Experiences since a toddler - all my life.

[m1*]

I have experienced the following things ever since I can remember - from the age of being a toddler. I'll do it in point form, otherwise I'll be typing for too long. I'll try to keep them in order of when the experiences for started and as they happened through my life. Take from this what you will.

Woke up in bed numerous times as a toddler/young child floating above my bed. Upon awakening I would drop back onto by bed. While above the bed, the experience was often accompanied by a feeling of something holding me up by my ribs (or that area), as if being pulled up.

Often woke up to find beings and entities in my room. They weren't always the same. Sometimes one tall entities, sometimes several small ones. Sometimes they were just heads.

I would often wake up, not in my room. I don't know where I was, except that I was most certainly not in my room.

I dreamed of circles in the grass when I was a toddler/young child. I looked at them and said (to myself): "Human beings have been here". I recall asking my mother the next day: "What is a human being?". She explained that I was a human being. I realize this is hard to swallow, that I could remember such a conversation, from that age - but I do, distinctly.

As a young child/toddler, I had recollection of places that I had not been to. I remember thinking about those places and wondering where/when those places were/are. I still do. I don't know the answer - still.

I also recall dreaming of that place. In that dream I was in two places. I was both on the ground and in the sky. I was speaking to "myself". This was at age 4 or 5. I looked up to the sky, as I looked down to myself looking up. I said: "I know I am in a dream". Then I woke up. I distinctly remember this dream.

At about 5, I saw a man standing in front of me. He was transparent and blue. Of course, I screamed my lungs out. This is a very distinct memory.

I often woke up in my bed the wrong way around. ie: Foot to head. Not in my covers, but on my bed.

I would often, as a child, get random thoughts to stop heading in one direction and turn away from where I was heading or where I was going. I would have the urge to go somewhere else. ie: I would be riding my bike, see a line of trees and for one reason or another, I'd have to turn around and go see what was in those trees. I felt strongly that something was there that I would miss if I did not turn around, or go there.

I have had literally thousands of dreams, all my life about world events, places and people. I have so many images of events and places in my head, I don't think I could ever explain them all.

I have woken up hundreds of times frozen in my bed, with my room lit up blue (with no light source, just radiant blue). This was associated with low deep oscillating humming, so deep that I could actually feel it through my entire body. There is also an associated high pitched oscillating sound. Each and every time this happened, I would fight with everything I have to get up from my bed. However, in each and every instance I simply lost consciousness after a short while and woke up later (usually in the morning).

I dreamed of September 11 the day before it happened. I also dreamed of the towers falling months before it happened. I have also had more dreams which have not yet happened: nuclear explosions, martial law and also non-human entities being here on the surface of this earth, associated with the roundup of people. This would take me too long to explain here, but I have dreamed of this scenario and situation dozens of times. I have a great picture in my mind of what is coming in that regard. But of course, I don't have dates - so it's practically useless information (sense my frustration?) anyway.

I have woken up physically injured many times. One particular night, I was having my head crushed in (or, at least, that's how it felt) by some sort of pressure. I woke up the next morning with a swollen neck and face.

I have a hole on the inside of my right calf. It is a piece of missing skin, about the size of a match head. It wasn't there when I want to bed. It remained bruised for several years. The bruising has only recently fully disappeared.

I do not only dream. I also have images and feelings flood into my head and into my consciousness while I am awake. I hear things. Places, names, people, all sorts of things. I plain out don't listen anymore. I've learned to block it out. Long story.

I am a believer in God. I read the Bible. I pray. So, (and I know that I will be told otherwise on a forum like this) I try to block all things out. I do not wish to speak with, inquire of, be influenced by or deal with any entity. I never did want to and I still do not want to. So, I do my best to block it all out and make these things go away. I have been injured attacked and abused by these things all my life. If anyone tells me: "Oh just go with the flow" - then you haven't been through what I have and you don't know what you're talking about so spare me - please.

