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mntruthseeker · 06-13-2009, 10:30 PM

I wasnt able to find the videos I talked about but I did see where another "apology" was given by the pope just in April 09 I need to accept that and it is hard for me.

I know that its still going on and in my studies it says we need to accept this as their lessons they said they could do but its a very hard thing for me to do.

I want to hold them all close to me and protect each and everyone and I know I can only do that in my mind.

In my dreams, it is me in such places as Father Flanagans boystown and it makes me shiver. It is one that hold such terror for me and I'm sure, it is one I need to work on. Right now seeing it out there and even writing about it does some good and I can actually feel a relief inside.

I just feel bad when I hear stories like Arizona's and I heard the pain in her voice as she spoke. Its understandable............and its real.

06-13-2009, 10:30 PM	#13
mntruthseeker Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Sep 2008 Location: Minnesota Posts: 2,482	Re: Arizona Wilder Testimony - Spanish / English I wasnt able to find the videos I talked about but I did see where another "apology" was given by the pope just in April 09 I need to accept that and it is hard for me. I know that its still going on and in my studies it says we need to accept this as their lessons they said they could do but its a very hard thing for me to do. I want to hold them all close to me and protect each and everyone and I know I can only do that in my mind. In my dreams, it is me in such places as Father Flanagans boystown and it makes me shiver. It is one that hold such terror for me and I'm sure, it is one I need to work on. Right now seeing it out there and even writing about it does some good and I can actually feel a relief inside. I just feel bad when I hear stories like Arizona's and I heard the pain in her voice as she spoke. Its understandable............and its real.