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i remember clearly being in my mother's womb ... for me not a pleasant experience ... being placed there ... knowing the life experience i was about to enter would not be a cake walk ... and yet ... not knowing the details ... but knowing it was all for purpose ...

i remember my mother giving birth to me ... in the next few months i recall not experiencing very much contact with my parents ... i remember mostly being left on my own ... ok by me ... i simply observed my environment and the world around me ... was always content ... my mother said i very rarely cried ... she could count the times on one hand ... i was quite entertained just watching ...

i remember an incident when i was seven months old ... i was in the dining room experiencing something very new ... it was boredom ... there was an interesting plant across the room that i wanted to feel its big green waxy leaves ... i remember experiencing my first actual process of thought ... i needed to get to that plant and thus fulfill the boredom i was experiencing ...

something came over me ... telling me to get up ... go to the plant ... and so i did ... i was sitting at the time and got up and began to walk over to it ...

it was like the world came to a stop ... i stopped as well for i felt shock from my parents ... they weren't saying anything in that moment ... but i felt their energy ... i stopped because i thought i did something wrong ... when i figured out all was well ... i continued my journey to the plant and when i arrived i remember holding the leaves ... turning to my parents and laughing so hard ... mission accomplished!

after that ... i remember everything fluently ...