I am also very intuitive. I often know when danger is close. I often know peoples intentions. I often know what people are thinking (to an extent). This often makes life difficult for me because I often KNOW when someone is lying, or not telling the truth. Then (with an apparent lack of evidence), I am accused of being judgmental or accusive. So, I often have to just say nothing, even though I know better than others in some instances and circumstances because they can't work out why I am so adamant of knowing something without evidence, and: "I'm psychic and I can read your mind" usually doesn't do the trick!

I am not religious. I can't stand religion. I hate religion. earlier I said I believe in God and that I read the Bible. That does NOT make me "religious". So please spare me and not put me in a religious fundamentalist box. I believe what I do because of what I have experienced.

I also have memories of not only being aboard space craft, but also piloting them. I have memories of being in different places, which I can safely say couldn't possibly be earth. Also, I am quite convinced I have visited places both on and off earth that aren't even in this time. I don't know the full story and I wont pretend to.

To conclude everything. Let me say that I have been abused, tortured, messed with and psychologically scarred by the entities that have taken an interest in me since I was a toddler. For this reason: 1). My attitude isn't to great and 2). I have fought with it all my life under great protest and duress.

I have absolutely NO will to discuss these things because "it's cool" or because I am looking for excitement. It's just that once you've been through something for long enough, you begin to accept it and become accustomed to it. So in recent years I've been a little more open to both discussing these things and also trying to find out more information.

I can say one thing. I am not a person who says he has all the answers. I'll tell you - I am flat out confused. In many ways, I am broken. I am ruined -- but I am not looking for sympathy or a shoulder either. I've got my chin up, and all I really want is the truth. I really don't want to get involved in an experience fest.

What I have written above is what has happened with me, the way I see it. I'm not looking for attention. I am most certainly not looking to site here spending the rest of my life discussing on all the weird stuff that happens to people, ie: in search of drama. I've been through enough, so my belly is already full.

I could say more, but where do I stop? You can ask questions if you like. That's guts of it, as written above. My opinions, feelings and openness change from day to day and week to week depending on my mood. One day I'll be willing to talk about it, another day I'll probably tell someone to get lost I don't want to talk about it.

I posted it here just in case maybe, somehow, there might be a benefit. But I don't see how (honestly).. I don't mean to have a bad attitude about it all, but 1). I am pretty ****** off with the whole thing and 2). I'm kind of over it, in the respect that I don't have ANY real answers and I'm kind of sick of looking for them.

..but I am intrigued. If I could find any "REAL" answers at all, I'd be over the moon. No pun intended. But I am not holding my breath.

I'm just annoyed that I don't know who I am. I am annoyed about a lot of things. My head is a mess. But I put on a very good act to appear level headed.

[no caste]

Well, I can't solve your frustrations, but I enjoyed reading about your experiences. Quite a beautiful series of memories. A lot of people are trying to piece things together these days, it seems, and you never know how what you posted may help that process.

Thanks for the post.

[m1*]

Well, to me - it's not beautiful. I can see how a reader might view them as beautiful, but to me they are not.

I will agree that they are interesting, and I am of course intrigued as to many things that have been happening with me. But the most frustrating part is that I don't know so much. It's hard.

I wish I could at least USE what i know, but I can't even do that because I don't know times or dates. I don't know so much. All I have are fragments and flashes and images and INJURIES and PHOBIAS! ..as a result.

Example. I went to the dentist last year. You know what I did? I'll tell you. The dentist leaned over me with his little mirror. I started sweating profusely, breathing heavily and I could not help myself but to sit up in the chair. Then after a moment, I sat back down realizing that I was being silly. Seconds later I sprung up again, pushing him away, and climbed off the chair.

ONLY NUTS do things like that! I don't even know WHY I did it. I didn't even feel that way until I was actually in the chair. I didn't feel bad about going to the dentist, prior. See, what ever is going on with me isn't beautiful. It's causing flashbacks, heart palpitations, stress and deep random nervousness when I least expect it.

