Thank you Moxi, I am relaxed now
I am now ready to join forces with militia and KILL for Liberty so when I leave this world and visit HaShem up there he/she/it (?) will not punish me, for he/she/it is a very judjemental entity I wouldn't want to **** off. Sorry dude, I watched the video for a second time and changed my mind. I see this as not a solution but a temporary patch.
Peace.