Who are you? What is your purpose?

[TheChosen]

This came in just last night. I am really not sure if it is really a memory or maybe just a projection. Usually I know if it is really a memory or it is just a projection of my own thoughts (a hologram if you will) by the energetic feeling of the experience. This one had so many different vibrations associated with it and was not quite clear (but considering its contents it is expected not to be quite clear as it deals with quite different states of consciousness).
Regardless, I think it is interesting to be shared as it touches on the most important subject, the 'wave'. I've had similar dreams over the years of an ascension event (even before I've read there are theories of such an event) and another experience of a similar wave.
If something of this sounds familiar let me know or if anyone had had a memory or dream with similar details.


03.02.2009 Dream: I was inside some bigger room with another person. We knew exactly what was going to happen to us (this felt like a memory from something that had already happened) which was there was a wave of 'something' coming our way and our final moments would be in the corner of the room, trying until the last moment to avoid this wave even though it was innevitable and we knew it would engulf us like a liquid silver metal (very similar to the scene in the matrix movie). What would happen after this was unknown. This may have been the first time that we were not able to 'see' past a moment in a projected future. The next thing I remember was us teleporting to an outerspace facility in a different star system. This was our most advanced research facility and was going to be engulfed with this wave sooner than the previous location.



There were more like us there and we tried to remote view the wave and understand what it is like. We failed with those attempts as when we tried to tune our consciousness to the wave it completely changed our consciousness to a point where we were no longer in control and experienced a blackout, after which we were back to our original consciousness level. In short, we couldn't gather any info of the wave, except that it had a 'blackout' effect on our consciousness and we had no idea what was on the 'other side'. This made us nervous as I felt we were used to being able of probing anything we had encountered before and knowing beforehand the effects it would have on us. I remember the wave hitting this facility and us teleporting back to the original location. Since we didn't manage to do anything even from our most advanced facility, the only thing we could do was wait out for the wave at our furthest post. Somewhere around there, unconnected to this I remember seeing a huge facility made up of about 10 stars (collapsed into something similar to a black hole, but with a blue outer ring of light). Arranged into two lines of 5 stars. They were linked into a huge array (5 pairs of links allong the lines) and were used to catch some kind of waves (not sure if connected with the first wave) and projecting it into another star behind those 5 pairs in the middle (which was not collapsed). Thinking about these places (don't know if the array or the research facility) before I woke up, one of the names was Volonar (or something similar definately starting with V) | In a separate dream I was traveling first in normal space, then through hyper space in a big ship and remember the distorting effect it had on our consciousness as well as one of the side-effects was that we got charged up with static electricity. (I expected these effects of hyperspace and told everyone to be prepared before we entered hyperspace)

[Czymra]

Wow... let me ask you something specific here as, since I started to muse about 'origins', what came to me were figures of blueish lucid plasma bodies and for the life of me I can't find an image of what I think I've seen before, probably in a game or film but can't find it for the life of me. At first I thought it was the Sovereign Integral but I can't agree with the wings on the head.
Your avatar, TheChosen, and the pictures you post surely are similar if not the same thing.
(By the way, nice Homeworld picture, you're a game freak. )

Let me add some pictures here of what is similar, and yes, I know this is a common representation of the aetheric/astral body, but that's not what I'm looking for, I think:



What's missing from most of these pictures is the static plasma charges that I believe to run through the creature at all times, most similar is the character "Shadow" from the Game "Illusion of Time/Gaia" but I can not find a clear picture of that either.

The avatar on the right in the background is 'shadow':


This is the same bugger in-game. Fiery huh?


So hey, help me find home.

[futureyes]

cyzmra ... viewing these images you posted ... i felt to comment on them ...

for a couple of years now i have been seeing these similar ones ... in the light of day ... translucent/blueish/forms ... i have called them the gel ones ...

as they move ... their form is well defined but then behind them their form is less defined ... as if trying to catch up to them and then it does and i see them whole once more when they stop ... always do i see their vibrating energy in and around them ...

there are certain places i drive which i see them more ... sometimes singularly but mostly in clusters ... gathered ... mostly always moving ...

initially i wondered if they were lost souls ... between here and there ... but i have since come to know they are not lost ... many of them reside here in peace and harmony ... we just don't normally see them ...

also what i have received is that we are very similar to them ... very similar ...

anyway ... i don't know what purpose this has to what you ask ... i was just excited when i seen the images together like this ...

