[slywinkl]

guess i haf to reply here then.

ok, to experience the deepest love you have to haf relese the greatest anger you haf.

to feel the greatest happyness you have to haf felt the deepest sadness.

i love all my emotions, good or bad as u say, but for there is no good or bad, they are all nessesary to experience this "life"

as i child i did not know what happyness was, i could not explain it until the day i had my cat ripped away from me while i see this person run over him with his car only to continue to drive while i lay in the grass weeping.

from that singular point i understood both sadness and happyness

i cherish my feelings, and each time i feel them come, be it anger, be it passion, be it love, be it anything, i focus it as hard as my mind can to get the purest of purest out of it.
to fully understand what it means to be a HU-Man.

you all haf your judgements, witch is fine, and the way it should be in a world like this.

but my freedom to do what i do is mine. so never tell me what i should or should not do please.

**--My uncle said to me when i was 10, we were working on the farm.*boy you only have to do one single thing in this life, and that is to die*--**