Are you ready to go home to 5-D Earth?

Avid · 10-09-2008, 11:50 AM

Thank you for posting the video Maya, Dolores was fascinating and enlightening.
However, checked my October 18th calendar 2006, and I was very ill with depression, so that explains my thousand-fold depressive continuing illness!
Better pull myself together, and try to love myself more - as well as sending even more positive vibes to anyone who has ever hurt me. Forgiveness may be the answer....

How can I learn to love myself? That would appear selfish or vain.
Since I was very small, I have always felt 'alone' - even though I took caring roles in life. That has never ever gone away, and often wished that it would all end soon.

I always try to be good to others, but am not good to myself. I don't want material things. I gave what little money I had away - it doesn't matter.
I just feel so sad that we may have to see terrible suffering, and can only do so much ourselves.

10-09-2008, 11:50 AM	#12
Avid Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Sep 2008 Location: UK Posts: 660	Re: Are you ready to go home to 5-D Earth? Thank you for posting the video Maya, Dolores was fascinating and enlightening. However, checked my October 18th calendar 2006, and I was very ill with depression, so that explains my thousand-fold depressive continuing illness! Better pull myself together, and try to love myself more - as well as sending even more positive vibes to anyone who has ever hurt me. Forgiveness may be the answer.... How can I learn to love myself? That would appear selfish or vain. Since I was very small, I have always felt 'alone' - even though I took caring roles in life. That has never ever gone away, and often wished that it would all end soon. I always try to be good to others, but am not good to myself. I don't want material things. I gave what little money I had away - it doesn't matter. I just feel so sad that we may have to see terrible suffering, and can only do so much ourselves.