The best person to turn to is Stewart Swerdlow;
http://expansions.com/
Here's a radio show he was on
http://www.redicecreations.com/radio...ICR-080710.php
Stewart was formerly a mind control subject in the Montaulk Project but he now teaches how to heal and de-program using Archetype symbols and colours - if you contact him he will help you.
All the very best, Dan.