Who are you? What is your purpose?

[David]

Who are you? What is your purpose?

I have not been completely honest with everyone here.

More and more have been coming forward and telling their story and I have been watching in the back ground, too scared to say what I remember. So, here it goes.

I remember being on a ship in space over looking earth. There were a bunch of us huddled together to get a glimpse of the planet and hear it's music. We were surprised to learn that we were offered a chance to live on earth for a while and knew it was a huge honor but also difficult. I don't know what race/species I was but we all seemed short and similar to the grays but face details are blurry.

I have memories of having another past life in the 50's and was killed in ww2 and soon reincarnated in this time. I specifically remember in my EARLY child hood in this life time, just before I was able to talk, thinking to my self "Oh no, Not again" I was thinking this because I knew child development into adulthood takes a very long time and did not want to wait that long. As I observed mom and dad for this short period of time, it was not with my nose up or anything but I knew that they had forgotten who they were and have felt alone ever since. Christmases pass and you soon forget all about these memories and who you were, that is until now.


futureyes and alycat, these are definitely wonderful times! I don't know what the future holds for us but I do believe a lot of people on this forum will be graduating soon. It is very strange indeed to have people come up to me and open their hearts for no other reason than to be nice. It's taken me back a few steps and helped me to open mine. I believe there are people on this earth who are naturally mean and there are those who are born naturally good hearted. These good hearted individuals have to learn to close up and protect them selves from the bad people. I am learning to trust again.

As I flew back from Ohio to Va last night, I met an individual in the seat next to mine. He was more interested in what was going on in my life and kept his a little secretive but do know that he was flying to France. Towards the end of our conversation I had some time to reflect on it and as I stared out the window, I started questioning to myself, who this guy really was. Everything was just too perfect.

[Malletzky]

Originally Posted by David

Who are you? What is your purpose?

...and I have been watching in the back ground, too scared to say what I remember as well.

I know you're scared as many other, but believe me, this is exactly why I started this thread.
I really hope that the whole humanity will finaly overhead the fear and step forward, as we do right now. So, why not make a start here ?

Originally Posted by David

I believe there are people on this earth who are naturally mean and there are those who are born naturally good hearted. These good hearted individuals have to learn to close up and protect them selves from the bad people. I am learning to trust again.

I truly believe that you're good hearted, I'm one of them and I know how you feel. The only difference is, I never had to protect my self from the "bad people". I was, and still am somehow, highly protected by some "higher forces", or name it as you wish. The "bad people" just vanish from my life after some time. And they vanish prety fast now , as we're obviously getting more conscious and create our own reality much faster that we used to do...

Yes, you should learn to trust my friend...but please, learn to trust to yourself first.

With
Malletzky

[Carmen]

I think I am a star-seed, come to help in this turbulent time. I had 'stuff' from other lifetimes to address before I could know my destiny/purpose in this life

I remembered in my adulthood, a visitation when I was about 8. I have no vision of who, but I was in an awake, blissful state, all night. The response from my eight year old self was that I had to be a good girl and to help my mother.

About four years ago I was given the vision of the life in ancient times somewhere in Persia. It was a dreadful life of being a captured booty of some sort of battle. I was abused dreadfully, because I had a strong spirit and would not give in. I danced to entertain men. I had three children very young and I was killed around the age of sixteen. A great hatred was born in me, that was addressed/brought to wisdom, in this life by being married to the sheik/leader who watched the abuse. God knows what I had done in some other life to deserve such a life!

The players in that life are all back in this life, and I have met and recognised many of them. These visions came when I kept asking my inner God "Why am I fearful of going home. Why does it feel like I am escaping when I leave home? These feelings were not true of this life. I knew there was an older, deeper answer. I had these visions over a three day period. It answered much for me, and catapulted me into a higher level.

Now there's a bit of Carmen flashing for you. I've never written this down before, and have told very few people. For no-one, not awakened would understand a word!

Love and Light

Carmen

[Czymra]

Wow Carmen, thanks for sharing this.
I wish I would figure this stuff out.

[futureyes]

i get everything you write carmen ... everything ...
thank you for sharing that ...
many players of my past lives are here in this moment also ... round and round and round we go until we know ... what we know ...
with love ...

