Bashar: Questioner experiences meltdown in Scientology
I experienced a happy meltdown when I first came into Scientology as I knew nothing I was being confronted with fit into my mental templates about the mind or the spirit, and I knew my life would never be the same again if I followed this path. Definitely pushed my IQ up several notches from the books and lectures (which are all free now).
Wish I had followed it with more personal integrity, but I would still follow it today, only with more personal integrity and outside the formal Church.