Your feelings are like of those which parents abused them while young (it is a comparison)

Speaking of parents...did they notice anything? Your behavior? Your words? Did you mention this?

and

Did you ever attempt to communicate with the ET? Do you have any memories of it?

[no caste]

I guess I mean 'beautiful' that you remember them. I mean, you're sharing here right? So, thanks.

There are a lot of people on this site that can probably help things along, like out of the frustration zone. It can't happen without you saying your piece, which you did and are, as I see it.

[m1*]

Originally Posted by Spregovori

Your feelings are like of those which parents abused them while young (it is a comparison)

Speaking of parents...did they notice anything? Your behavior? Your words? Did you mention this?

and

Did you ever attempt to communicate with the ET? Do you have any memories of it?

People have suggested this to me before. Actually, it's the first thing most people usually suggest -- but I am quite sure I was not abused in such a manner when I was a child. I'm actually quite positive. If those early memories were the ONLY memories I had, I might lean toward looking into it, but I have had thousands of experiences all my life. Not just while sleeping but also while wide awake.

No I do not try to communicate with ET, because I can do without waking up with my head half crushed in or skin missing from my leg. If anything, I do everything I possibly can to protect myself from any communication or exposure. The only communication I have is prayers, to God.

edit Oh I forgot to answer this:

"Speaking of parents...did they notice anything? Your behavior? Your words? Did you mention this?"...

I can't say there's anything spectacular to mention there. As far as my parents go, they just felt that I had an overactive imagination. My mother isn't overly receptive towards such things. She laughs it off and makes a joke out of anything I have ever tried to say, so I gave up talking to her about it. My dad is more receptive, but he just listens and doesn't seem to have much to say. I've told my parents about such things, but as I got older I pretty much stopped saying anything.

I am not saying that your parents abused you....but your emotions are as if they had...they or someone else (ET)...abuse...

Try to communicate with the ET (if you can). It might help you. It is not like you can escape or prevent them from getting to you?

[m1*]

Thanks Spregovori, but I think I'll pass on the communication with ET. I've had enough. But true, yes, it seems I cannot prevent them from showing up whenever they like. However, I will say that my prayers to God seem to be doing the trick. A lot of people seem to think that asking for protection from "guides" helps them. I don't do guides. I just pray to the creator. I have also learned that the name Jesus works wonders. When I first experienced these things, I didn't realise that. However, I have since come to find out that these entities do NOT like the name of Jesus. The only way I can get rid of them (if I am conscious enough to do so) is to call on the name of Jesus. Otherwise, if I am asleep or not fully conscious - stuff still goes on, except there's not much I can do about that except to wake up and have flashbacks.

[akopij]

Hi M1, I m a rookie here like you and have similar feelings. Maybe you have to know the answer to be able to ask the question.

[m1*]

Originally Posted by akopij

Hi M1, I m a rookie here like you and have similar feelings. Maybe you have to know the answer to be able to ask the question.

I don't know. All I know is that there's a WHOLE lot more to life than meets the average persons eye. I know that much for a fact. I also know that we humans are not the only beings interfacing with this planet. I'm not only referring to physically either.

[eleni]

m1- what do the beings look like ( you mentioned taller and shorter ones when you were younger)?

[beren]

Originally Posted by m1*

I am a believer in God. I read the Bible. I pray. So, (and I know that I will be told otherwise on a forum like this) I try to block all things out. I do not wish to speak with, inquire of, be influenced by or deal with any entity. I never did want to and I still do not want to. So, I do my best to block it all out and make these things go away. I have been injured attacked and abused by these things all my life. If anyone tells me: "Oh just go with the flow" - then you haven't been through what I have and you don't know what you're talking about so spare me - please.