[Malletzky]

Carmen, thank you!! be blessed!!

with
malletzky

[recallone]

Originally Posted by David

I have not been completely honest with everyone here.

More and more have been coming forward and telling their story and I have been watching in the back ground, too scared to say what I remember.

I can relate to this, David. Labels are anxiously thrown about to anyone who offers something out-of-the-norm. And what is the norm anymore? I mean, really? It's a device of the ego that keeps us from sharing. I applaud your courage in doing so.

Originally Posted by David

It is very strange indeed to have people come up to me and open their hearts for no other reason than to be nice. It's taken me back a few steps and helped me to open mine. I believe there are people on this earth who are naturally mean and there are those who are born naturally good hearted. These good hearted individuals have to learn to close up and protect them selves from the bad people. I am learning to trust again.

I think the people who are opening themselves up to you are doing so because you're vibrating at a higher level than the collective norm...you're safe. It's that vibration that's key. I disagree that closing up is a solution for anybody, however. Our society is designed to separate us and encourage the building up of walls...and look what it has done. I have a hard time thinking of people as naturally mean or naturally good hearted. I think their connection (or lack thereof) has a great deal to do with how they're perceived by others.

We're naturally drawn to people who seem to resonate love because their relationship to the world around them is one of harmony. Whereas the person who seems shifty, or suspicious is out of harmony with the world around them - because of the walls they've built up around them that say look out for number one. Again, the separation. We grow the vibration by loving unconditionally, and demonstrating to all we encounter how easy it is and how good it feels. Who wouldn't want to keep that feeling going?

The few will become the many by leading the way back to a natural, connected state that is love and harmony. Keep it up - we're winning!

[TheChosen]

This came in just last night. I am really not sure if it is really a memory or maybe just a projection. Usually I know if it is really a memory or it is just a projection of my own thoughts (a hologram if you will) by the energetic feeling of the experience. This one had so many different vibrations associated with it and was not quite clear (but considering its contents it is expected not to be quite clear as it deals with quite different states of consciousness).
Regardless, I think it is interesting to be shared as it touches on the most important subject, the 'wave'. I've had similar dreams over the years of an ascension event (even before I've read there are theories of such an event) and another experience of a similar wave.
If something of this sounds familiar let me know or if anyone had had a memory or dream with similar details.


03.02.2009 Dream: I was inside some bigger room with another person. We knew exactly what was going to happen to us (this felt like a memory from something that had already happened) which was there was a wave of 'something' coming our way and our final moments would be in the corner of the room, trying until the last moment to avoid this wave even though it was innevitable and we knew it would engulf us like a liquid silver metal (very similar to the scene in the matrix movie). What would happen after this was unknown. This may have been the first time that we were not able to 'see' past a moment in a projected future. The next thing I remember was us teleporting to an outerspace facility in a different star system. This was our most advanced research facility and was going to be engulfed with this wave sooner than the previous location.



There were more like us there and we tried to remote view the wave and understand what it is like. We failed with those attempts as when we tried to tune our consciousness to the wave it completely changed our consciousness to a point where we were no longer in control and experienced a blackout, after which we were back to our original consciousness level. In short, we couldn't gather any info of the wave, except that it had a 'blackout' effect on our consciousness and we had no idea what was on the 'other side'. This made us nervous as I felt we were used to being able of probing anything we had encountered before and knowing beforehand the effects it would have on us. I remember the wave hitting this facility and us teleporting back to the original location. Since we didn't manage to do anything even from our most advanced facility, the only thing we could do was wait out for the wave at our furthest post. Somewhere around there, unconnected to this I remember seeing a huge facility made up of about 10 stars (collapsed into something similar to a black hole, but with a blue outer ring of light). Arranged into two lines of 5 stars. They were linked into a huge array (5 pairs of links allong the lines) and were used to catch some kind of waves (not sure if connected with the first wave) and projecting it into another star behind those 5 pairs in the middle (which was not collapsed). Thinking about these places (don't know if the array or the research facility) before I woke up, one of the names was Volonar (or something similar definately starting with V) | In a separate dream I was traveling first in normal space, then through hyper space in a big ship and remember the distorting effect it had on our consciousness as well as one of the side-effects was that we got charged up with static electricity. (I expected these effects of hyperspace and told everyone to be prepared before we entered hyperspace)

[Czymra]

