A Few Understandings to Share, Part Two - Multi-dimensional Cosmic Change

[recallone]

I don't feel victimized. I did see how you were trying to claim that position of power over the conversation, however. I just didn't feel the need to point out the obvious contradictions within your own post to make my point. But since you've insisted...

"I had to see a lot of extreemly scary spiritual stuff..."
"...I could have saved myself alot of greif."
"I kept battleing, and battleing and battleing..."


In that case, here is your Meritorious Service Medal. Wear it with pride.

[conjuredUp]

Spiritual thug.... that is CLASSIC.

I keep seeing the Dali Lama with a mohawk and tats.
A bandana and love beads.
Hanging on the corner handing out flowers.
Sweet.

Good reading. Thanks, you bunch of brainiacs.

LOVELOVELOVE,
C

[tone3jaguar]

Originally Posted by recallone

I don't feel victimized. I did see how you were trying to claim that position of power over the conversation, however. I just didn't feel the need to point out the obvious contradictions within your own post to make my point. But since you've insisted...

"I had to see a lot of extreemly scary spiritual stuff..."
"...I could have saved myself alot of greif."
"I kept battleing, and battleing and battleing..."


In that case, here is your Meritorious Service Medal. Wear it with pride.

What ever, I have said what i am going to say about it.

[Czymra]

If you ever figure that none of you was wrong, I'd love to hear about it. See you in the past-life (or next dimension)!

[Unified Serenity]

It was great catching up on this thread, thanks for the back n forth exchange recall and tone.

It is interesting that I used to read tarot at Sowain for the community and one aspect done by another reader was the card for the year. You focused, drew a card and it represented the energy surrounding you for your lesson to work with that year.

I find I progress in an area with what feels like a hyper spiritual learning curve. Synchronicity happens during this time a lot in the places I go, people I meet, and understanding or more importantly letting go of stuff. Then I plateau and feels like a bit of a pendulum swing not backwards, but shifting of energy... as when my kids have their growing spurts. They chunk up a bit, grow like a weed, then look lean and grow into their new body and look really fit and strong. Then they can absorb more, chunk up etc.. That's how my path feels for me.

Ego is or has always been a big problem with me. I was gifted with so much and I'm super curious, independent / confident, exceptional athlete (well once until I was crippled in an auto accident 9 years ago) which taught me a lot of lessons. I'm just now really appreciating all that has happened, except not having the lean fit body I once had. Body is important to me, not to look sexy, but feeling strong and able. Now, I admit my limits, and have a lot of pain despite meditation, breathing, and trying to get healthy. So, all of this spiritual seeking for truth and walking the path of divine unity and love has so many dichotomies to me.

God, I feel as though I am rambling, but I can share with you all. I tear up now just appreciating the love and light I see within you all here, and connect with information you choose to share, and for that I do appreciate you all so much.

I guess my lesson right now is to learn to be ok with feeling weak and needing help. I am freakishly strong for a woman. Hell, I used to break my opponents tennis rackets with my serve (back when we had wood rackets), but that doesn't happen regularly even for the fastest serves. I can beat my strapping 16 yr old son arm wrestling, pick up my 130 pound wife like she is a twig, but I can't run, can't lose the weight I gained from my accident, and have a lot of pain. I see the universal truths of love and living honestly in truth with all, and want to exude that love and peace to all, and have gotten better at not being self focused, but then I think ****.... am I being selfish in this desire to walk this path because I want to evolve spiritually for self gain? Do I walk in detachment? How as a mother do I detach and yet still let my children feel loved? I care, I desire for them to walk in love and truth so am I detached..... ok I will quit rambling, and if you got this far, I commend you. If you feel anything in this and want to share, I am open.

Oh, I did want to say that I used to love debates, but no longer do. I like sharing information, but I really don't care if they agree or not with me. Not out of a haughty attitude, just "ok thanks for sharing" and move on. That was a big change for me. I still talk a lot, duh and share .... duh again, I mean look at my posts. Ok, verbosity is over. I feel good for sharing.

Thanks again