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Dear friend, some of us here are believing that ET`s and reptilians are actually demons in disguised. Some believe in different things here like theories about andromedans ,pleadians ,tau cetians and reptilians are beings from other galaxies or universes.
I have watched almost all videos related to this on the web, have read many books and explored a lot about this.
The more I was exploring the more the real enemy was revealed to me.
Enemy that is very powerful and can change shapes . Both physically and visually . He can show you visions ,illusions or appear very fleshy if he so choses. he is not alone and he has his own followers and servants who can also do the same thing as he can, above described.
That enemy was once very high angel who obviously had great responsibilities because he was described as "shining one". He also had his hosts given to him in order to fulfill his duties given to him by Creator.
When he tried and actually rebelled against God and deceived first man and woman he was then punished . He was stripped from his previous position. Before ,he was abiding in light realms and didn`t know darkness but now was thrown our to know it. He lost his beautiful form by being cast out along with his hosts who followed him in his transgressions.
Now being out of the light realms and away from light,justice, power,wisdom and love of God he lost his beauty and turn in hideous creature.

As time was passing by and he and his hosts being away from God , they were losing their great might they previously had. Little by little they were losing all remains of beauty they had. Immediately after his casting out and for some centuries more he could transform into many shapes in order to trick,fool and deceive. He was choosing forms of angels of light,beautiful young women or men, God, serpent, enlighten being with bright clothing carrying scepters or staffs ...
Now he and his hosts got only power to annoy, torture and many bad things and they have a hard time presenting themselves as light being because they are way low with their life force.
That is why they are desperately trying ways to enslave humanity forever, to hurt us, eventually kill us.

I was mentioning before that I think they kidnap kids often because kids until age of 4-7 are most purest of all humans today.
Jesus explained that by saying that we could not enter kingdom of heaven unless we be as a child.

I think that by taking kids energy or very often their life they desperately try to suck a bit of purity of that kid.

Kids are left in horror and trauma.

Whatever you believe , you be sure of what you believe. Deception is in full swing world wide. I believe in God and his son Jesus Christ and in their removal of Satan and his hosts forever from the universe.

" a fall of one - a learning lesson for all-forever "

Go find my threads and posts here and let me know what do you think .

Love and blessings,
Beren

[m1*]

beren, I agree with you and believe exactly as you have explained. Thank you. I do believe that the entities I have faced are demonic. That is why I have no wish to communicate with them. If their intentions were good, they would not have done what they did to me all my life. Also, I didn't mention earlier in my posts (because I couldn't be bothered going into too much detail), I can feel the energy of these creatures. It is dark and it stinks. Not a smell from a nose, but a spiritual stench. It is vile and dark and black. Many times I have felt them leeching off me, almost as if becoming one with me and the darkness I feel inside when that happens is indescribable. It is putrid and empty. many times I have felt like I was at deaths door because of these things. I can say for a certainty that they are demonic.

[beren]

Originally Posted by m1*

beren, I agree with you and believe exactly as you have explained. Thank you. I do believe that the entities I have faced are demonic. That is why I have no wish to communicate with them. If their intentions were good, they would not have done what they did to me all my life. Also, I didn't mention earlier in my posts (because I couldn't be bothered going into too much detail), I can feel the energy of these creatures. It is dark and it stinks. Not a smell from a nose, but a spiritual stench. It is vile and dark and black. Many times I have felt them leeching off me, almost as if becoming one with me and the darkness I feel inside when that happens is indescribable. It is putrid and empty. many times I have felt like I was at deaths door because of these things. I can say for a certainty that they are demonic.

One of the first thing that we all forgot is a build in deep sense that we can feel. That was a gift of our creator.

Satan learned how to bend that and he and his crew are transforming in various things and beings.

But first thing is what do we feel when those entities attack us or are close to us?
Second thing if we don`t feel anything, then what is behind their words?
God NEVER hid anything from us and always explained us whatever we asked him through out the history.
Who is the ones who are mysterious and secretive always cloaking and hiding ? They always have an excuse for that.

I mean come on! God showed his vehicle to Ezekiel and also to whole Israel and 1,5 million of Egyptians who went with Israel in the desert . Approximately 3 million people saw that at once ! And now comes those "ET`s" and wouldn`t dare to show one miserable ship???

