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Originally Posted by Lionhawk
Namaste' Stargazer
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Namaste' LionHawk...
I suffer with only glimpses of what I once was.....I have to hear something before my conscioness comes out and says "That's the truth" and these days there is not much it thinks is truth anymore. It's like it's giving me clues, resolve and when the time comes the light bulb will go off and I'll say "Oh...that's why!!"
VERY FRUSTRATING!!
I feel the earth change every day and it's getting stranger and stranger....It's like the Sunlight is unnatural now.
Weather is nowhere near what I can remember.
But I don't fear....I'm ready for whatever...
I have a 4 year old and I'm teaching her all the things held back from me....
Life out there....What are we.....What happens when I get old and die...
She is just full of questions....and I try to answer each one with the truths I know.
I want to make this place better for her....she deserves it.
There are so many children that I see no hope in their eyes.
They imitate the grown ups....with no hope in their eyes
I feel so sad for the children.......