Welcome seismorg. Your welcome. I hope you enjoy the videos. I'm encouraging esoteric studies...but I'm discouraging esoteric practices. I think we all should know about the secrets of the universe, and hidden forbidden knowledge...but I think a lot of the practices and rituals are demonic in nature...and that they are very dangerous...to say the least. Watch the Leo Zagami (a real lose cannon)
http://projectcamelot.org/leo_zagami.html and Jordan Maxwell
http://projectcamelot.org/jordan_maxwell.html interviews by Project Camelot. They should scare the hell out of you. Knowing where the quicksand is...doesn't mean that you have to get stuck in it. To gain the best kind of spirituality...go for long walks in nature, and listen to a lot of inspiring music. Perhaps this thread should be called 'Esoterics for Dummies'.
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