Re: You are so close
To fight for peace in my mind is just a little silly, you are correct, (in hindsight "battle" was the wrong word, maybe preservation would be better)
My true story was one for which I did not have any conscious desire , it happened as a human event and it was frightening, no one was there but me and perhaps my own powerful negative thoughts, but for no apparent reasoning I could judge then or now, all of a sudden I thought if I don't hang on I could go crazy right here in my own sitting room on an ordinary day. My body shuddered, like shock, you know when somethig hits you a half hour after the event, like falling off your bicycle or something that makes you shake when you imagine what could have happened but didn't. I don't know if I have been clear but the whole point was to do your best of hold on to love even in the most frightening of circumstances. And I guess people on this forum are in one way or another expecting these things to happen, I for one am not wishing myself off of the planet until I'm all used up :-) 100 or so I hope and no one lives a 100 years without some "bad" things happening. The mind is a dangerous place as the saying goes, and can make a hell of heaven or a heaven of hell. I'm all for the latter.
Do tell of your law of one, thing please, briefly. And where do you run to my friend?
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