Re: Feeling un-motivated and quite out of place. And LOTS of paranormal stuff happeni
I always felt school was alien for me, couldn't understand why we had to learn all the drudge when life experience was what seemed more important.
Never been interested in the whole ambition thing was always happy to let someone else get that promotion so on.
Caring for others have always been my game, i have been a long time foster carer and child minder as well as bringing up my own kids.
Always thought i was different to the other kids, always thinking ahead what to do in case of this or that, always watching my back.
always knew that i could look after myself in a have to stay alive scenario.
And this sounds bad but always knew that i could kill if i had to save myself or anyone close to me.
Is that weird or not for a small kid to be thinking those things.
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