[greybeard]

Originally Posted by Leunamros

You are not beyond it, you talk from it. You asks to be free of desire, from being full of desire as a condition; totally nonsense. Your ego is your desires, everyone of them, from wanting to be above, or wanting to trascend it. You despise yourself, that way. You are a human trying to avoid being human, trying to develop techniques to be alive without position on the cosmos. You cannot see yourself tiny, because you want to be above the pathetic being you are right now!.

You have to recognice how pathetic you are to love yourself, really. To see what´s beyond.

I did Leunamros.
Only through a spiritual awakening did I survive alcholism.
With respect

Chris