i can sure relate - to big powerful dad
i remember at 19; seeing him cry, at his dad's funeral
as, an old soul, i was mortified/and, shocked
i could NOT relate at all, to this powerful being
my untopable dad, breaking down
- i thought he could handle anything~
i remember that day, how it really tried my belief systems
and, shattered to pieces, the strength,
i thought he had ~ although, as, you grow-up
you realise - just how dangerous a lot of our
'stiff upper lip' upbringing - really is
and, the amount of 'heart based' work
you have to do
as, i thought, i did it all-and, then on 10/25/2007
my friend rebecca j, had to etherically rescue me
in the ethers, as, i sat ascended
between the worlds, with 'no' heart juices
and, without the heart part, done correctly
it was quite a learning lesson ~ you don't want to end up there
esp; if you got stuck alone
i was forunate, as, a simple telepath
brought her, to my side
however, your comment - of when they
enter into the 6th internal monad - on the way to their
7th internal monad-passing out of this lifetime for their next
you realise very fast -- you are NOT just your 'physical body'
how sad it was, to feel, his loss of physical power
and, how sad it is, to know,
that the trine/or trinity is in total control
and, it is NOT about sending healing, at all- to 3D bodies, only
in fact, healing ritual, can be really harmful,
if you break, certain protocols
it's got to be highest parts of you,
to highest parts of them
on a side NOTE
(this audit by the government - is trying my dragon of impatience LOL)
fortunately - it balances LOL
and, it is honest
(i do NOT need any 'bad' karma)
hopefully; i shall finish this - later tonight
(after making them 100's of copies)
geez--NOT, fun, at all !!!
(what a waste of 'real' time
