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Originally Posted by burgundia
Wouldn't you like to board one of those "ascension" planes?  |
To be perfectly honest (and not kid around), I really do want to ascend.
I am tired of this planet and feel like I have been mucking around here forever. Exploring the universe sounds GREAT in comparison to all the mundane nonsense that goes on here every day. I couldn't care less about houses, cars, bodies, sex, finding possible G-spots, etc. I've done it all in this life or other ones and I'm ready for something different. (However, I am getting on in my years. I can understand how someone young would feel differently!)
My problems are two:
1) I don't have any faith that the ascension will actually happen within the next month or so.
2) I am afraid I will not be found ready or worthy when it does come. Being older, my body has suffered from abuse and just the wear and tear of living in our present chemical and vibrational mess. However, I am making a genuine effort to "get some oil in my lamp", so to speak.