Re: Have you unexpectedly changed recently?
I find myself mentally saying "blessings" to others that I might cross paths with. I don't really prefer that word "blessings" but I direct mental thoughts to others like "may you listen to your heart, may you find peace within, may you help someone today"... that sort of thing.
I say thank you to the hens for their eggs, and speak my gratitude to the vegetables growing in the greenhouse... I speak to them as friends. I tend to them w/conscious care.
There are a handful of friends that I connect with regularly who are spiritual minded and keep up w/what's going on in the world.... I can hardly stand ANY small talk whatsoever, yet I am thoughtful to be kind to others.
I don't get upset about things as frequently as before yet I don't get excited either... almost too flatlined...lol
As for TV I watch Jesse Ventura and Fringe.
I have decided to get an appatus to download from the computer that I can walk aroung with a listen to interviews... I'm online wayyyyy to much.
I've also been having very detailed, love filled dreams at night. I really don't eat a lot of sweets, however, this past weekend, I ate 1/4 of a pan of the most incredibly tasting fudge, ohmygawd I couldn't get enough... arghhh! lol
Cheers!
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