[greybeard]

Hi Gnosis5
Yes being special as a singularity or as part of a group, is unecessary.
Laughed at your joke.
Think we all have bench mark moments.
One of mine was walking down the road, I suddenly ralised I wasent making the legs move.
I got fascinated just letting it happen.
Then it occoured to me I dident have to be confident, have seelf estem, I just had to let anything happen in the moment without thinking about it, including my action.

15 years ago I owned a Redsidential Home for he Elderly and was also was Chairman of the Homes Association and therfore responsible for negotiating the rate for placement in all the homes in the area.
Could have been very stressful, such responsabiity. I just loved the elderly, loved the staff, they taught me so much about service from the heart, I just made a decision to enjoy work and let whatever happen happen. Eventually the place had to close, along with many other homes through out UK, that broke my heart for one day. A lifes work gone. Just accepted it and moved on.

Just surrendering the fruits of the act takes all the stress out of it.
There is a faith in God that is confirmed. I am looked after.
I was about to be made homeless 4 years ago and out of the blue I got a council house.
This story is not bout me but what happens when you, let go, let God.
My needs are met, effortlessly.

With Love
C