[Antonia]

I agree oxyorthomoron!....

Ya kind of get weary of the whole darn thing....it's all such a burocratic, non productive mess.... At times I wish it was all like I thought is was like when I was a kid... I.E... You were born, tried to live a good life... were kind and helpful to others... died at some point and went to a better place ...end of!...but.... I guess we made a deal and elected to fall in to this part of the Matrix... Either to learn or help other who were trapped here.... (The good guys and the bad guys) who then selves chose to "Fall" and end up here so I guess we all have a lot of work on our plates.... but ....the good guys seem at last to have a chance of winning and geting them selves and the rest of those who want to go , Out of Dodge? I guess we created this matrix, way way back and wanted to play the game.... and now towards the end we are battle weary. But I think this is the darkest hour before the dawn and we will complete the programe.... Only trouble is I'm sure when we've done that we will probably want to do it all again! And go of and create a brand new matrix with good guys , bad guys, learners. travlers, etc... I think it's in our nature... if we are all indeed tiny aspects of the original source or creator, that means we can't helpi t.....