[TheChosen]

czymra: I didn't notice it was from homeworld, I picked it searching for gravitic arrays on google and put as it was similar to the facility I saw. But yea, I played homeworld several years ago and it was great

Ianl: No , the name was longer than that. Voltar is too short.

[Czymra]

TheChose, I just realised it might be Halo, as that on the lower left could easily part of a ringworld (anybody know where they got that idea from?)... it all has this 'weather, water contintent' structure but it still all looks purple. I can't make up my mind whether it's all a space station or not. Which also brings me to question whether you played Myst, specifically URU. You might find lots of 'familiar' things there too.
Truly mysterious how some media interface with 'lost memories' or whatever they are.

Futureyes, you SEE THEM? Yikes! Show me how!

But seriously, what places are common then? These pictures are so familiar.
(By the way, the way you describe them to move rings a bell, there was something about them being not really liquid, nor fixed but somehow dematerial as if they just about manifested each step rather than move. Thanks for reminding. )

[futureyes]

Originally Posted by Czymra

TheChose, I just realised it might be Halo, as that on the lower left could easily part of a ringworld (anybody know where they got that idea from?)... it all has this 'weather, water contintent' structure but it still all looks purple. I can't make up my mind whether it's all a space station or not. Which also brings me to question whether you played Myst, specifically URU. You might find lots of 'familiar' things there too.
Truly mysterious how some media interface with 'lost memories' or whatever they are.

Futureyes, you SEE THEM? Yikes! Show me how! But seriously, what places are common then? These pictures are so familiar.
(By the way, the way you describe them to move rings a bell, there was something about them being not really liquid, nor fixed but somehow dematerial as if they just about manifested each step rather than move. Thanks for reminding. )

started seeing them just under two years ago cyzmra ...
the first time there were so many ... had to pull the car over and watch ... didn't understand what i was seeing ... all the movement of gel beings ...
clearly defined as they floated and yet this energy trail of vibration followed them until they would stop and the trail would move into them and then they'd be all clearly defined ...

"as if they just about manifested each step rather than move"

you described them perfectly!

just floating about ... odd, when they do so, it seems so purposeful to them ...
but observing them ... i do not compute what it is that they are doing ... something there doesn't match up ... no need to i guess ... talking two different worlds ...

mostly i see them at a certain place on the outskirts of the city ... open fields ... there are many there ... so many sometimes that when they move about it feels like i am looking at a mirage from afar ... really VERY cool!

not liquid and for certain not fixed ... they look like blueish vibrating gel ...
hard to describe ...

sometimes it feels i am infringing on their world and yet ... they pay no attention to me ... as if "i" don't exist!

go figure ...

[iainl140285]

Originally Posted by TheChosen

. Thinking about these places (don't know if the array or the research facility) before I woke up, one of the names was Volonar (or something similar definately starting with V) | In a separate dream I was traveling first in normal space, then through hyper space in a big ship and remember the distorting effect it had on our consciousness as well as one of the side-effects was that we got charged up with static electricity. (I expected these effects of hyperspace and told everyone to be prepared before we entered hyperspace)

Very Interesting.
Was the name Voltar by any chance? This rings a bell for me.


Peace
Iain

[Malletzky]

Funny all of this. Until recently, it all started in Dezember, I would've said that I'm just having a problem with my eyes. But now, reading all of this, I know what's happening.

My expericences a mostly very short, the longest lasted about 10 seconds.
It's very hard to describe, it is something like when suddenly I saw the environment in a fluid state and simultaniously heard this movement. This sound of a moving fluid is something great, I've never heard anything like this bevore.
I clearly saw all furniture in the room, but it was like I'm seeing it in a kind of Matrix. Actually, some scenes from "The Matrix", and especially some scenes from "The Predator", while the entity is observing the environment, could describe this at best.