Wow... let me ask you something specific here as, since I started to muse about 'origins', what came to me were figures of blueish lucid plasma bodies and for the life of me I can't find an image of what I think I've seen before, probably in a game or film but can't find it for the life of me. At first I thought it was the Sovereign Integral but I can't agree with the wings on the head.
Your avatar, TheChosen, and the pictures you post surely are similar if not the same thing.
(By the way, nice Homeworld picture, you're a game freak. )

Let me add some pictures here of what is similar, and yes, I know this is a common representation of the aetheric/astral body, but that's not what I'm looking for, I think:



What's missing from most of these pictures is the static plasma charges that I believe to run through the creature at all times, most similar is the character "Shadow" from the Game "Illusion of Time/Gaia" but I can not find a clear picture of that either.

The avatar on the right in the background is 'shadow':


This is the same bugger in-game. Fiery huh?


So hey, help me find home.

[futureyes]

cyzmra ... viewing these images you posted ... i felt to comment on them ...

for a couple of years now i have been seeing these similar ones ... in the light of day ... translucent/blueish/forms ... i have called them the gel ones ...

as they move ... their form is well defined but then behind them their form is less defined ... as if trying to catch up to them and then it does and i see them whole once more when they stop ... always do i see their vibrating energy in and around them ...

there are certain places i drive which i see them more ... sometimes singularly but mostly in clusters ... gathered ... mostly always moving ...

initially i wondered if they were lost souls ... between here and there ... but i have since come to know they are not lost ... many of them reside here in peace and harmony ... we just don't normally see them ...

also what i have received is that we are very similar to them ... very similar ...

anyway ... i don't know what purpose this has to what you ask ... i was just excited when i seen the images together like this ...

[TheChosen]

czymra: I didn't notice it was from homeworld, I picked it searching for gravitic arrays on google and put as it was similar to the facility I saw. But yea, I played homeworld several years ago and it was great

Ianl: No , the name was longer than that. Voltar is too short.

[Czymra]

TheChose, I just realised it might be Halo, as that on the lower left could easily part of a ringworld (anybody know where they got that idea from?)... it all has this 'weather, water contintent' structure but it still all looks purple. I can't make up my mind whether it's all a space station or not. Which also brings me to question whether you played Myst, specifically URU. You might find lots of 'familiar' things there too.
Truly mysterious how some media interface with 'lost memories' or whatever they are.

Futureyes, you SEE THEM? Yikes! Show me how!

But seriously, what places are common then? These pictures are so familiar.
(By the way, the way you describe them to move rings a bell, there was something about them being not really liquid, nor fixed but somehow dematerial as if they just about manifested each step rather than move. Thanks for reminding. )

[futureyes]

Originally Posted by Czymra

TheChose, I just realised it might be Halo, as that on the lower left could easily part of a ringworld (anybody know where they got that idea from?)... it all has this 'weather, water contintent' structure but it still all looks purple. I can't make up my mind whether it's all a space station or not. Which also brings me to question whether you played Myst, specifically URU. You might find lots of 'familiar' things there too.
Truly mysterious how some media interface with 'lost memories' or whatever they are.

Futureyes, you SEE THEM? Yikes! Show me how! But seriously, what places are common then? These pictures are so familiar.
(By the way, the way you describe them to move rings a bell, there was something about them being not really liquid, nor fixed but somehow dematerial as if they just about manifested each step rather than move. Thanks for reminding. )

started seeing them just under two years ago cyzmra ...
the first time there were so many ... had to pull the car over and watch ... didn't understand what i was seeing ... all the movement of gel beings ...
clearly defined as they floated and yet this energy trail of vibration followed them until they would stop and the trail would move into them and then they'd be all clearly defined ...

"as if they just about manifested each step rather than move"

you described them perfectly!

just floating about ... odd, when they do so, it seems so purposeful to them ...
but observing them ... i do not compute what it is that they are doing ... something there doesn't match up ... no need to i guess ... talking two different worlds ...

mostly i see them at a certain place on the outskirts of the city ... open fields ... there are many there ... so many sometimes that when they move about it feels like i am looking at a mirage from afar ... really VERY cool!

not liquid and for certain not fixed ... they look like blueish vibrating gel ...
hard to describe ...

sometimes it feels i am infringing on their world and yet ... they pay no attention to me ... as if "i" don't exist!

go figure ...

