am i crazy?

[skyrimirre]

This sounds like Ascension syndrome. If you will check out some of the postings here, likely in spirituality section, maybe you will see.
It is true that there is nothing that is going to work out right until you
"see" the light. Many of us are gearing towards ascending and the earth's ascension also. Therefore, there is a winding up of old energy ways.
It is a very common ascending person's lament, especially before they
are able to conceive of why.

[777 The Great Work]

You are becomming and your mind is expanding,I feel the same way.

[DoctorJac]

There is a lot happening in the world, and if one is sensitive, it can surely be felt. Much of what is going on doesn't feel comfortable. It's important to get comfortable being uncomfortable. Changes that are occurring (many of which appear as destructive) are in my estimation the imbalance required to move forward, just as walking is a dynamic imbalance required for motion.

Another way to look at it is that there is an increase of pressure in the "system" of 3D. In order for forward motion to occur, there must be a build-up of pressure as in a steam engine, a piston, or a weather system. It's uncomfortable, but necessary for change.

"Going crazy", in my mind is not the problem, but rather the reflection or evidence of the reaction to the aforementioned pressure. I suspect there will be those who will "go crazy" as this pressure keeps increasing (as it evidently is). Let us allow the pressure to build in order to propel us forward with whatever this creative process brings. And hang onto your trousers, it's gonna be a bit bumpy!

[godisindetails]

Originally Posted by skyrimirre

This sounds like Ascension syndrome. If you will check out some of the postings here, likely in spirituality section, maybe you will see.
It is true that there is nothing that is going to work out right until you
"see" the light. Many of us are gearing towards ascending and the earth's ascension also. Therefore, there is a winding up of old energy ways.
It is a very common ascending person's lament, especially before they
are able to conceive of why.

i just found this when i was searching for ascension syndrome

Twelve Signs of Your Awakening Divinity

See their website for further articles

By Geoffrey Hoppe and Tobias

1. Body aches and pains, especially in the neck, shoulder and back. This is the result of intense changes at your DNA level as the "Christ seed" awakens within. This too shall pass. (yes i do get pain on a regular basis in neck and back)

2. Feeling of deep inner sadness for no apparent reason. You are releasing your past (this lifetime and others) and this causes the feeling of sadness. This is similar to the experience of moving from a house where you lived in for many, many years into a new house. As much as you want to move into the new house, there is a sadness of leaving behind the memories, energy and experiences of the old house. This too shall pass. (absolutely and i feel like so sad thats its unlike anything else)

3. Crying for no apparent reason. Similar to #2 above. It's good and healthy to let the tears flow. It helps to release the old energy within. This too shall pass. (havent really had this)

4. Sudden change in job or career. A very common symptom. As you change, things around you will change as well. Don't worry about finding the "perfect" job or career right now. This too shall pass. You're in transition, and you may make several job changes before you settle into one that fits your passion. (i changed the career in the past few months and before that it was about 5 years ago)

5. Withdrawal from family relationships. You are connected to your biological family via old karma. When you get off the karmic cycle, the bonds of the old relationships are released. It will appear as though you are drifting away from your family and friends. This too shall pass. After a period of time, you may develop a new relationship with them if it is appropriate. However, the relationship will be based in the new energy without the karmic attachments. (i feel i am not attached to anyone this is just an inner feeling. on the above i make everyone believe that i am attached to them but from inside its not that way)

6. Unusual sleep patterns. It's likely that you'll awaken many nights between 2:00 - 4:00 a.m. There's a lot of work going on within you, and it often causes you to wake up for a "breather." Not to worry. If you can't go back to sleep, get up and do something rather than lay in bed and worry about humanly things. This too shall pass. (not exactly between 2-4 am but yes i do have unusual sleep patterns sometimes i just feel at ease even if i sleep only for 3-4 hours a day and sometimes i feel very less energetic even if i have a normal sleep of around 7 hours)

7. Intense dreams. These might include war and battle dreams, chase dreams or monster dreams. You are literally releasing the old energy within, and these energies of the past are often symbolized as wars, running to escape and boogeyman. This too shall pass. (this one has to be on top of the list. do get such intense dreams that it just boggles my mind every morning when i wake up. dreams like am being chased by something or someone or some animal and then am chasing them and then fighting dreams)

8. Physical disorientation. At times you'll feel very ungrounded. You'll be "spatially challenged" with the feeling like you can't put two feet on the ground or that you're walking between two worlds. As your consciousness transitions into the new energy, you body sometimes lags behind. Spend more time in nature to help ground the new energy within. This too shall pass. (havent really come acrossed this one but may be i never tried to notice it)