Come on!!!

Something is smelling badly in whole this thing

But I don`t blame people. We are curious but we have to remember that playing with fire can get you burned.
Or
remember this line:
Curiosity has killed the cat...

I know that in the future we will inherit bliss and everything prepared for us from the beginning of the world. But first there has to be some universal deep cleaning!!! Along with us if we want all that is prepared for us.

[Oliver]

M1, I think you are very special. I know that most of us can’t truly understand what you are passing through all of your life, but I understand that you are tired of all that is happening to you.

I believe this is not accidentally that you are chosen to see beyond, to experience other dimensions and reality. There IS purpose of all of it. Did you really tried to find what is the purpose? Why you?

I strongly believe you can help humanity with your abilities. Perhaps learning and knowing more about the phenomena that are happens to you will lead you to the point were you can find out what is you mission. And this can liberate you from all of the frustrations, bring you peace, making you happier.
I feel great compassion. A human being is thrown into the vortex of “things” happening around him, he is involved…and he needs answers. He is suffering.

The answers must be find by you. Refusing the reality could make things worst.
It is up to you. You are given with special abilities, the one that gave them to you KNEW that you can deal with them, making them benefit for all.
Please try.

Love & Respect

Originally Posted by m1*

I have experienced the following things ever since I can remember - from the age of being a toddler. I'll do it in point form, otherwise I'll be typing for too long. I'll try to keep them in order of when the experiences for started and as they happened through my life. Take from this what you will.

Woke up in bed numerous times as a toddler/young child floating above my bed. Upon awakening I would drop back onto by bed. While above the bed, the experience was often accompanied by a feeling of something holding me up by my ribs (or that area), as if being pulled up.

Often woke up to find beings and entities in my room. They weren't always the same. Sometimes one tall entities, sometimes several small ones. Sometimes they were just heads.

I would often wake up, not in my room. I don't know where I was, except that I was most certainly not in my room.

I dreamed of circles in the grass when I was a toddler/young child. I looked at them and said (to myself): "Human beings have been here". I recall asking my mother the next day: "What is a human being?". She explained that I was a human being. I realize this is hard to swallow, that I could remember such a conversation, from that age - but I do, distinctly.

As a young child/toddler, I had recollection of places that I had not been to. I remember thinking about those places and wondering where/when those places were/are. I still do. I don't know the answer - still.

I also recall dreaming of that place. In that dream I was in two places. I was both on the ground and in the sky. I was speaking to "myself". This was at age 4 or 5. I looked up to the sky, as I looked down to myself looking up. I said: "I know I am in a dream". Then I woke up. I distinctly remember this dream.

At about 5, I saw a man standing in front of me. He was transparent and blue. Of course, I screamed my lungs out. This is a very distinct memory.

I often woke up in my bed the wrong way around. ie: Foot to head. Not in my covers, but on my bed.

I would often, as a child, get random thoughts to stop heading in one direction and turn away from where I was heading or where I was going. I would have the urge to go somewhere else. ie: I would be riding my bike, see a line of trees and for one reason or another, I'd have to turn around and go see what was in those trees. I felt strongly that something was there that I would miss if I did not turn around, or go there.

I have had literally thousands of dreams, all my life about world events, places and people. I have so many images of events and places in my head, I don't think I could ever explain them all.

I have woken up hundreds of times frozen in my bed, with my room lit up blue (with no light source, just radiant blue). This was associated with low deep oscillating humming, so deep that I could actually feel it through my entire body. There is also an associated high pitched oscillating sound. Each and every time this happened, I would fight with everything I have to get up from my bed. However, in each and every instance I simply lost consciousness after a short while and woke up later (usually in the morning).

