[Sanat]

There seems to be a segregation process going on that has been intensifying this year. This will probably keep increasing for a while more. Both the dark and the Light goes to more extremes. As the deadline(s) approaches there is less and less time to experience what needs to be processed out of the system.

Personally I have only one friend left. Most of my childhood "friends" etc. fell away when the lessons I needed to learn from them was learned. Most of them are totally out of sync with what is going on and care only about material things and self-serving agendas. My parents are also lost and leads mechanical lives. They are not bad people, only very unconscious and out of sync. Trying to cope and "be in control". Scared about anything real.

I have simply accepted that this is how it is. Nothing personal after all. They gave me a body and a lot of "issues" that I guess I needed to process for my growth. Hehe. This is the dark night of the soul for mankind. Be happy you are on the winning team at least! Many souls will have to through this all over again...

All the turmoil is a tell tell sign that things are moving in the right direction in the healing process. All the dark is surfacing and is being processed accordingly. Just allow it and know there is Light in the end of the tunnel. Everyone on the planet are effected by this. Those that refuse to allow and grow may seem "fine" for a while more, but this will not pay off in the end. As the Zen Buddhism patriarc, Bodhidharma, said: "Your body and mind are the field. Suffering is the seed, wisdom the sprout, and buddhahood the grain."