9. Increased "self talk." You'll find yourself talking to your Self more often. You'll suddenly realize you've been chattering away with yourself for the past 30 minutes. There is a new level of communication taking place within your being, and you're experiencing the tip of the iceberg with the self talk. The conversations will increase, and they will become more fluid, more coherent and more insightful. You're not going crazy, you're just Shaumbra moving into the new energy. (this one again is one of the top of the list. i just keep on talking to myself loudly enough or just inside. i can say that i can never rest my mind)

10. Feelings of loneliness, even when in the company of others. You may feel alone and removed from others. You may feel the desire to "flee" groups and crowds. As Shaumbra, you are walking a sacred and lonely path. As much as the feelings of loneliness cause you anxiety, it is difficult to relate to others at this time. The feelings of loneliness are also associated with the fact that your Guides have departed. They have been with you on all of your journeys in all of your lifetimes. It was time for them to back away so you could fill your space with your own divinity. This too shall pass. The void within will be filled with the love and energy of your own Christ consciousness. (yes certainly)

11. Loss of passion. You may feel totally disimpassioned, with little or no desire to do anything. That's okay, and it's just part of the process. Take this time to "do no-thing." Don't fight yourself on this, because this too shall pass. It's similar to rebooting a computer. You need to shut down for a brief period of time in order to load the sophisticated new software, or in this case, the new Christ-seed energy. (absolutely)

12. A deep longing to go Home. This is perhaps the most difficult and challenging of any of the conditions. You may experience a deep and overwhelming desire to leave the planet and return to Home. This is not a "suicidal" feeling. It is not based in anger or frustration. You don't want to make a big deal of it or cause drama for yourself or other. There is a quiet part of you that wants to go Home. The root cause for this is quite simple. You have completed your karmic cycles. You have completed your contract for this lifetime. You are ready to begin a new lifetime while still in this physical body. (again its the same i feel)

[Bobcat]

Originally Posted by godisindetails

i just found this when i was searching for ascension syndrome

Twelve Signs of Your Awakening Divinity

See their website for further articles

By Geoffrey Hoppe and Tobias

1. Body aches and pains, especially in the neck, shoulder and back. This is the result of intense changes at your DNA level as the "Christ seed" awakens within. This too shall pass. (yes i do get pain on a regular basis in neck and back)

2. Feeling of deep inner sadness for no apparent reason. You are releasing your past (this lifetime and others) and this causes the feeling of sadness. This is similar to the experience of moving from a house where you lived in for many, many years into a new house. As much as you want to move into the new house, there is a sadness of leaving behind the memories, energy and experiences of the old house. This too shall pass. (absolutely and i feel like so sad thats its unlike anything else)

3. Crying for no apparent reason. Similar to #2 above. It's good and healthy to let the tears flow. It helps to release the old energy within. This too shall pass. (havent really had this)

4. Sudden change in job or career. A very common symptom. As you change, things around you will change as well. Don't worry about finding the "perfect" job or career right now. This too shall pass. You're in transition, and you may make several job changes before you settle into one that fits your passion. (i changed the career in the past few months and before that it was about 5 years ago)

5. Withdrawal from family relationships. You are connected to your biological family via old karma. When you get off the karmic cycle, the bonds of the old relationships are released. It will appear as though you are drifting away from your family and friends. This too shall pass. After a period of time, you may develop a new relationship with them if it is appropriate. However, the relationship will be based in the new energy without the karmic attachments. (i feel i am not attached to anyone this is just an inner feeling. on the above i make everyone believe that i am attached to them but from inside its not that way)

6. Unusual sleep patterns. It's likely that you'll awaken many nights between 2:00 - 4:00 a.m. There's a lot of work going on within you, and it often causes you to wake up for a "breather." Not to worry. If you can't go back to sleep, get up and do something rather than lay in bed and worry about humanly things. This too shall pass. (not exactly between 2-4 am but yes i do have unusual sleep patterns sometimes i just feel at ease even if i sleep only for 3-4 hours a day and sometimes i feel very less energetic even if i have a normal sleep of around 7 hours)

7. Intense dreams. These might include war and battle dreams, chase dreams or monster dreams. You are literally releasing the old energy within, and these energies of the past are often symbolized as wars, running to escape and boogeyman. This too shall pass. (this one has to be on top of the list. do get such intense dreams that it just boggles my mind every morning when i wake up. dreams like am being chased by something or someone or some animal and then am chasing them and then fighting dreams)

8. Physical disorientation. At times you'll feel very ungrounded. You'll be "spatially challenged" with the feeling like you can't put two feet on the ground or that you're walking between two worlds. As your consciousness transitions into the new energy, you body sometimes lags behind. Spend more time in nature to help ground the new energy within. This too shall pass. (havent really come acrossed this one but may be i never tried to notice it)

