im new introduction

[astral racoon]

hi everybody i didnt know where to post this so i thought i would put it here

ill start by saying i have followed avalon for a long time and always had great things to read while i visited

hi im stuart im 26 i come from aberdeen in scotland i guess i am here because i wanted to broaden my thoughts alot more than i do..i have always beleived in other life ufos aliens and the paranormal and that there was something diffirent about the world that not alot of folk see or talk about but never quite understood most of it myself till i came here

as for myself well i am an enigma wrapped in a puzzle my whole life i have belived that i am on this earth to protect something or someone and i have yet to find it and it is kind of frustrateing i know it sounds strange but thats how i feel and it is a very deep feeling i have a christian freind who says to me that i have the armour of god because i am such a protective and passionate person i would give up my life for a freind or family at the drop of a hat zero questions

but i guess what has made me come onto the forums is that quite recently my girlfreind and i broke up and at the end of the relationship i was very angry and even scared myself as i have never ever experianced that before *i think it was mainly the probems we were haveing that pushed me* but either way it made me step back and look at who i had become.

then i seen the post the gland awakening post and it got me researching and i started listening to sootheing medetation music and found myself drifting off to sleep but before hitting deep sleep it would feel almost like i was floating but i was so at peace it was a fantastic feeling and i started to wonder if this ws the kind of thing that i needed to straighten my mind out again and i think i was half right as since i started i have regained some of my control and confidance.

as i was a very very confident guy who had great ambition.

so all in all i think i am here to walk with the experianced of the world and learn what i can from them and use that knowlage to help me in life to find my place here

thanks for reading sorry about the walls of text

stuart