just call me crazy!!!

[dagon]

I have a hard time hearing the voices when there around. I strain to catch bits and peaces. some is caught on vibration. I think its self. I have ask on many occasions to manifest. and felt like I was close once. but I got scared. and aborted the energy. wasn't ready I suppose. I have asked on many occasions who it is. and I gat a quick fast reply at times. almost instantly. self. like a slap on the wall and the vibration from the wall with a voice. only there is no wall its coming from. and im not sure if thats what its saying. this is more of a vibration. mixed with audio. if that makes any sence. any how. I do believe I am hearing things. LOL... and I just might be crazy. and so far thats ok with me... Its my thoughts it could be self. but I pray for my ancestors as well to guide me. as well as source. I just dont know for sure yet.. Im still forming thought and feeling about such things. trying to keep my mind and heart open. to the light.

I remember not long ago. a month or so, I was doing things in the house.I was in the kitchen and i stopped as I sometimes do when I feel energy around. and just close my eyes and try to feel the energy around me and be present in the moment. and I could hear a voice in my head. first I couldn't make out what was being said. and every once in a while I would hear what was being said. it was like a conversation was being held in the room but I couldn't hear it. and I would catch parts. and I would respond to what I thought I heard. or repeat what I heard. and I could hear somebody say he can hear me. and it said it several times. but this was like a conversation in my head. it wasn't like audio.. I thought it was interesting. but the conversation was to broke up to do any real communicating. maybe I should get a an evaluation. LOL...maybe I just heard sombody outside??? Im killing myself. LOL!!! where is my mind... where... is my mind...oh... so exposed i am... such a day dreamer I am...