being a leader is not tuff. making the decision to lead is where the true challenge lies in my experience. Its a matter of " The first step is the hardest step in the longest journey" I think thats how it gose. Its times like these where I say to my self am i really awake or have I just got a taste of what awake could be. I think its the taste and its time to start livin this. The time is soon for me. Now would upset my ballence i need a plan of action. Ill get to work this is true wake up work here. such little things like seashore saying hey go make a comment can change a persons life.