Greeting's droid56 & raulduke
I believe you both represent the sentiments of many members and lurkers, that have been visiting this forum over the last year. It all comes down with finding and establishing peace within yourself. Life on this plane is simply a processing and filtering of ones experiences here.
What is truly important, is to unlearn by discernment all the falenesses put forth here and in this world then release it from your mind. This can only be done by honestly > listening-trusting and believing in oneself first. Then the truth (enlightenment), that we all should be seeking will be revealed and realized~ so one can move on.
In a nutshell~
Till then~ stay and continue your quest, you'll know when its time to leave
for the Assenbly of the Light awaits us all!
Gio