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day 11-12-2009 05:50 AM

The Ascension Process and Common Experience
 
For those of you experiencing the process of ascension - here are some aspects. Not everyone is experiencing the same processes. Just know that you are not alone...


Author Karen Bishop

Below are some common experiences of leaving the old world behind, what they mean, and some tools for comfort:

* You suddenly feel like you have jumped off a cliff with no net, with strong feelings of no sense of place and nothing to hold onto.

This is an indication that you have made a separation from older and denser energies that are now residing where you are not. This occurs many times during the ascension process, each time that a critical mass is met within and sometimes without. This feeling always passes in time, even though it can feel very uncomfortable when it is occurring. We can take comfort in knowing that these feelings always pass, and that we eventually begin to recognize and accept them the more often they occur.

* No one seems to notice you, pay attention to you, or give you much, if any, regard.

Although this can create uncomfortable feelings of dis-respect, irreverence and even abuse, know that the individuals that are not "seeing" you are in a completely different space. In the old world, many individuals have not yet evolved out of themselves, and thus, are seeing through a substantial wall of density or ego. It is still all about what is inside of them, as they are not yet ready to see that everything around them is part of one beautiful whole, that each and every one of us is a brilliant light comprising that whole, and we are all one. The higher we vibrate, the more invisible we become, and the more noticeable it is. You will know when you are "seen" and revered, and these are the individuals that you will eventually choose to spend time with. The nature spirits always see us, and they are wonderful to spend time around. Staying in your own personal sanctuary can help as well. As more and more souls on the planet begin not taking things personally, they will be freed up and begin to see what is around them as well.

* It is difficult to be in crowds and you are no longer able to participate in anything that has to do with group energy.

Unless the group is a very unusual one, where each and every member is honored and respected for who they are and what they are there to contribute, with equal amounts of involvement, and a similar purpose that is a passion for each member, groups will no longer work for you. In higher level groups there are no leaders and everyone is on equal turf and very "seen," with much gratitude and reverence. Also, being around groups or crowds brings in a large array of differing energy, and the more highly sensitive we become, the less we are able to process or handle too much differing energy all at once. In the higher realms, things are very simple as so much of anything vibrating lower has been transmuted or shed. There is not so much density or variation to wade through or feel. Opinions do not exist and all of the energy is always going in the same direction. Thus, groups from the old world can feel downright awful once we have departed from that world. Fun groups that are here to vibrate fun and enjoyment, with no agendas while everyone involved is going in the same direction are always good ones to be involved with at any time on our journey.

* You feel very lonely, have but a few friends and loved ones left that you regularly connect to, and no one really thinks like you do, nor understands your view of reality.

We can try time and again to make new friends, connect with new people, and join new groups, but unless these energies are vibrating where we are, it can always seem that we are going in two very different directions. It is very common with the ascension process to feel like everyone else is at the end of one long tunnel, so very far away and difficult to reach. In addition, the more we evolve, the more we find that New Age and "spiritual" groups no longer fit, as many times they contain old and stale energy, as well as spending far too much time focusing on intentional spirituality, which does not exist is the higher realms. It can be extremely difficult, if not impossible, to go back to energies that we have evolved out of...they become simply intolerable. Love always vibrates high, and even though we may not see eye to eye with everyone we encounter or connect to, connecting to the energy of love can always serve as the one and only connector or commonality and will keep alive relationships that may have otherwise dissolved.

* You have simplified your life to a large degree, removed yourself from lower and denser energies, and you feel that there is nowhere left to go.

Congratulations! You have now reached your center, or rather the eye of the storm, the space in between thoughts, the now, and where it all is. In addition, the higher vibrating realities have not yet been created, thus, there is nowhere to go that matches where you are now vibrating. Once we reach the eye of the storm, we begin to effortlessly create much of anything that we need or want. We begin creating effortlessly, as all we need do is be still, entertain a thought very randomly, and what we desire to connect to arrives in no time. I have this experience all the time, as I know many of you do as well, so I know it to be very true and very possible. Very soon, this will be the only reality that we experience, and this is happening now. Feeling confident enough in leaving the old world behind, will naturally place us here. This is a very protected space as well.

* You no longer have a desire to heal others, bring up the vibration of the planet, teach new ways of being, read spiritual materials, meditate, SAVE anything or anyone, or participate in anything that has a spiritual intent.

