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10-25-2009, 04:59 AM | #26 | |
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Originally I am from Victoria. I was born in Preston. I spent my childhood (up until about 7) growing up in the country (a place called Finley). That is where a LOT of things happened to me. Then we moved to the city and I lived all over Melbourne ever since. Funnily enough, a lot of these things stopped once we moved away from the country - but returned (with a vengeance) when I hit about 13/14. |
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10-25-2009, 05:26 AM | #27 |
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Well - seeing as I'm from the northern hemisphere (Canada) I don't know what the effin (nature) spirits are down under below the equatorial belt - do you have an inner kind of cultural background, like hmmmm dwarves, faeiries, mermaids, mermen, whatever? Your inner genetic background can help if you populate your head with your own stuff... something homespun... comforting. Some of those energies just have no place to roost so they freak and blip of their own accord... Australia has so many fantastic children's authors... seriously. I'm not joking about it.
hey, are you tuned into aboriginal dreamtime and/or stories in any way? I don't think I have to add that these things are happening to you because you're sensitive to energies. But I did, kind of trying to be on the safe side of it. Are you into aroma therapies at all? It can get your mind into a different zone too, where you maybe can be more at ease. Or heck, are there just smells you like, let's go further, love? If you're into the aromas, I have a great book that's specifically spiritual and I can check it for you. |
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I am a nuts and bolts kind of guy. If I had not experienced what I have n my life, I'd PROBABLY be one of those guys responding with something like" "Buahahaha, ET'S? Buahahaha!!! Muahahaha! You CLOWNS!"...
However, I have a life of almost daily experiences, visions, dreams, "visitations", you name it. So that is what I am trying to work out. I try VERY hard not to latch onto any one theory or the other. I try very hard not to put things into boxes. I just try to keep everything floating until something makes sense. So, having said all that.. Quote:
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No, I am not involved in aromatherapy or any other kind of therapy. I am only involved in what I can sort out in my head -- which (often) isn't much! |
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10-25-2009, 05:42 AM | #29 | ||
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Something the doctor told me really alerted me to that feeling. After the first surgeons botched the surgery, (let it rupture and turn gangrene, and MRSA set in, and almost died) the specialist, told my husband and I that I'll likely not make it. It didn't look very good for me. Etc.. Etc... Then he asked me how old my children were. (I started being a mom late in life) I said 8, 9, and 14. His whole tune changed! Suddenly I was going to make it, everything would be alright. But yeah, then he botched it too. Forgot to give me antibiotics, and I got a wound abcess, and MRSA again. Almost died again. (MRSA is a wicked disease!) Not to mention from all the medication and Mrsa, I was in a wheel chair for about 3 to 4 months. Quote:
there have been so many times that I will "Feel" someone's emotions. And many times when I run across gifted people, such as yourself, I sense they are looking for an Equal. (along with loneliness many times, and few other emotions thrown in occasionally too.) If you stop and think about it, If you get into a relationship/friendship with average person, can read their thoughts, feelings, etc.... it would get pretty one sided, and unequal relationship/friendship. But what would happen if you met someone whom had a simular gift, and could BLOCK or psychically defend themselves? you couldn't read their thoughts, know what they're feeling? Kind of puts things on the same playing field then, doesn't it? Don't know if that's possible. Just a thought. |
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10-25-2009, 05:55 AM | #30 |
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Whew, not much for me to go on then
What kind of nuts and bolts do you like? Astronomy, electromagnetic theory, pulsars, deep ecology, buddhism, gardening like in the ground with your hands, endangered species, I dunno, cars? corrupt US politics?... ? For instance, there's a discussion here: CERN: ATLAS, CIA, Stony Brook/ Brookhaven Nat. Lab http://projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?t=15781 -and- (My personal favourite) Let's fry Dick Cheney!! (And Karl Rove et al) Why is Dick Cheney still yapping?... http://projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?p=180577 -and- [I dunno] PS Do you swim in the ocean a lot or no? |
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I have researched all of the above subjects (least of all, buddhism), and all information plays a part in how I view things. I don't dwell on any one subject. If something is "real" and "true", and if it is important, I am interested in it. Quote:
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They did the same thing with my grandmother a few years later. They insisted that she was brain dead and needed to turn the machines off. So, the family agreed that is best. Then after watching her convulse and moan for several minutes, I came to the conclusion that she was murdered also. Going to a hospital is one of the quickest ways to die in my books. They are home now - in a better place. For that, I am glad. Quote:
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10-25-2009, 06:28 AM | #33 |
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OK, in the meantime here, I read your dreams, visions (am I nuts) post. Well, just so you know, right now I am stuck in 1942 with an almost dead horse I have to rescue. So you tell me. He's (could be a she) is emaciated, can't get up... there are about 6 people with me. It's night. We're being furtive. There are Nazi snipers everywhere. I've gotten as far as getting him (her) on an industrial type of canvas to drag, which incidentally is also quieter to drag/move to a safer corner of the hangar, than say pulling it by the legs.... Because it's so weak, at least it's quiet. Actually, it's hardly breathing, just enough to keep its heart and brain going - it can't move more than that or it might die with the exertion. It's in an air plane hangar.