[iainl140285]

Originally Posted by TheChosen

. Thinking about these places (don't know if the array or the research facility) before I woke up, one of the names was Volonar (or something similar definately starting with V) | In a separate dream I was traveling first in normal space, then through hyper space in a big ship and remember the distorting effect it had on our consciousness as well as one of the side-effects was that we got charged up with static electricity. (I expected these effects of hyperspace and told everyone to be prepared before we entered hyperspace)

Very Interesting.
Was the name Voltar by any chance? This rings a bell for me.


Peace
Iain

[Malletzky]

Funny all of this. Until recently, it all started in Dezember, I would've said that I'm just having a problem with my eyes. But now, reading all of this, I know what's happening.

My expericences a mostly very short, the longest lasted about 10 seconds.
It's very hard to describe, it is something like when suddenly I saw the environment in a fluid state and simultaniously heard this movement. This sound of a moving fluid is something great, I've never heard anything like this bevore.
I clearly saw all furniture in the room, but it was like I'm seeing it in a kind of Matrix. Actually, some scenes from "The Matrix", and especially some scenes from "The Predator", while the entity is observing the environment, could describe this at best.

So it's good to see that this is happening to some of you too. I only don't see any entities, just the environment is changing.

@TheChosen: I had a strange dream this night. I usually don't hear anything while dreaming, it's very, very rare.
But imagine my surprise when I heard the Name Volaton being said very loud.
It was so loud, that I was awaked and wondered, if someone is in the room and was speaking to me.

Could this be the name you're looking for?

[henners]

Great thread Malletzky. I understand many of the posts .
My story is as follows;
I am a very old soul.
This is my last encarnation.
Apparantly, i am here to fulfill a mission which i chose. It was my decision to come back now ( 1960 to be precise). I was told 5 years ago that soon, i would complete one task and i would have ALL my memories and commence my long awaited task.
I would be standing in front of many , many people and speaking to them regarding (what i can only assume would be 2012) consciousness and what to do about it.
Soon i will know exactly when this will all take place.

Thanks again for the thread.

Henry

[TheChosen]

Malletzky: Thats great! Thats exactly why we need to share these things, as there are moments like these that certain details will be experienced by more people and we will know that there is more to it and for some reason the detail is important.

Volaton sounds right, I can't confirm it 100% as I simply don't remember and can't see past the V... but the length is correct and it sounds right. (If you have experienced these kind of dream memories, you know what I mean... sometimes I remember seeing someone, talking about something important, remember exactly how I felt about it and what it was about but could never remember WHAT was said). I tried searching on the net, but nothing meaningfull comes up. (except Voltron, which is extremely metaphoric and just cool.. lol) Let's see if we get more info on it in the next days. On the other hand, sometimes I've noticed details from dreams are explained to me in 3D only years afterwards (which helps greatly as I know there is something to it with the given 3D subject)

As we move into the planetary meditations and our consciousness' starts to cooperate on similar levels, we will undoubtedly receive a lot of bits of information which may be similar. I am aware this kind of info is highly subjectual and easily 'painted' by the subconsciousness of the individual but when you see 5 people reporting the same detail you know there is something to it.

[Malletzky]

Originally Posted by henners

Great thread Malletzky. I understand many of the posts .
My story is as follows;
I am a very old soul.
This is my last encarnation.
Apparantly, i am here to fulfill a mission which i chose. It was my decision to come back now ( 1960 to be precise). I was told 5 years ago that soon, i would complete one task and i would have ALL my memories and commence my long awaited task.
I would be standing in front of many , many people and speaking to them regarding (what i can only assume would be 2012) consciousness and what to do about it.
Soon i will know exactly when this will all take place.

Thanks again for the thread.

Henry

Henners, this is great. What a clear thoughts. And your certainty about your further tasks is amazing. You're really an awakaned soul my friend.

Yes...I agree...soon, no matter when...we'll know...and regain our memories...

with love and respect

[Czymra]

Originally Posted by Malletzky

Henners, this is great. What a clear thoughts. And your certainty about your further tasks is amazing. You're really an awakaned soul my friend.

Yes...I agree...soon, no matter when...we'll know...and regain our memories...

with love and respect

I second that. Very encouraging post.