The planet has now reached a new level. Your job is over. And even before this new level was reached, after each of us reaches a certain level of frequency within, we are now ready to lose that old purpose and get a real life. This means that we do not need to speak about spiritual matters, we do not need to read about them, and we do not need to learn anything new. We come to know that being spiritual occurs very naturally 24/7. We are then simply being spiritual without having an intent to do so. Having an intent places us outside of our center and also comes from an old ego stance. Saving others or meddling with intentional desires to help others when not asked, is also very out of alignment with being an Earth Angel. Spontaneously offering spiritual guidance or messages to others fits in this category as well. There is one exception to all of this and it has to do with our store-fronts. Because our store-fronts exist on the dimensional border, and not in the old reality, they will serve to assist others in getting to the next plateau, or to the other side. In this way, we will be asked for assistance, and those asking will be poised and ready to receive what they need through our store-fronts.

* You are so tired and weary of the old reality, that you do not care about anything anymore and simply give up with disappointment, exhaustion, apathy, and what feels like depression with a strong desire not to be here anymore. You think that nothing will EVER change. You are beyond discouraged.

You are now ready to be in the eye of the storm. You are now ready to leave the old behind. You needed to not care about what is happening elsewhere, as what is happening elsewhere no longer has anything to do with you. You had not yet realized that you had "died" and crossed over into a new reality. You were still hanging around in the old world and believing it was your world and about you. The outside, or old world, had to become so unpleasant that you would be willing to let it go. It felt acutely unpleasant, as you no longer belong there because you have died and are now being re-born. You will know when you have taken the plunge and trusted or become exhausted enough to let it all go, when you find yourself it states of great peace, contentment, trust, and calm. It is then that all your needs will be miraculously met with ease and you will feel a peace you have never known. And then...you will eventually meet others who are here as well and unite to create something very new. But before we can create something very new in a very new reality, we must first rejuvenate and restore ourselves.

http://www.emergingearthangels.com/heavensgate.pdf

Jonathon 11-12-2009 06:13 AM

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Thanks for this.

With the exception of the last 2 items, this has been my entire life (mostly). The latter 2 I am identifying with as of the last 3 months or so.

Nice to know it's not just me. Now I'm just trying to hold the peace.

day 11-12-2009 06:17 AM

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yea...but its good to be in the eye of the vortex :original:

BROOK 11-12-2009 07:43 AM

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Quote:

Originally Posted by day (Post 187348)
yea...but its good to be in the eye of the vortex :original:

That's my girl...you always amaze me :wub2:

dolphin 11-12-2009 08:23 AM

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day....thanks so much for this post. it's how i've been feeling. funny to mention crowds, can't stand being in a crowd or group setting. makes me wonder how i've managed to live in nyc for so long. all i want actually is to swim w dolphins.

Malletzky 11-12-2009 08:31 AM

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Day, thanks for posting this, it explains everything, the whole spectrum of how I feel at the moment, all my questions being answered!

:wub2::wub2:WOW, I could huge the whole world now, this is how I feel at the moment. :wub2::wub2:

Yeah, I might be in the eye of the vortex, but I'm definitely looking forward to experience the storm of LOVE...

with :wub2: and respect
malletzky

day 11-12-2009 08:51 AM

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yep..aint it great to feel so s...tty lol...

its good to know we're not alone ...and now I guess we trust in what it happening and just keep going like a seed in the soil :wub2:

greybeard 11-12-2009 10:26 AM

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Quote:

Originally Posted by day (Post 187373)
yep..aint it great to feel so s...tty lol...

its good to know we're not alone ...and now I guess we trust in what it happening and just keep going like a seed in the soil :wub2:

Thank you for this post Day.
I can tick all the boxes.
There are still some ego situations that I have to resolve/transcend but they are minor compared to what went before.

The only prayer now is " How may I serve you Beloved God?"

Eckhart Tolle said "We are on the verge of the bigest step forward in the evolution of human race since we left the sea."
Dr David Hawkins says "Time is short, if you think your late get on the path"

Many ways to God, Hawkins teaching is "Devotional Non-duality" which suits me.

The only reservation I have with the post is that having all the symptoms as described here is just having all the symptoms, there is no evidence that feeling this way means anything other than feeling this way. Smiling.

That is said with respect to the intention and love I feel behind that which is posted.

I dont post much as I feel that its a bit like talking to those who allready know. Though sharing is good.

