[Kamikaze]

Before when I was caught up more whit doomsday stuff I had a "wish" to go and escape my home to travel and find a "safe" place. But the effort needed to set it up for something so uncertain as world happenings good/bad was way to uncertain for me to try.
I've stayed in place and tried to find better understandings and knowledges about the world and in turn also found new paths in how to understand myself in various ways and to further my own mental evolution such to say.

Now I'm not all to inclined to find a safe haven to flee to. But now I rather have a urge to explore the world be it in safe or unsafe environments to gather experiences and more understandings etc one could gather in meeting people as such. I've yet to set out on any journey but to still to gather that required from within myself to be prepared for whatever that may come in my path.

I'm still gathering that which needs to be solved from within but I've started to take a short step forward whit my travels by taking walks locally every day. They are simple and uneventful but it helps and I like them so I keep it up. Just a little snack for my journeys nomad self until I'm really ready.