It seems the original thread was going on at
http://www.godlikeproductions.com/fo...sage161085/pg1 but this thread seem to have gotten corrupted and posts are missing etc and it doesnt make much sense, at least I have problems trying to get through it here.
I saw "Insider" mentioned some problems with posts not showing up in the saved document of the posts as well. Guess it might be some updates or other things that they've done on the servers since the original posts in 2005 were posted that could have caused this.
It seems the best preservation of the posts and answers from Insider is in the document I posted here in the first post.
Regarding where the insider is/was located, I felt Europe for some reason and Itally, but that may mean nothing and could as well be subconcious connections to other related things from that area.
In either case it was an interesting read that I could relate to in many levels, and it also gave me some new insights and things to consider.
Blessings,
-EA