes that One Voice,
And everyone will sing!


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FKPWzLgvgW4
(Sorry, I don't know how to put up the video...duh)

[Debby]

Dear jennyG,
embrace all the love and energy sent to you, feel the power. This is the most powerful energy you can recieve. Imagine the big golden bal of light, full of lover and power coming your way.

[max]

Te ofrezco y envío mis mejores deseos como lo haría con el ser más amado.
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I offer and send my best wishes as you would with the dearest.

[whitefluffy]

Dear JennyG,

i was so sorry to learn of your current pain. Please know that many people here at Avalon sincerely understand and acknowledge your despair. i know well the dark night of the soul you are experiencing. It does get better, you will emerge from the tunnel and you must believe this to be so.

i will be keeping you safe in my prayers and sending you all my love and lots of big hugs. i will be imagining you in a short while beginning to feel so much better.

Please hang in there jenny and feel free to contact me if you would like someone to talk to.

[THE eXchanger]

You might want to get into a pool of water,
and, ask, the consciousness of the water,
to remove iT !!!

also, asking the angels of the healing matrix,
along with the 20,000 angels of the light,
to fly through you, could also assist you, at this time

sending you lots and lots of healing energies !!!

also-ask, Archangel Michael,
to access your prayer file,
all work, we do, for anyone,
we park iT, also, into every beings,
prayer file - if iT iS suitable for you,
they will know best, how to integrate iT
with your 13 apsects
just ask your higher self,
to access, your essence, along with your monad (now/and, future)
and, ask them, to install what works for YOU

YOUR UPPER 4, and, lower 9, will know eXactly what to do !!!

Viviane / The Lady of The Lake
(is who, this information, came thru)
Susan

[mudra]

Friends thank you so much for filling this thread with your loving hearts

We are One JennyG ..
One huge love flow in which we carry you .. in which you carry us .

Love Always
mudra

[Operator]

Hi Jenny,

I don't know what kind of music you like ... I like progressive rock and Dreamtheater is on of my favorite bands.
They made a song called "The shattered fortress" ... and the song text resonates very much with me.
The last lines are the very reason I post this:

"I am responsible when anyone, anywhere reaches out for help I want my hand to be there"

I may not be able to give you flowers but maybe I've found another way to make you feel better:

Try to find the song, play it (if you can 'bear' progressive rock) and read the lyrics ...
I sincerely 'feel' this way maybe the music and text will make you feel better,I wish I could do more to help.

================================================== =======
Freedom calls my name, serenity keeps me sane
Happiness it dulls the pain
Honest to see my place, open to other ways
Willingness to understand

Justice but do not judge, courtesy for other flaws
Kindness it's not that hard
Self-restraint of tongue and pen, inventory my daily friend
Analysis, let down your guard

Look in the mirror, what do you see?
The shattered fortress that once bound me
Fateful ascent through darkest fires
I've found the path to take me higher

You're smart enough for me to trust, go live your life now
Just keep these steps in your life and you'll know how
If you're not sure ask yourself
Have I done to them as I would have them do to me?

Look in the mirror, what's that you see?
The shattered fortress, fly now be free
Fateful ascent through darkest fires
I've found the path to take me higher

I once thought it better to be right
But now I have finally seen the light
Sometimes you've got to be wrong and learn from mistakes
I live with serenity now not self-righteous hate

Help me be a channel of Thy peace
That where there is hatred I may bring love
That where there is wrong I may bring the spirit of forgiveness
That where there is discord I may bring harmony
That where there is error I may bring truth
That where there is doubt I may bring faith

Now that you can see all you have done
That where there is despair I may bring hope
That where there is shadow I may bring light
It's time to take that step into the kingdom
That where there is sadness I may bring joy

All your sins will help to make you strong
That I may seek rather to comfort than to be comforted
That I may seek to understand rather than to be understood
And help you break right through the prison wall
That I may seek to love, rather than to be loved
For it is by self-forgetting that one finds
It is by forgiving that one is forgiven

Keep all of me, the desires that once burned me deep inside
Help me live today and help to give me grace to carry out your way
I am ready, help me be all I can be
I am ready, help guide me and keep me free

I am responsible when anyone, anywhere reaches out for help
I want my hand to be there
I am responsible when anyone, anywhere reaches out for help
I want my hand to be there
================================================== =======

Dream Theater - The Shattered Fortress 1/2

Dream Theater - The Shattered Fortress 2/2

[bushycat]

Originally Posted by mudra

Friends thank you so much for filling this thread with your loving hearts

We are One JennyG ..
One huge love flow in which we carry you .. in which you carry us .