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10-25-2009, 06:29 AM | #34 |
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Welcome to Avalon. Thank you for sharing your experiences- as painful as they are for you. I can relate to many of them, as I have had similar experiences myself. My suggestion to you is to find a way to reconcile the things that have happened to you in such a way that they have meaning. Pain and suffering without meaning can be difficult to bear. Feeling like there is a good reason for things happening the way they do can make all the difference. Since you believe in God, I assume you also believe in angels. Call on them often for guidance and protection-especially Archangel Michael. Just ask, and they will protect you. Sincerely, FIIISH |
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However, there is one question above, so I'll go with that. I have not had any insectoid type experiences. |
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An Old timey TV show. From like the 60's. (even way before my time. lol) They played it wonderfully. Tears filled my eyes, and I thought, "Oh dad I wish you could hear this! He laid his hand on my shoulder, and I heard his voice say, "I can hear it, I'm here." And then something about him listening to them on the radio back home when he was young. I went to my mom, and told her about the experience, and she asked me, "Don't you know who they are?" (well..... NO!) Then she proceeded to tell me they were his favorite singers when they first got married. My dad's sister lived in the basement apartment of my mom's house, and I went down to tell her. With tears in her eyes, she affirmed to me that, yes they used to listen to it on the radio back home! Quote:
They worry so much about "how they look to other people. Have to "FIT IN" with society. What cloths they wear, how their car looks, how their house looks, etc.... I do have to say, my dad one time told me that he and I didn't have the same life style. My mom and my brother were very materialistic. Keep up with the Jones' sort of attitude, best cloths, best cars, houses, toys, etc... My dad, was always the nature person. Or so I thought. He liked to farm, garden, animals, walks in the woods, live off the land, etc.. His phrase that I always heard him say was, "I want to live 60 airmiles from the nearest road." He never liked civilization. And I have somewhat the same attitude. So when he told me we didn't have the same life style, I was hurt. Later, I realized he was talking about me working part time mininum paying job, and living off cash means only. Everything old, patched, broken, etc... Eventually, I did get a better paying job, got a loan on the house, got a loan on new car, new truck, credit cards out the bum, and in debt up to my eyeballs, (somebody help me! lol) You know what. I think I was happier when I had nothing, driving an old junker with out AC, but having no bills to have to pay. Last edited by Kari Lynn; 10-25-2009 at 06:52 AM. |
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You sound level-headed to me. I am currently out of ideas. If something comes to me, I'll let you know - I wanted you to know the source though, kind of like a fair warning. Grain of salt maybe, something like that. Also, it could be that there is a lot going on this weekend in military land or where ever - it's a big universe/s and I don't even know... Another question: Has the swine flu thing been on your mind at all...? lately..? now...? ever....? |
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Some people believe: that we ARE God-pieces of the whole. We are the creator, and there are many creators that make up the One, Infinite Creator. Some are more powerful than we are, some less. But, we all create. Therefore, praying to an angel is still praying to a higher power. Isn't that what you are intending to do? Sincerely, FIIISH |
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Yes, "conversations with god" Neale Donald Walsh, (do-not be put of by the title, its not what it seems) says that we are infinite pieces spread through out all that is, experiencing past, present, future, parallel lives all at the same moment (NOW) In this one piece of existence, this life, this earth, we are experiencing love and fear, tho fear is the dominant emotion, it seems, regardless of one's belief system...I personally can see how fear has bought me to this moment which has ultimately shown me the true nature of love... It seems we need to understand the duality of all, to understand anything in this one piece of our existence, matrix/hologram or what ever else we wish to call it? peace always |
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OK. So this is what I mean by the insectoid thingy -
Let me guess. It doesn't do anything for you either. |
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There are so many replies here, m1, and I hope it is not confusing you
further, but I wanted to say something also. As you see there are many different viewpoints and suggestions, but basically we do appreciate your sharing your experiences. I cannot comprehend how devastating it must be for you, not only with the past experiences but the way you describe your life in the present. It is very true that unless you have experienced something you cannot really understand it, and that is true for me. I just want to say that I am so pleased you have found the power of the name of Jesus, and the help you have experienced from prayer. There are those who have spoken of similar experiences here on the Forum (i.e. the power of the name of Jesus) and there are many more on various websites. I expect you have discovered that. And - I say hello as a fellow Australian - originally from Brisbane. I can relate strongly to your comment "Think of Australia as the 51st state of the U.S." - that's why I hived back to Britain quick smart!! Love and blessings to you m1. I will join you in prayer for that angel to come along in the way you describe. |
