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yea...but its good to be in the eye of the vortex
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day....thanks so much for this post. it's how i've been feeling. funny to mention crowds, can't stand being in a crowd or group setting. makes me wonder how i've managed to live in nyc for so long. all i want actually is to swim w dolphins.
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Day, thanks for posting this, it explains everything, the whole spectrum of how I feel at the moment, all my questions being answered!
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yep..aint it great to feel so s...tty lol...
its good to know we're not alone ...and now I guess we trust in what it happening and just keep going like a seed in the soil ![]() |
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I can tick all the boxes. There are still some ego situations that I have to resolve/transcend but they are minor compared to what went before. The only prayer now is " How may I serve you Beloved God?" Eckhart Tolle said "We are on the verge of the bigest step forward in the evolution of human race since we left the sea." Dr David Hawkins says "Time is short, if you think your late get on the path" Many ways to God, Hawkins teaching is "Devotional Non-duality" which suits me. The only reservation I have with the post is that having all the symptoms as described here is just having all the symptoms, there is no evidence that feeling this way means anything other than feeling this way. Smiling. That is said with respect to the intention and love I feel behind that which is posted. I dont post much as I feel that its a bit like talking to those who allready know. Though sharing is good. Chris Namaste |
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Hi Greybeard
thanks for putting your thoughts out so eloquently yep i can tick all the boxes too, its great to find this article and be able to share it with those who are feeling the same way thanks for sharing ![]() |
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Thanks for directing me to this thread day it is bang on in how I see and feel about everything. Much of it I could apply to my current situation right down to questioning if following this way of thinking is even worth it as on the surface it has borne no real fruit yet and it still seems like we are chasing our tails like a dog at times so a big warm hearted thanks for finding this and sharing it with us
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Thanks friend and yea...and while it feels crummy to be in the eye..we look around and find we are Good Company- Glad youre here
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And I thought I was such a "bad" person because I didn't feel like doing the things mentioned in the one before the last group of symptoms...
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Day,
This a great thread. One of the things I have found particularly difficult, is temporarily having to return to things of old that I have already moved on from or let go of(or thought I did). I feel like kicking and screaming sometimes when this happens "Not this again! I already took care of this. I don't want to be here anymore!" I trust that these things of old will remain only as long as their purpose is served, and then they will be replaced by something new and better. Thank you for posting this! |
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Day.... You, Really do know what its like.... What a wonderful lady you are.
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I found a picture that while not the most beautiful artistically - the meaning of it seemed to fit how I am feeling -- Butterflies as you know mean transformation
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Day, you are touching the nerve. This is so profound..!
I feel my self exactly like that. And, I am sorry, but i will tell you again: You are inspiring light of Avalon! Love&Respect |
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This is exactly how i feel, thanks Day for the realisation i was well on my way of the journey.
It is nice to know that so many are going through this same transformation i was beginning to think it was just me. |
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Hi Jacqui sweet soul, thanks for sharing that...Im so glad we can find each other now
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Excellent thread Day. I feel like you just looked inside me and wrote down everything I've been feeling. It's not that I don't want to see people wake up, I have just lost the pull or drive to be the one to do it. People look at me like I speak a foreign language half the time.
The song, "My give a damn is busted" has been playing in my head, and I have felt guilty over it because I have always cared. Now, it seems except for a very small group of kindred souls I am closed off. I focus on my family and those of my circle. Yet, I feel centered and at peace. Blessings to you and all the rest who understand this as well. Love, Unified Serenity |
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Thanks to all on this thread, its good to share.
Is a anyone here Kundalini awakened? (energy running up the spine) While on the whole I am balanced, there are periods of intense lonliness, I want to be home, wherever that is. Just a feeling of not belonging. Times of great compassion and times of "Divine indiference" I realise that creation is unfolding in sheer perfection. On the one hand its seen as a vanity to believe that I can personally make a difference and yet I know that the power of prayer is immense. As has been said here allready. Im not interest in groups, what can be said?? Contact with others has diminished all by itself. I can break into tears when I see acts of inocent love. Closness of a couple walking down the street, or sadness when I see people quareling. I dont get what the "fuss" is most of time. Things are just seen from a different perspective. I play music at home with a friend. I enjoy it thouroughly in the moment but if it never happened agin then that would be ok. In some wys the way that I experience life now is quite unsettling and not "normal". No expectation, no regret. Somtimes seems a bit flat. That is the ego no doubt. Anyway that enough of me. Chris Namaste |
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Excellent thread Day...
It's comforting to know that I/we are not the only one's going through these symptoms...as we get closer we are all waking up... Remember all you Web Warriors keeeeeep waking the masses... viking Last edited by viking; 11-13-2009 at 04:43 PM. |
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I too resonate with 99.9% of this material...with the possible exception of this statement:
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I have researched much about the release of the kundalini does everyone feel the same and have the same experience when this happens? i would like to know from those more experienced ones who know of this, because i have been getting an over powering sense of love from the heart almost an ache i would say, intuition is spot on and hightened, seeing unclear visions from the third eye not colour though should this happen?
A feeling of alone but not lonely at one with myself and finding life around me difficult on a daily basis i am now finding this life so mundane, when all i want to do is move on with the change. I feel excited, confused with the dis info that we read consistantly, and feel sad to see when i look about me out in the public how closed their minds are, i want to help but feel helpless, because i know i would be ridiculed for my believes, does anyone else feel like this? |
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Well done Day!
I wake up every morning and ask myself why am I still here. The last 6 months have had so much clearing away of this old world it makes my head spin. A few weeks ago, I saw what looked like another dimension with a white fuzzy haze to it as I looked inside of it. It was as though I could have reached in and grabbed a hand rail and pulled myself into it. It's right here right now. Everything has been cleared away. My business, my family, friends but just a few left, the bills, everything that I used to get up and go to work for is now gone. I have my truck, boat, camper, and personal things left. I have no desire to go and find meaningless work, jump into another relationship, or anything else that would further tie me to this world. The only thing I find myself waiting on is for Gaia to do her stuff. This forum only keeps my brain occupied, other wise I could do without it. In the meantime I still am working on assisting others who have asked for that assistance. Otherwise, I don't just jump in anymore like I use to. When that stops, I guess it will all stop. I'm in the waiting mode. The calm before the storm is how I feel about it. The eye of the storm would seem to be more appropriate. It is good to see that I am not alone although it sure seems like it. That peaceful feeling came about 6 weeks ago. That pure centered feeling. No fear whatsoever. I'm ready to go. Sooner than later I hope. Thank-you for posting this and thanks to everyone who posted here also. I think when enough of us find ourselves here, Gaia will then do her thing. Just don't go back to where you came from with any of it and we will get there much sooner. Love and Blessings to all who've posted here. |
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Thank you for posting this- I relate to this.
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