So it's good to see that this is happening to some of you too. I only don't see any entities, just the environment is changing.

@TheChosen: I had a strange dream this night. I usually don't hear anything while dreaming, it's very, very rare.
But imagine my surprise when I heard the Name Volaton being said very loud.
It was so loud, that I was awaked and wondered, if someone is in the room and was speaking to me.

Could this be the name you're looking for?

[henners]

Great thread Malletzky. I understand many of the posts .
My story is as follows;
I am a very old soul.
This is my last encarnation.
Apparantly, i am here to fulfill a mission which i chose. It was my decision to come back now ( 1960 to be precise). I was told 5 years ago that soon, i would complete one task and i would have ALL my memories and commence my long awaited task.
I would be standing in front of many , many people and speaking to them regarding (what i can only assume would be 2012) consciousness and what to do about it.
Soon i will know exactly when this will all take place.

Thanks again for the thread.

Henry

[TheChosen]

Malletzky: Thats great! Thats exactly why we need to share these things, as there are moments like these that certain details will be experienced by more people and we will know that there is more to it and for some reason the detail is important.

Volaton sounds right, I can't confirm it 100% as I simply don't remember and can't see past the V... but the length is correct and it sounds right. (If you have experienced these kind of dream memories, you know what I mean... sometimes I remember seeing someone, talking about something important, remember exactly how I felt about it and what it was about but could never remember WHAT was said). I tried searching on the net, but nothing meaningfull comes up. (except Voltron, which is extremely metaphoric and just cool.. lol) Let's see if we get more info on it in the next days. On the other hand, sometimes I've noticed details from dreams are explained to me in 3D only years afterwards (which helps greatly as I know there is something to it with the given 3D subject)

As we move into the planetary meditations and our consciousness' starts to cooperate on similar levels, we will undoubtedly receive a lot of bits of information which may be similar. I am aware this kind of info is highly subjectual and easily 'painted' by the subconsciousness of the individual but when you see 5 people reporting the same detail you know there is something to it.

[Malletzky]

Originally Posted by henners

Great thread Malletzky. I understand many of the posts .
My story is as follows;
I am a very old soul.
This is my last encarnation.
Apparantly, i am here to fulfill a mission which i chose. It was my decision to come back now ( 1960 to be precise). I was told 5 years ago that soon, i would complete one task and i would have ALL my memories and commence my long awaited task.
I would be standing in front of many , many people and speaking to them regarding (what i can only assume would be 2012) consciousness and what to do about it.
Soon i will know exactly when this will all take place.

Thanks again for the thread.

Henry

Henners, this is great. What a clear thoughts. And your certainty about your further tasks is amazing. You're really an awakaned soul my friend.

Yes...I agree...soon, no matter when...we'll know...and regain our memories...

with love and respect

[Czymra]

Originally Posted by Malletzky

Henners, this is great. What a clear thoughts. And your certainty about your further tasks is amazing. You're really an awakaned soul my friend.

Yes...I agree...soon, no matter when...we'll know...and regain our memories...

with love and respect

I second that. Very encouraging post.

[blastawaycas]

