[Gnosis5]

Originally Posted by AscendingStarseed

One year ago I lost a five yr relationship, thought he was the love of my life....but, as I began to awaken the relationship dissolved.

My VERY best friend for the last 10 years drifted away in January, I can't even get her to tell me why...deep down I know it's the spiritual chasm that grew between us.

I spent 24 hours with my mother and sister this week, mom was visiting us in Los Angeles from Okla....I hardly even feel a part of my own family anymore, my views are spiritually aware while they still prefer to stay in denial and live a fantasy. They refused to even talk about, or acknowledge whats going on in the world and act if the problems will go away and won't affect them if they don't think about them.

From what I see PilotSimone, it doesn't appear that too many people are waking up. I have a few acquaintances, people I jsut met who have begun to ask me questions and appear to awakening...but I don't see it happening en masse or to the people I've known my entire life.

If the ET's really want to help humanity awaken, I don't see it happening until without a global decloaking...the Americans need a huge kick in the pants to wake them up and that's the only thing I can think of that will do it. People are too busy, brainwashed, arrogant, self serving and closed minded to pay attention and do the research necessary to get to where PA/PC members are in awareness.

And those are just the ones who don't have alcohol, sex, drug (street drugs and prescription meds) or gambling addictions....anyone caught in that dense energy surely doesn't have the focus for spiritual awareness it takes to be spiritually aware.

PA/PC members are kind of spiritual misfits...right now those of us here are way ahead of the pack in our awareness and that can be very threatening to people who aren't spiritually grounded. We're riding on the cusp of change and for most people change threatens their way of life and their belief systems. Therefore people who aren't on our level spiritually will tend to back off because we threaten their sense of security and the falsehoods that they have bought in to.

Right now I find myself with very few real friends left, but I also recognize that the old world is falling by the wayside to make room for new people, experiences and opportunity's for growth. It's time to move on to where I can build a new life with people who think like myself and have similar visions of the future...

For all of us it's a time for change, maybe you need to make a similar move for yourself to find a community of people who are on your wavelength and are fighting to build a world of peace, love, order and beauty. The fact that a 19 yr relationship ended for you is also a sign that you are growing and making progress, the Lighter your energy becomes the less compatible it is for those whose energy is denser than yours. It's like oil and water, they just don't mix well....they repel each other.

When that started happening to me I felt a bit lonely and bereft too, but you know what happened? My world gradually opened up and gravitated to beings who share my intense interest in helping people realize their full potential. At first, during the confusion and loss this did not seem possible, but now I am so much happier being around people who see the situation here and are doing something about it.

best,
Gnosis