9. Increased "self talk." You'll find yourself talking to your Self more often. You'll suddenly realize you've been chattering away with yourself for the past 30 minutes. There is a new level of communication taking place within your being, and you're experiencing the tip of the iceberg with the self talk. The conversations will increase, and they will become more fluid, more coherent and more insightful. You're not going crazy, you're just Shaumbra moving into the new energy. (this one again is one of the top of the list. i just keep on talking to myself loudly enough or just inside. i can say that i can never rest my mind)

10. Feelings of loneliness, even when in the company of others. You may feel alone and removed from others. You may feel the desire to "flee" groups and crowds. As Shaumbra, you are walking a sacred and lonely path. As much as the feelings of loneliness cause you anxiety, it is difficult to relate to others at this time. The feelings of loneliness are also associated with the fact that your Guides have departed. They have been with you on all of your journeys in all of your lifetimes. It was time for them to back away so you could fill your space with your own divinity. This too shall pass. The void within will be filled with the love and energy of your own Christ consciousness. (yes certainly)

11. Loss of passion. You may feel totally disimpassioned, with little or no desire to do anything. That's okay, and it's just part of the process. Take this time to "do no-thing." Don't fight yourself on this, because this too shall pass. It's similar to rebooting a computer. You need to shut down for a brief period of time in order to load the sophisticated new software, or in this case, the new Christ-seed energy. (absolutely)

12. A deep longing to go Home. This is perhaps the most difficult and challenging of any of the conditions. You may experience a deep and overwhelming desire to leave the planet and return to Home. This is not a "suicidal" feeling. It is not based in anger or frustration. You don't want to make a big deal of it or cause drama for yourself or other. There is a quiet part of you that wants to go Home. The root cause for this is quite simple. You have completed your karmic cycles. You have completed your contract for this lifetime. You are ready to begin a new lifetime while still in this physical body. (again its the same i feel)

Oh my god. You just described everything I feel

"feeling a bit dizy"

Bobcat

[sunshineseastar]

Originally Posted by godisindetails

i just found this when i was searching for ascension syndrome

Twelve Signs of Your Awakening Divinity


12. A deep longing to go Home. This is perhaps the most difficult and challenging of any of the conditions. You may experience a deep and overwhelming desire to leave the planet and return to Home. This is not a "suicidal" feeling. It is not based in anger or frustration. You don't want to make a big deal of it or cause drama for yourself or other. There is a quiet part of you that wants to go Home. The root cause for this is quite simple. You have completed your karmic cycles. You have completed your contract for this lifetime. You are ready to begin a new lifetime while still in this physical body. (again its the same i feel)

this is what i feel in the deepest depths of my soul.......no your not crazy.....this planet is totaly fu**ed up....and your pickin up the vibes.......

[Dantheman62]

Get a pet!, if you already have one get another!, Go buy somebody dinner, go camping, if it's not to cold! Give some money away to someone, even if it's just alittle. Change your routine up alittle, maybe donate some time at an animal shelter or Humane Society.

Originally Posted by godisindetails

i just found this when i was searching for ascension syndrome

Twelve Signs of Your Awakening Divinity

See their website for further articles

By Geoffrey Hoppe and Tobias

1. Body aches and pains, especially in the neck, shoulder and back. This is the result of intense changes at your DNA level as the "Christ seed" awakens within. This too shall pass. (yes i do get pain on a regular basis in neck and back)
[YES!! on an INTENSE level!!]

2. Feeling of deep inner sadness for no apparent reason. You are releasing your past (this lifetime and others) and this causes the feeling of sadness. This is similar to the experience of moving from a house where you lived in for many, many years into a new house. As much as you want to move into the new house, there is a sadness of leaving behind the memories, energy and experiences of the old house. This too shall pass. (absolutely and i feel like so sad thats its unlike anything else)

[YES!! INTENSELY, Nothing about me/my circumstances, but a deep feeling of intense grief as though just lost love of my life or as though can feel others' pain/sadness directly]


4. Sudden change in job or career. A very common symptom. As you change, things around you will change as well. Don't worry about finding the "perfect" job or career right now. This too shall pass. You're in transition, and you may make several job changes before you settle into one that fits your passion. (i changed the career in the past few months and before that it was about 5 years ago)
[YES!! Sudden change in whole life!! 3 years ago, lost job/home/health and started having intense spirit experiences all at same time!!]

