[Harper]

Yes anyone one who is experiencing something new is very confused, all new ideas are frightening not for what they are but for what you now must do because you know the new thing. You can't unknow something, you can hide from it OK and that creates separation or you can disrespect yourself enough to doubt the feeling in your gut, but somewhere inside you know and it will keep coming back to haunt you unless you face it. And with all things once faced, however bad, you realise that it is way better to know in the first place.

Like when an addict finally faces the truth, they are way more vunerable than they were when they were inside of the addiction, sure that they were right and justified.

No one has even half the answers to all the possible questions but I do really really believe that if you ask the question then you must know or know how to get the answer. Its the question that's important.

"The torch of doubt and chaos, this is what the sage steers by."

Thanks for your kind words