Chris
Namaste

day 11-12-2009 10:58 AM

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Hi Greybeard
thanks for putting your thoughts out so eloquently

yep i can tick all the boxes too, its great to find this article and be able to share it with those who are feeling the same way

thanks for sharing:wub2:

Northern Boy 11-12-2009 03:10 PM

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Thanks for directing me to this thread day it is bang on in how I see and feel about everything. Much of it I could apply to my current situation right down to questioning if following this way of thinking is even worth it as on the surface it has borne no real fruit yet and it still seems like we are chasing our tails like a dog at times so a big warm hearted thanks for finding this and sharing it with us

day 11-12-2009 05:21 PM

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Thanks friend and yea...and while it feels crummy to be in the eye..we look around and find we are Good Company- Glad youre here :original:

burgundia 11-12-2009 05:26 PM

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And I thought I was such a "bad" person because I didn't feel like doing the things mentioned in the one before the last group of symptoms...

FIIISH 11-12-2009 05:57 PM

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Day,

This a great thread.

One of the things I have found particularly difficult, is temporarily having to return to things of old that I have already moved on from or let go of(or thought I did).

I feel like kicking and screaming sometimes when this happens
"Not this again! I already took care of this. I don't want to be here anymore!"

I trust that these things of old will remain only as long as their purpose is served, and then they will be replaced by something new and better.

Thank you for posting this!

Tango 11-12-2009 06:24 PM

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Day.... You, Really do know what its like.... What a wonderful lady you are.



Tango

day 11-12-2009 06:40 PM

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yea...Ill bet that many of us can relate to that and I know I like to take time away from the internet and people just to be in my own energy and be in thanks and gratitude.

More and more my thoughts just go with the Creator and being in the natural laws of nature.

Sharing our culture, legends and learning more about it and its great to meet other people who are feeling like I am and knowing ok...its just ok

the sense of waiting ...I am waiting is what I feel more and more as I go through these changes.

so I just want to say thanks to everyone for sharing cause it so real and down to earth...I love it and may we receive Comfort and Peace while we are waiting and continue to go through these changes

Unalanvhi adadoligi nutsosedvna nvwadohiyada adagaue nigada tsvginali
Creator bless comfort peace love (to) all my friends

day 11-12-2009 06:41 PM

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Quote:

Originally Posted by Tango (Post 187514)
Day.... You, Really do know what its like.... What a wonderful lady you are.



Tango

sgi Tango for your kind words...how wonderful to find how we each feel the same and are so real...its a true blessing my friend

day 11-12-2009 07:31 PM

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I found a picture that while not the most beautiful artistically - the meaning of it seemed to fit how I am feeling -- Butterflies as you know mean transformation


http://i755.photobucket.com/albums/x...t/BlackElk.gif

Oliver 11-12-2009 09:11 PM

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Day, you are touching the nerve. This is so profound..!
I feel my self exactly like that.
And, I am sorry, but i will tell you again: You are inspiring light of Avalon!

Love&Respect

Jacqui D 11-12-2009 11:02 PM

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This is exactly how i feel, thanks Day for the realisation i was well on my way of the journey.
It is nice to know that so many are going through this same transformation i was beginning to think it was just me.

day 11-12-2009 11:54 PM

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Hi Jacqui sweet soul, thanks for sharing that...Im so glad we can find each other now :wub2:

Unified Serenity 11-13-2009 06:29 AM

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Excellent thread Day. I feel like you just looked inside me and wrote down everything I've been feeling. It's not that I don't want to see people wake up, I have just lost the pull or drive to be the one to do it. People look at me like I speak a foreign language half the time.

The song, "My give a damn is busted" has been playing in my head, and I have felt guilty over it because I have always cared. Now, it seems except for a very small group of kindred souls I am closed off. I focus on my family and those of my circle.

Yet, I feel centered and at peace.

Blessings to you and all the rest who understand this as well.

Love,

Unified Serenity

greybeard 11-13-2009 08:32 AM

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Thanks to all on this thread, its good to share.
Is a anyone here Kundalini awakened? (energy running up the spine)

While on the whole I am balanced, there are periods of intense lonliness, I want to be home, wherever that is. Just a feeling of not belonging.

Times of great compassion and times of "Divine indiference" I realise that creation is unfolding in sheer perfection.
On the one hand its seen as a vanity to believe that I can personally make a difference and yet I know that the power of prayer is immense.

As has been said here allready. Im not interest in groups, what can be said??
Contact with others has diminished all by itself.

I can break into tears when I see acts of inocent love. Closness of a couple walking down the street, or sadness when I see people quareling.

I dont get what the "fuss" is most of time. Things are just seen from a different perspective.

I play music at home with a friend. I enjoy it thouroughly in the moment but if it never happened agin then that would be ok.

In some wys the way that I experience life now is quite unsettling and not "normal". No expectation, no regret. Somtimes seems a bit flat.
That is the ego no doubt.

Anyway that enough of me.


Chris
Namaste

viking 11-13-2009 10:15 AM

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Excellent thread Day...