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Actually, here's an example. I was taking a nap the other day. I wasn't quite asleep and I wasn't quite awake. I was "drifting off". Then I heard loudly in my head: "Baxlor Avenue". So I decided to get out of bed and go look it up online - because I OFTEN hear stuff like this and I never go look it up and by the time I decide to look it up I've either forgotten what was said or forgotten all about it - period. There is no such place on this earth named Baxlor Avenue. So why did I hear it? Is is a future place? Is it a place from a parallel branch of time? It is interesting though. I heard it clearly (no, it wasn't Baxter, it was baxLOR). I often hear names as well. Just out of the blue I will hear a persons name. If I am near a computer when I wake up, I will go to Google news and look it up. I also often dream of people up to mischief, such as murders, people getting injured, etc. Side note: I just woke up from a nap right now. While I had my eyes closed, I saw a white bus with a blue stripe turning a corner. It lost control and tipped over. Then it slid down a road, went through a rail and came to a halt. Then I saw people climbing out and also pulling out children which were not moving. Some people died on that bus. I looked up "Bus" on Google news, but there was no story about a bus - so I don't know where I got that from. Quote:
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Fine. Do you find any comedians funny?
Jerry Lewis is insectoid... anything in your fellow man or woman... ? anywhere... that's pleasant... ? |
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Wow- the dentist/hospital experience is interesting..... I need to read that again.
Carol- I too listened to Greer last night (On Veritas) but I can't agree with him on the no malevolent species- I think there is probably a lot more he doesn't say- not sure why people think he's malevolent himself for saying that- I get the feeling he is doing good for the world etc; Kari Lynn- glad you got well- so hard when you have children to be told such nonsense by medical *authorities*...... I do think/know they keep data on certain people who are/were part of various genetic breeding programs etc; I am part of one (Lebensborn program) grew up near Brookhaven and Montauk and was given numerous drugs (LSD) as a small child in conjunction with various experiments. Some of the other Montauk survivors have recognized me/I recognized them and we have *reunited* to support each other etc; What I was told only males were used for trip chair- I disagree with that because I was used recently for time travel. As a child they had to strap me down to the dentists chair whenever I went to visit the dentist. It's taken me years to get over fear of that and I stay away from medical offices/doctors etc; never been to hospital- had all my babies at home. Medical people *scare* me and I have panic attacks. M1- you might want to consider therapy for PTSD- or going under regression (I know you mentioned you don't want to) but it may provide you with answers.... When I was 19 it was suggested to me that I was a hybrid (by a well known Indian Guru, my yoga teacher and meditation teacher) at the time I didn't take it too seriously and only years later under hypnosis with Dr. Mack did I discover the truth. It's one reason why my biological mother won't discuss aspects of this nor talk about my father (she only said she became pregnant over very traumatic circumstances) she was then moved out of her country (this particular program used Nordic and German girls) and placed in Nevada for 4 months of her pregnancy before she was moved again to NY to have me. I have the doctors name who ran this ring (he committed suicide) and I was able to do some tracing/investigation around it. I only add that if you are curious to get to the bottom if it like I was/am (although I am far from getting to the bottom of it) and it has provided me with some comfort (not much though to be honest- this is not an easy subject). Anyhow- |
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I don't remember a whole lot from my youth. I know I was born way premature, and had to stay in the hospital for a month before my parents could bring me home. I suspect lots of manipulation and genetic alterations could possibly have taken place during that time. I remember a school "counselor" taking me out of school to drive me to the dentist. to which my mother said "They don't do that, I took you to all of your dentists and doctors appointments." And she definitely did. I'd never seen the woman again, never knew who she was, nor found any other evidence of her having taken me to the dentist that day. I do remember the dentist removing two teeth. I was very upset because they pulled two of my "New" teeth. But they've since grown back. And as M1 states, waking up with injuries several times. I've had Broken toes from kicking the Sh*t out of somebody. A broken shoulder bone, a perferated ear drum. And of course, verious needle tracks, and bruises, and even a sticky shocker mark/tazer on the front of my thigh, above the knee. Quote:
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Kari Lynn- do you have human and alien experiences (as perpetrators)?
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I remember military soldiers much of the time. White coats/lab personel.
Few I've met in person. CIA agent, and ARV person that would be known as my safety link. |
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