Hello all thanks for your sharing and experiences
Kevin you are the reason i got to know about this page and so much more information, thank you. I do also got to know about lots of the knowledge which you want to tell people which is happening or happend. I can imagine its hard for you to experience all the pain and cant see the beauty in the world.
When i tell people what i know they become speechless same like when you tell about your experiences. When you give people little hints its more easy to understand for them. They are still not aware of who they are but neither you or me. You cant go back you cant stay where you are so why not going deeper into the rabbit hole.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FNee0AU7RlA
We always have the choice. You dont need to believe but see it as an option of infinite possibilitys. There are beeings who serve themselves and who serve to others.
Those who serve for themself want power and knowledge over other beeings. Let them get all the power they want and they will realise they are alone when they keep all the power and knowledge for themself. And then they want to experience what happens when they do share this experiences even when its just a little at the beginning.
Those who serve to others want to share their experiences. So they share power and knowledge with others. And they experience joy and love.
Imagine everything is part of god even your shapeshifting beeings. So when you judge and divide the good from the evil you negate its part of god and yourself. When you go further there is no good or evil.
You share so much experiences to others and even if its all this pain it shows me even more what a great heart you have and why you suffer so much.