NPG, thanks for your concerns. I have had much support from those I know and those I don't, but family has been my rock of late.
Yes, the information is out there, seek and ye shall find, and we may not realise it when we do find it LOL
It is going to be an amazing few years leading up to 2012, even if nothing happens it will still be great. I am very fortunate and I know it regardless of what happens, isn't that something?