Encouraging humanness.

[Racsouran]

Many people hated me just by my intention to not to deny some parts of themselves they despise profoundly, to encourage not to repress themselves, to an extent. Most of the time that was enough excuse to broke a relation of friendship with those people.


so i asked myself, that, when it came to that kind of "encouraging to be human", i was wrong when i encouraged people on being what they are when they obviously refused, by the simple reason life don´t treated them well. Trauma. ok, the point.


but, if you wanna work at the best potential, you first have to know what the **** are you working with. Then comes the obvious problems: people don´t accept you to impose the knowledge you think is what they are because it´s what you think is what you are. Ok i see that perspective as right.


but the perspective i see as wrong, at least, in this silly times, is not to accepting what you are if you wan´t to survive, if the worst case scenario comes to be, at least, partially true. No matter if anyone comes here to preach you about true humanness.

I am stupid enough to love people who treat me like pure insignificant ****, to still trying after countless wounds on doing that work.


I am a ******* masochist, i should be, even without being aware of, i don´t care.


But, after seeing what i have seen, after feeling what i do feel everyday, i cannot act otherwise.