Love Always
mudra

I wish I'd posted this for you, dear JennyG. But Mudra often speaks my heart in the wake ahead while I sit quietly in the boat watching.
Love to you always from
Bushycat

[orthodoxymoron]

A BIG LOVE BOOST to you JennyG!!

I mentioned this previously...but have you spoken with legal counsel (possibly pro bono) regarding your situation? Discovery might reveal much...and provide the resources necessary to properly deal with your miserable plight.

Namaste

[Kulapops]

Originally Posted by Operator

Hi Jenny,

I don't know what kind of music you like ...

Aha ! Why didn't I think of this. Music , of course.

A perfect way to motivate the soul when it's feeling a bit lacklustre.

How many times have I kicked my heels with chores and duties... Then put on some Crowded House, or Beatles...or whatever you love... and suddenly you are transformed. the music moves through you and moves you. So if self-motivation is hard... and it's tough to respond to other's loving motivation or it still leaves you feeling numb and empty inside...get that record player on girl ! And play your favourite ever stuff.

"You're all I need to get by..."

Is definitely worth a listen... and that's from all of us here at Avalon!

Live love life Leffe :0)

K

[Jacqui D]

Sending lots of golden healing light to you jenny thinking of you at this time.

[Stargazer1965]

Strength in me ...I see in you

Peace

SG

[abraxasinas]

　
The Wings of Maria and Solomon's Song !

A new day is breaking across the plains of the desert, Maria's golden dawn to greet;
like a lush green meadow, Bathsheba is awaiting the dewdrops, deliciously sweet.
It's Solomon's flowery nectar, growing in a valley of memories forgotten for so long;
where a beautiful song is playing, birthing a new world for our sweet Maria to belong.

Out in the dry desert, a caravan of camels paces steadily towards its vermilion oasis;
a mighty rock, telling its tales of old, when wisdom still was found in hidden places.
Baiame, the serpent's rainbow is arching across a glorious sky, shining in hues azure;
and there's Maria, a flower from the desert with her love to share so gently and demure.

Merlin, the crimson dingo has come to the great meet, with stories of a redrosy sky;
so many desertdwellers to share in adventures, hearing a majestic eagle's eerie cry.
Amidst the gathering is our queen, dancing to the mother's calling, love's own tune;
What a celebration at the edge of nowhere, this wedding betwixt the sun and the moon.

Jonathan, the emu has arrived with a message about Maria from the heavens above;
the dragon's friends are found all about, guided in the peace of the snowwhite dove.
There is Toby, the alabaster unicorn, pacing for Maria's mounting and to elope away;
into a realm of lofty mountains, where the regal eagle's loveplay always holds sway.

Excalibur, the sword of truth has broken forth to swiftly rent the veils holding asunder;
a mighty tempest sweeps across a forlorn land, a world shaken in lightning and thunder.
Maria's dreams of love and sublime desires, all have sprouted upon Pegasusian wings;
from the heights of peaky treetops and of oaken branches, where the nightingale sings.


You pretty pink flamingo, wading by across the shores of longings, bubbling all adrift;
if you'd just fathom the inner essence of your glory, your ecstacy would come so swift.
Upon the wings of Solomon, you shall find the Dragon's daughter's passage to be free;
oh sweet remembrance of the days of old, Maria of Jerusalem has found her lost key.

The name of the Mother's poem is your own; your courting troubadour so fit to see;
a dawning of love's joy in all is splendour, so devoted and wondrously in wait for thee!


Abraxas

[Astra]

DEAREST JENNYG!

"AFTER DESPAIR, MANY HOPES FLORISH,
JUST AS AFTER DARKNESS
THOUSANDS OF SUNS OPEN
AND START TO SHINE! " - Rumi


FEEL THIS LOVE COMMING YOR WAY FROM OUR PURE HEARTS!
BE BATHED IN GOLDEN SUNLIGHT OF THE DIVINE !
NEVER FORGET – WE ARE WITH YOU!
NEVER FORGET - YOU ARE LOVED!
YOU WILL BE HEALED!
WE WILL DO THIS TOGETHER!

WE ARE ALL ONE – LOVE!

in Love and Light

Yours
Astra

[Freedom]

To Jenny with LOVE....

let me shed your tears of sorrows...
let me fill you with my LOVE...
let me lift you from your pains....
let me give you hope....
let me take away your despair...
let me renew thee....in LOVE...
Blessed miracle behold thee.
Namaste.....Freedom

[sammy1211]

To Jenny: Peace, Love, Healing and Harmony

You have found your family here, Please don't go!