I dreamed of September 11 the day before it happened. I also dreamed of the towers falling months before it happened. I have also had more dreams which have not yet happened: nuclear explosions, martial law and also non-human entities being here on the surface of this earth, associated with the roundup of people. This would take me too long to explain here, but I have dreamed of this scenario and situation dozens of times. I have a great picture in my mind of what is coming in that regard. But of course, I don't have dates - so it's practically useless information (sense my frustration?) anyway.

I have woken up physically injured many times. One particular night, I was having my head crushed in (or, at least, that's how it felt) by some sort of pressure. I woke up the next morning with a swollen neck and face.

I have a hole on the inside of my right calf. It is a piece of missing skin, about the size of a match head. It wasn't there when I want to bed. It remained bruised for several years. The bruising has only recently fully disappeared.

I do not only dream. I also have images and feelings flood into my head and into my consciousness while I am awake. I hear things. Places, names, people, all sorts of things. I plain out don't listen anymore. I've learned to block it out. Long story.

I am a believer in God. I read the Bible. I pray. So, (and I know that I will be told otherwise on a forum like this) I try to block all things out. I do not wish to speak with, inquire of, be influenced by or deal with any entity. I never did want to and I still do not want to. So, I do my best to block it all out and make these things go away. I have been injured attacked and abused by these things all my life. If anyone tells me: "Oh just go with the flow" - then you haven't been through what I have and you don't know what you're talking about so spare me - please.

I am also very intuitive. I often know when danger is close. I often know peoples intentions. I often know what people are thinking (to an extent). This often makes life difficult for me because I often KNOW when someone is lying, or not telling the truth. Then (with an apparent lack of evidence), I am accused of being judgmental or accusive. So, I often have to just say nothing, even though I know better than others in some instances and circumstances because they can't work out why I am so adamant of knowing something without evidence, and: "I'm psychic and I can read your mind" usually doesn't do the trick!

I am not religious. I can't stand religion. I hate religion. earlier I said I believe in God and that I read the Bible. That does NOT make me "religious". So please spare me and not put me in a religious fundamentalist box. I believe what I do because of what I have experienced.

I also have memories of not only being aboard space craft, but also piloting them. I have memories of being in different places, which I can safely say couldn't possibly be earth. Also, I am quite convinced I have visited places both on and off earth that aren't even in this time. I don't know the full story and I wont pretend to.

To conclude everything. Let me say that I have been abused, tortured, messed with and psychologically scarred by the entities that have taken an interest in me since I was a toddler. For this reason: 1). My attitude isn't to great and 2). I have fought with it all my life under great protest and duress.

I have absolutely NO will to discuss these things because "it's cool" or because I am looking for excitement. It's just that once you've been through something for long enough, you begin to accept it and become accustomed to it. So in recent years I've been a little more open to both discussing these things and also trying to find out more information.

I can say one thing. I am not a person who says he has all the answers. I'll tell you - I am flat out confused. In many ways, I am broken. I am ruined -- but I am not looking for sympathy or a shoulder either. I've got my chin up, and all I really want is the truth. I really don't want to get involved in an experience fest.

What I have written above is what has happened with me, the way I see it. I'm not looking for attention. I am most certainly not looking to site here spending the rest of my life discussing on all the weird stuff that happens to people, ie: in search of drama. I've been through enough, so my belly is already full.

I could say more, but where do I stop? You can ask questions if you like. That's guts of it, as written above. My opinions, feelings and openness change from day to day and week to week depending on my mood. One day I'll be willing to talk about it, another day I'll probably tell someone to get lost I don't want to talk about it.

I posted it here just in case maybe, somehow, there might be a benefit. But I don't see how (honestly).. I don't mean to have a bad attitude about it all, but 1). I am pretty ****** off with the whole thing and 2). I'm kind of over it, in the respect that I don't have ANY real answers and I'm kind of sick of looking for them.

..but I am intrigued. If I could find any "REAL" answers at all, I'd be over the moon. No pun intended. But I am not holding my breath.

I'm just annoyed that I don't know who I am. I am annoyed about a lot of things. My head is a mess. But I put on a very good act to appear level headed.