6. Unusual sleep patterns. It's likely that you'll awaken many nights between 2:00 - 4:00 a.m. There's a lot of work going on within you, and it often causes you to wake up for a "breather." Not to worry. If you can't go back to sleep, get up and do something rather than lay in bed and worry about humanly things. This too shall pass. (not exactly between 2-4 am but yes i do have unusual sleep patterns sometimes i just feel at ease even if i sleep only for 3-4 hours a day and sometimes i feel very less energetic even if i have a normal sleep of around 7 hours)
[No.2 on my list, has happened almost every night past 3 years, 2-4am woken by someone/presence next to bed, then given/shown messages or taken on 'journeys']


7. Intense dreams. These might include war and battle dreams, chase dreams or monster dreams. You are literally releasing the old energy within, and these energies of the past are often symbolized as wars, running to escape and boogeyman. This too shall pass. (this one has to be on top of the list. do get such intense dreams that it just boggles my mind every morning when i wake up. dreams like am being chased by something or someone or some animal and then am chasing them and then fighting dreams)
[always had these, but got MORE frequent and intense and also now 'journey' and get messages in dreams, mean Direct messages, not metaphors]


8. Physical disorientation. At times you'll feel very ungrounded. You'll be "spatially challenged" with the feeling like you can't put two feet on the ground or that you're walking between two worlds. As your consciousness transitions into the new energy, you body sometimes lags behind. Spend more time in nature to help ground the new energy within. This too shall pass. (havent really come acrossed this one but may be i never tried to notice it)
[Tell me about it! Had Vertigo past 3 years since this started. Even lying down in bed!! And also sometimes feeling I'm physcially 'lost' even though know my surroundings well, or moments of such disorientation I have actually suddenly forgotten where I am, where I live, and suddenly don't recognise who I am with/talking to.. that is SPOOKIEST and SCARIEST feeling, and has been witnessed and medically checked out!]

9. Increased "self talk." You'll find yourself talking to your Self more often. You'll suddenly realize you've been chattering away with yourself for the past 30 minutes. There is a new level of communication taking place within your being, and you're experiencing the tip of the iceberg with the self talk. The conversations will increase, and they will become more fluid, more coherent and more insightful. You're not going crazy, you're just Shaumbra moving into the new energy. (this one again is one of the top of the list. i just keep on talking to myself loudly enough or just inside. i can say that i can never rest my mind)
[lol, always talked in own head, like thinking to self, but now also get clear answers!! From spirit. I mean, not voices in head, but externally audible answers. 'tis true]


10. Feelings of loneliness, even when in the company of others. You may feel alone and removed from others. You may feel the desire to "flee" groups and crowds. As Shaumbra, you are walking a sacred and lonely path. As much as the feelings of loneliness cause you anxiety, it is difficult to relate to others at this time. The feelings of loneliness are also associated with the fact that your Guides have departed. They have been with you on all of your journeys in all of your lifetimes. It was time for them to back away so you could fill your space with your own divinity. This too shall pass. The void within will be filled with the love and energy of your own Christ consciousness. (yes certainly)
[Not loneliness, more a 'detachment' feeling, and also avoid crowds/noise and large social events. Though have had friends drift away since all these changes/illness/spirit stuff started!! lol ]

11. Loss of passion. You may feel totally disimpassioned, with little or no desire to do anything. That's okay, and it's just part of the process. Take this time to "do no-thing." Don't fight yourself on this, because this too shall pass. It's similar to rebooting a computer. You need to shut down for a brief period of time in order to load the sophisticated new software, or in this case, the new Christ-seed energy. (absolutely)
[have been 'forced' to do nothing, due illness etc, not loss of passion, but big changes in what I am passionate about]


12. A deep longing to go Home. This is perhaps the most difficult and challenging of any of the conditions. You may experience a deep and overwhelming desire to leave the planet and return to Home. This is not a "suicidal" feeling. It is not based in anger or frustration. You don't want to make a big deal of it or cause drama for yourself or other. There is a quiet part of you that wants to go Home. The root cause for this is quite simple. You have completed your karmic cycles. You have completed your contract for this lifetime. You are ready to begin a new lifetime while still in this physical body. (again its the same i feel)
[THIS IS MY NUMBER ONE!! Had this past 3 years, SO intense.., but also ever since NDE 3 years ago.. but past 3 years have felt like I'm 'trapped' or 'stuck' here, is SO intense I can often feel physically 'trapped'.. as if stuck in a lift/elevator.. and intense feeling of this earth/lifetime not being: where I belong or my true home ...... mind you.. I never felt anywhere was 'home' here, not truly.. and never really 'fitted in' to my family either (even though loving/safe etc).. and apparently I always asked as a child if I'd been adopted!!! I knew this wasn't 'home' and my family wasn't my REAL family from very early age! ]

I think we are all going through some of these changes, or will very soon... as I keep on and keep on being told.. (by My dear departed Gran and other Spirit Relatives/Gaurdians.. "Spirit will walk the earth soon! Sooner than you think. For all to see!!". Yes... seriously.[COLOR="Black"][/COLOR]

[rimax]

You're innerself is knocking at your door, you might want to try to open it.
FREEWILL!!!