[blastawaycas]

ME I AM FROM THE BORO
BORN OF THE 13TH DAY
OLDEST SON OF FIVE IN ALL
WORKING CLASS & NOT TOO TALL

WORKED THRU SMOG
GRIME AND SMOKE
HELPED ME DAD PICKING COKE

APPRENTICSHIP
MET THE WIFE
TWO KIDS
EXPENSIVE HARD LIFE

LAW ABIDING
DONE NOWT WRONG
PUSHED AND SHOVED
LAWS COME ON STRONG

THEN ONE NITE
ON THE RADIO
HEARD A TALK
BY DAVID ICKE

I DUG AND SEARCHED
READ AND WROTE
WATCHED AND LEARNED
WITH A SHOCK AWOKE

FROM THE FOG
OF POOR HISTORY
MY INNER SENSE
FLOWING FREE

NOW I SEE
BUT NOT EVERYTHING
KEEP IT COMING
I SOAK UP ALL YOU BRING

THATS WHO I AM
HOW I GOT HERE
JUST A MAN
NOT A SEER

MY PURPOSE IS
TO TELL ALL I KNOW
KEEP FEEDING ME
MY KNOWLEDGE GROWS

ALL I CAN DO
IS PASS ON WHAT I LEARN
MY BODY FAILED ME
THE PAIN IN ME BURNS

THE HUMAN RACE
WHAT FOOLS WE ARE
TO BE BLINDED BY
BEINGS FROM AFAR

HERDED AND BRED
LIKE CATTLE AND SHEEP
THERE MALIGNANCY
RUNS TOO DEEP

THE ONLY WAY
IS START ALL OVER
WATCH THE EARTH
TURN GREEN WITH CLOVER

IF DEATH BE OUR END
THEN NOTHING MATTERS
BUT A ENLIGHTEND STATE
DESTRUCTION AND TATTERS

WHO AM I
A SIMPLE WATCHER
MY PURPOSE IN LIFE
TO WATCH SOME MORE

KINDEST REGARDS DAVE CASTER

[Carmen]

Oh Dave, that is beautiful. You are a beautiful soul. To watch the earth turn green with clover. Now that resonates with me. Then the saplings come, and the humans nuture them, and watch them grow into their magnificence. The earth covers herself with oak and ash and walnut and kauri and rimu. And the people live amongst them, in the clearings, simply, spiritually, nurturing each other.

Love and Light

Carmen

[blastawaycas]

[B]THANKYOU CARMEN YOUR WORDS ARE KIND, AND FILLED WITH LOVE LIKE HEAVEN SENT FROM WAY ABOVE, THEY SLICE THROUGH THIS HAZE AND DUST, AND FILL MY HEART WITH LONGING AND LUST, FOR TRUTH AND GUIDENCE FOR ALL YOU SEE, I AM JUST A SIMPLE MAN LONGING TO BE, LEARNED AND ONE WITH EARTH MY SOUL, I LAY MY VISION IT IS YOURS TO KEEP, YOUR WORDS ARE PURE DEAR CARMAN, FOR ME TO READ AND CHERISH, TO FIND A FRIEND IN THIS LIFETIME, IS FOREVER ETERNAL AND QUITE A PRIZE
KINDEST REGARDS DAVE CASTER B]

[henners]

WOW Dave, great post. and a poet too. You are a wonderful being my friend. You are amongst many alike. This thread is bring out the best in all of us. More of it please.
Henry

[sjkted]

Originally Posted by David

Who are you? What is your purpose?

I remember being on a ship in space over looking earth. There were a bunch of us huddled together to get a glimpse of the planet and hear it's music. We were surprised to learn that we were offered a chance to live on earth for a while and knew it was a huge honor but also difficult.

So, they tricked you too Just kidding

--sjkted

[SiriArc]

Bonding Of Purpose

http://forum.noblerealms.org/viewtop...d=53082#p53082 #7

‘86: Listening to a Lazaris tape called, ‘April Evening’ and heard:

The three main Energies involved with Earth at this time are those of Orion, Pleiades and Sirius

A brief description was given of each:

With the 32 / 23 / 5 / Sirius (32) thing for people with that Vibe.......

‘Prism of Lyra’ notes:

Sirius Energy works with Healing the Physical

Arcturus Energy works with Healing the Emotional