ME I AM FROM THE BORO
BORN OF THE 13TH DAY
OLDEST SON OF FIVE IN ALL
WORKING CLASS & NOT TOO TALL

WORKED THRU SMOG
GRIME AND SMOKE
HELPED ME DAD PICKING COKE

APPRENTICSHIP
MET THE WIFE
TWO KIDS
EXPENSIVE HARD LIFE

LAW ABIDING
DONE NOWT WRONG
PUSHED AND SHOVED
LAWS COME ON STRONG

THEN ONE NITE
ON THE RADIO
HEARD A TALK
BY DAVID ICKE

I DUG AND SEARCHED
READ AND WROTE
WATCHED AND LEARNED
WITH A SHOCK AWOKE

FROM THE FOG
OF POOR HISTORY
MY INNER SENSE
FLOWING FREE

NOW I SEE
BUT NOT EVERYTHING
KEEP IT COMING
I SOAK UP ALL YOU BRING

THATS WHO I AM
HOW I GOT HERE
JUST A MAN
NOT A SEER

MY PURPOSE IS
TO TELL ALL I KNOW
KEEP FEEDING ME
MY KNOWLEDGE GROWS

ALL I CAN DO
IS PASS ON WHAT I LEARN
MY BODY FAILED ME
THE PAIN IN ME BURNS

THE HUMAN RACE
WHAT FOOLS WE ARE
TO BE BLINDED BY
BEINGS FROM AFAR

HERDED AND BRED
LIKE CATTLE AND SHEEP
THERE MALIGNANCY
RUNS TOO DEEP

THE ONLY WAY
IS START ALL OVER
WATCH THE EARTH
TURN GREEN WITH CLOVER

IF DEATH BE OUR END
THEN NOTHING MATTERS
BUT A ENLIGHTEND STATE
DESTRUCTION AND TATTERS

WHO AM I
A SIMPLE WATCHER
MY PURPOSE IN LIFE
TO WATCH SOME MORE

KINDEST REGARDS DAVE CASTER

[Carmen]

Oh Dave, that is beautiful. You are a beautiful soul. To watch the earth turn green with clover. Now that resonates with me. Then the saplings come, and the humans nuture them, and watch them grow into their magnificence. The earth covers herself with oak and ash and walnut and kauri and rimu. And the people live amongst them, in the clearings, simply, spiritually, nurturing each other.

Love and Light

Carmen

[blastawaycas]

[B]THANKYOU CARMEN YOUR WORDS ARE KIND, AND FILLED WITH LOVE LIKE HEAVEN SENT FROM WAY ABOVE, THEY SLICE THROUGH THIS HAZE AND DUST, AND FILL MY HEART WITH LONGING AND LUST, FOR TRUTH AND GUIDENCE FOR ALL YOU SEE, I AM JUST A SIMPLE MAN LONGING TO BE, LEARNED AND ONE WITH EARTH MY SOUL, I LAY MY VISION IT IS YOURS TO KEEP, YOUR WORDS ARE PURE DEAR CARMAN, FOR ME TO READ AND CHERISH, TO FIND A FRIEND IN THIS LIFETIME, IS FOREVER ETERNAL AND QUITE A PRIZE
KINDEST REGARDS DAVE CASTER B]

[henners]

WOW Dave, great post. and a poet too. You are a wonderful being my friend. You are amongst many alike. This thread is bring out the best in all of us. More of it please.
Henry

[sjkted]

Originally Posted by David

Who are you? What is your purpose?

I remember being on a ship in space over looking earth. There were a bunch of us huddled together to get a glimpse of the planet and hear it's music. We were surprised to learn that we were offered a chance to live on earth for a while and knew it was a huge honor but also difficult.

So, they tricked you too Just kidding

--sjkted

[SiriArc]

Bonding Of Purpose

http://forum.noblerealms.org/viewtop...d=53082#p53082 #7

‘86: Listening to a Lazaris tape called, ‘April Evening’ and heard:

The three main Energies involved with Earth at this time are those of Orion, Pleiades and Sirius

A brief description was given of each:

With the 32 / 23 / 5 / Sirius (32) thing for people with that Vibe.......

‘Prism of Lyra’ notes:

Sirius Energy works with Healing the Physical

Arcturus Energy works with Healing the Emotional

[Malletzky]

Dear avalonians...I just decided to "reactivate" this thread...for one main reason.

We, at least the majority of us, are still not quite sure who we really are, what's our real purpose here, and many of us still try to find out the answers of this questions. So do I...

As I already mentioned somewhere on this forum, I was told recently that I am of a Sirian descent, a so called "traveler" thru the universes which main purpose is to hold the energies in balance as well as healing tasks. Now imagine my first surprise when I came back here to this thread and read my first post...I was assuming exactly the same about my purpose.

But another discovery, few days ago, just made me think again about the known fact that there really doesn't exist any coincidences.

As many of you know, I haven't changed my avatar (for an exception of few days last year) since Sept. 2008, when I officially joined this forum. You take a look at my avatar...and take a look of this picture bellow from the Sirius A_and_B Stars seen trhu Hubble...and I was astounded.