[Truthseeker360]

M1 i notice here on avalon lately that people seem to relate et experiences/new age concepts with jesus and demons


Just as you have done....

I ask myself why is this coming to light....

I ask myself why it is that you initially came with the angle of ET contact the flashing light the blue lite bedroom I have 30 pics of ufo's



Then BAAM jesus christ superstar routine




come on bruv which is it ET or little horned dude ???

Try and open your mind see past the mist


truthseeker

[eleni]

I wish we knew exactly who is doing the abducting- not discounting that they are not *Luciferian* based in origin and designed to fool people (for example some have positive experiences,some are traumatized and there could be a large spin factor involved designed to make some of us claim it's positive) etc; there seem to be different agendas, factions etc;

From what I've been researching lately- there are earth based Annunaki and they appear in conjunction with military in underground bases and elsewhere.

And it is said their main interests are bio based.......could they be the prime faction behind the abductions and cloning? And as our government is scared of them has decided to go along with this?

If so- from history- the reptilians are their enemies.........

And it is said the Kingdom of Annunaki (off planet based) is returning.

[beren]

Eleni-
One thing is sure for me and that is anything is possible.
When Jesus said that he has so much to tell them then BUT THEY COULD NOT BEAR IT in that time ...

We do not know for sure what is actually happening in the space as we know it.

I think Bible refers to the core of the matter . In the mean time who knows what happened behind the curtains and what did the evil entities done over last couple of thousands of years here on this planet, in it or around it in our solar system or further.

My opinion is that we need to fight for our soul and sanity in this turmoil of the time today. All other things will be revealed in their own time ,when we are ready.
But we`re not left alone in all this. Jesus taught us, healed us, helped us by casting out evil entities and was comforting us.
He is doing that also today . I think you saw so far many threads about that on various sites.

Anyways if we open our self for love and truth from the one who IS love and truth , there is no power in the universe who can defeat us!

Love and blessings!
Beren

[eleni]

Thank you Beren for posting that. I am going to reread the bible and see what I can gleam from it.

m1- are you in any way (or family member) connected with the military?

"Anyways if we open our self for love and truth from the one who IS love and truth , there is no power in the universe who can defeat us!"

Yes, exactly what my friend and I were discussing this morning after I had sent him the Hidden Hand article which was filled with justifications on infliction of pain/suffering at the gain of duality based factions.

[Kari Lynn]

Originally Posted by m1*

Example. I went to the dentist last year. You know what I did? I'll tell you. The dentist leaned over me with his little mirror. I started sweating profusely, breathing heavily and I could not help myself but to sit up in the chair. Then after a moment, I sat back down realizing that I was being silly. Seconds later I sprung up again, pushing him away, and climbed off the chair.

I didn't even feel that way until I was actually in the chair.

Yoohoo Barry! Chair? Trip seat?

[m1*]

Originally Posted by Truthseeker360

M1 i notice here on avalon lately that people seem to relate et experiences/new age concepts with jesus and demons


Just as you have done....

I ask myself why is this coming to light....

I ask myself why it is that you initially came with the angle of ET contact the flashing light the blue lite bedroom I have 30 pics of ufo's



Then BAAM jesus christ superstar routine




come on bruv which is it ET or little horned dude ???

Try and open your mind see past the mist


truthseeker

Is this the best way you can find to communicate?

Firstly, I DO have 30 pics of UFO's, I HAVE had hundreds of experienced involving "entities" - not ONCE did I personally mention "ET's" or infer of them. That's YOUR assumption. Thirdly, I didn't do a bait and switch. I am SICK and tired of when ever I mention God someone find a reason to get offended and becomes patronizing and tries to belittle how I see things. Have you seen what I've seen? The fact of the matter is that I believe what has been occurring with me IS INDEED DEMONIC. I could explain a lot more if you'd be nicer, instead of basically veiling a sentiment of mockery toward me. So YOU try to open YOUR mind, because let me assure you, mine is already open!