[Olam]

Dear one, something I would like to tell you....

First of all, I understand your desire to let go, hoping to acheive peace once and for all. I myself actually tried suicide at age 18......I could not bare one more minute/second.
I am now 42 and am very greatful to still be here, even if my life is still a struggle.
I cannot pretend to know what you are living though and I respect the very real pain you are going thru right now.

Still there is something I need to tell you as you need to know this.(you already do...)

This might sound cliché, but bare with me a second....

When you chose this particular life, your higher conciousness, or rather you,who you really are, agreed to all this before even being desired.
The person you really are, the divine being, immortal and sacred, decided to take this journey.
Now why would anyone decide to live this kind of life?....

Some people Im sure you know personally, have very superficial lives, they have an easy life, lots of money, lots of goodies, life could not be better....
Most of us are kind of in the middle, not too bad, not too good.
Then there are people like you, real heroes in my book...
Why?......
Well you see, we should all have a great deal of respect for the people who chose to have a very difficult life.

Its not for everyone to choose this path, most of us don't have that courage yet, or are not yet at that level...

Yes, conciously, in 3d, its very difficult for you, but let me say to you that you are a very old soul, and you know that this life is very important. You chose to go thru several normal lives in one sitting.
This is a sign of wisdom!....great wisdom.
When you also think about the era will live in right now, that makes you golden!......imagine yourself as a 300,000 year old soul that has been around the block and you will get a partial picture of who you are.
Deep down inside, you know that the path you chose is a divine and sacred choice.
You have lots of other very old souls looking after you.
It is very important to understand that if you decide to go early, all the work done sofar will not have the desired outcome.

If you invite grace in your life, accept what you are doing and actually are thankful for the divine path you chose, I guarantee you that miracles will happen in this life.

Redemption in its sacred sense is available to everyone who is willing to do the work.
God, universe, call it what you will, cannot and will not let you down if you fully understand what you are doing and repect/accept it!

You can be very proud of yourself, you also will positively influence other souls around you with your courage and grace.
So your choice not only helps you, but lots of other people too, not forgetting the superficial ones who will greatly be affected and helped by your actions....

Never forget who you are, and yes, be proud!

Lots of love and respect to you dear one,
blessings
Olam

[WinterWolf]

Hello JennyG,

I hope this night sees you in better spirits. Many minds, thoughts, hearts and souls have gathered to offer their love and support. May their blessings, healing and well wishes find you and lift you from your darkness.

As for me, this night I offer you support and healing fire. May the warmth of its coming find you and engulf you in a wave of healing heat. Unstintingly shall I give of myself for you who is in need. In its undying flame, may your illness reverse the damage it has wrought and fade by degrees.

In the void left by uncaring friends and family alike, may it be filled with sacred fire.

Know you are loved as all are loved though they know it or not.

Winter Wolf

[happyhollergal]

Try not to despair JennyG, you are not alone. Avalon is full of real people who absolutely do care, even when you think noone does. It is extremely difficult to deal with people who do not believe you, however, we do. I send you much love and uplifting of your spirit. You are among the best, and that is no mistake. You're one of us now, so hang in there girl!

[twelvestrand]

Jenny please stay strong, and know that there are positive things around the corner for you...my sincre regards.

ts

[Starlah]

Lots of love and best wishes Jenny.....this Forum on Morgellons/Lyme may give you a lift.......
http://lymebusters.proboards.com/index.cgi?
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Still drinking tea

[Anchor]

Through space and time are all our hands presented ready to heal. You may if you wish, accept this healing.

Regardless, have a loving hug and an powerful blast of healing light and a fortifying breath of energy. Allow it through if you wish.

In the love and in the light of the one infinite creator, in truth, who is that which we all are, I declare here my intent to combine with that of others that you be freed from your affliction.

A..

[Raven]

Jenny my heart is with you. i am praying for your recovery and sending you love. And i know that true love will find you, when you least expect it. Just because you have this illness doesn't mean you are not worthy of love, for it is universal and does not judge. Someone, who is just as beautiful as you are inside will find you and love you just as you are. They will look past the outer beauty to find the true beauty of you within Blessings and LOVE, Raven

[Gnosis5]

Jim Self is a very loving and gentle teacher:

Here is the webpage to his free archives:

Jim Self, teacher