[Irving]

Are Lock N Load and I really the only two who find this worthy of discussion? I think its the best thread on this whole board. haha. Well maybe not the best, but I love dark humor. It's not just humor though, its serious too.

Come on now, I want to see peoples true colors. Do you want a bit of anarchy and adventure and then peace? Do you want things to move slowly into peace with no chaos at all? Do you want straight up and utter chaos for all eternity?

I ultimately want peace and a golden age but I also want a bit of chaos and adventure before that peace arrives. I mean, I don't want people to get hurt necessarily, but where's the adventure in simply having things move straight towards peace with no problems? There has been too much buildup at this point! I think I am entitled to my slice of anarchy!

I think its the duality inside of me, I am very open, honest, loving and genuine, but I am also an interesting man with a bit of a dark and twisted sense of humor. Its light and dark, I gladly embody both, love to be both and can't wait until economic collapse or some other societal disintegration. It entertains me that our entire system is incredibly vulnerable to "terrorist" attacks, economic collapse, food shortages, riots, potential revolutions and so forth. Bring it on! Now, before you just label me as immature and ignore this thread, I suggest giving my "childish attitude" some philosophical thought.

Because really, since everything is a divine flow, chaos, I think, must ensue in order for vast change to take place. It's like reorganizing your bedroom. If you don't like the current setup you must reorganize that room into a way that suits your desire. There is no way that your bedroom is magically going to appear into the desired setup. Chaos must ensue in that bedroom, of this I am positive. So, my Avalon friends, I say to thee, bring on the divine bouts of chaos and have no fear. It is but an adventure with an end goal of peace. It is a movie to watch unfold and to be a character within and to try to help others during.

We are fortunate souls, here at Avalon, because we realize the nature of this collective dream that we are having. I think that the best help that we can ever give to anybody during the coming times is to help them mentally and spiritually by simply spreading the message of love and to never be afraid, ever, for any reason. Maybe my attitude seems a bit childish or not serious enough, and this would be exactly correct and I am proud of it. I think that it is ultimately about conquering our fears and embracing the potential short period of chaos that we, as a species, have clearly earned. What do you think?