How could I know back then??? What do you mean? How could I choose an avatar so similar with this picture of Sirius? Any explanation???



So I could now, with certainity, answer two of the question I asked all of you back then when I opened this thread:

I know that I am an Sirian
I know what my purpose here is


What about you? Did you discovered more about you during the last months?

It would be nice if you share too...

with an respect
malletzky

[Shaynard]

Beautiful thread.. great to read.. thank you to all who have contributed.


I know well what I am, and who I was, and why I am here. Although I cannot share too much openly I will say I enjoy my times here. This experience is truly beautiful when you can look at it from high enough above. Very different than what I know best, but beautiful all the same.

The language with all its disruptive effects and wonderful power. The physical shell and the attachment we feel. The progress and regress.

It's all so wonderful I could make points forever (literally) and in some way I will.

Now, I am here to watch this show. Observing and adding what my heart feels is needed. Protecting purity and love.. I cannot call what i do fighting, but it is a battle none the less, and one I am honored to be a part of, for the good of us all.

I have come to know the ways in which I am "different" than most, here, however I see the ways in which we are the same as what is important. My vibration causes many a paradox to occur, yet I would not trade it for anything. I wanted to be here to watch this all end, to start again, as it was, as it should be. There is no ego here, only understanding, and love for us all.. and how we are the same. Different parts of a whole.

As much as I know, I am also aware that somewhere, someone (or more than one) knows "me" even better than I do. I know that while I watch this, which I call "the Show" I am watching those I am here to protect.. as well as those who will protect me.. and eventually.. Remind me of the things I cannot remember.

I can recall 4 trips here.. Excluding the present.. I am fairly sure this will be the last for quire some time.

In light, of love
Shaynard

[Malletzky]

Shaynard, great post, thanks for sharing. I totaly understand how you see and feel your curent situation as well as your "purpose" here. As the time goes by, I just more and more go to that "observer", non-judgmental, all-loving, just BE what you are mode.

And I feel greater then ever

Maybe one day you'll "be able" to tell more about you...

with respect
malletzky

[illuminate]

I AM that I AM (which is love)
and I came here to be.

besides that, I'm here to remember, remind others, spread the love
and HAVE FUN!!!!

~ love in us ~

[trainedobserver]

Does any other animal on this planet worry about what its 'purpose' is? I don't think so. They appear to merely fulfill thier purpose by their very design (and I mean design by evolution) and require no seeking or quest to discover their purpose. I think human beings fulfill their purpose in the universe through the same default manner. We cannot help but perform our purpose in the universe we function in a prescribed way. Understanding what that purpose might be actually doesn't play into it. Or so it seems.

[Malletzky]

I just wouldn't agree...but that doesn't matter.

WE are NOT just animals whose evolutionary design is just to BE with our own instincts...

...nor is our purpose fullfiled here and now. We're far behind to know the real truth...this is all what I can tell you.

with respect for your understanding and feelings
malletzky

Originally Posted by trainedobserver

Does any other animal on this planet worry about what its 'purpose' is? I don't think so. They appear to merely fulfill thier purpose by their very design (and I mean design by evolution) and require no seeking or quest to discover their purpose. I think human beings fulfill their purpose in the universe through the same default manner. We cannot help but perform our purpose in the universe we function in a prescribed way. Understanding what that purpose might be actually doesn't play into it. Or so it seems.

[trainedobserver]

Originally Posted by Malletzky

I just wouldn't agree...but that doesn't matter.

WE are NOT just animals whose evolutionary design is just to BE with our own instincts...

...nor is our purpose fullfiled here and now. We're far behind to know the real truth...this is all what I can tell you.

with respect for your understanding and feelings
malletzky

With all repect to your understanding and feelings as well I'd just say the mental life you and I enjoy is an illusionary one. In particular the notion that human beings are somehow seperate from or above the natural world. We are not. We are hairy (some more than others) little mammals walking around on a rock hurtling through the void of space. Whatever purpose we fulfill the earth itself has determined it through its evolutionary system and it (our purpose) exists on a plain other than the mental one in which what we call our conciousness exists. I could be wrong of course and I realize many folks are hoping that I am.