It's comforting to know that I/we are not the only one's going through these symptoms...as we get closer we are all waking up...

Remember all you Web Warriors keeeeeep waking the masses...

viking

Rareheart 11-13-2009 12:26 PM

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I too resonate with 99.9% of this material...with the possible exception of this statement:
Quote:

The planet has now reached a new level. Your job is over.
I'd like to 'feel' this is true, yet, must say I disagree...my gut says the love of power still has the upper hand, as far as critical mass is concerned.

When my job is over...I'll feel it.

:original:

Jacqui D 11-13-2009 02:10 PM

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I have researched much about the release of the kundalini does everyone feel the same and have the same experience when this happens? i would like to know from those more experienced ones who know of this, because i have been getting an over powering sense of love from the heart almost an ache i would say, intuition is spot on and hightened, seeing unclear visions from the third eye not colour though should this happen?
A feeling of alone but not lonely at one with myself and finding life around me difficult on a daily basis i am now finding this life so mundane, when all i want to do is move on with the change. I feel excited, confused with the dis info that we read consistantly, and feel sad to see when i look about me out in the public how closed their minds are, i want to help but feel helpless, because i know i would be ridiculed for my believes, does anyone else feel like this?

Malletzky 11-13-2009 04:12 PM

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Quote:

Originally Posted by Jacqui D (Post 187791)
I have researched much about the release of the kundalini does everyone feel the same and have the same experience when this happens? i would like to know from those more experienced ones who know of this, because i have been getting an over powering sense of love from the heart almost an ache i would say, intuition is spot on and hightened, seeing unclear visions from the third eye not colour though should this happen?
A feeling of alone but not lonely at one with myself and finding life around me difficult on a daily basis i am now finding this life so mundane, when all i want to do is move on with the change. I feel excited, confused with the dis info that we read consistantly, and feel sad to see when i look about me out in the public how closed their minds are, i want to help but feel helpless, because i know i would be ridiculed for my believes, does anyone else feel like this?

..very similar to this Jacqui, very similar...we're all different as human individuals, therefore the "slightly" differences...

with :wub2: and respect
malletzky

Lionhawk 11-13-2009 04:27 PM

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Well done Day!

I wake up every morning and ask myself why am I still here. The last 6 months have had so much clearing away of this old world it makes my head spin. A few weeks ago, I saw what looked like another dimension with a white fuzzy haze to it as I looked inside of it. It was as though I could have reached in and grabbed a hand rail and pulled myself into it. It's right here right now.

Everything has been cleared away. My business, my family, friends but just a few left, the bills, everything that I used to get up and go to work for is now gone. I have my truck, boat, camper, and personal things left. I have no desire to go and find meaningless work, jump into another relationship, or anything else that would further tie me to this world. The only thing I find myself waiting on is for Gaia to do her stuff.

This forum only keeps my brain occupied, other wise I could do without it. In the meantime I still am working on assisting others who have asked for that assistance. Otherwise, I don't just jump in anymore like I use to. When that stops, I guess it will all stop.

I'm in the waiting mode. The calm before the storm is how I feel about it. The eye of the storm would seem to be more appropriate. It is good to see that I am not alone although it sure seems like it. That peaceful feeling came about 6 weeks ago. That pure centered feeling. No fear whatsoever.
I'm ready to go. Sooner than later I hope. Thank-you for posting this and thanks to everyone who posted here also. I think when enough of us find ourselves here, Gaia will then do her thing. Just don't go back to where you came from with any of it and we will get there much sooner.

Love and Blessings to all who've posted here.

BROOK 11-13-2009 04:53 PM

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waitinginthewings 11-13-2009 05:22 PM

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Thank you Day for this thread. It is a little community unto itself, gathering those who are standing at the front door, with their suitcase packed, waiting for the taxi to come and take them to wherever we are all going. The feeling of being ready is palpable in this thread. Do you all feel it as you read all the posts.

I too have given up on trying to wake up family & friends. I simply have lost that desire & I'm at peace with it. I have been gradually eliminating my possessions & have been trying to sell my home ( has not sold yet). Actually I have lost all desire for anything worldly.My neighbor & my best friend ask me where will I go if I sell......my answer is "I don't know". I truly don't know! I have no desire to either stay where I am or go to a new city. So where does that leave me.:lol3: Perhaps sitting at my front door with my suitcase.....waiting for the bus:naughty: I do hope I can take my little dog, that I love so much wherever I go. I pray we won't have to wait much longer. Looking forward to meeting my new family soon. Blessings to all.

Jonah 11-13-2009 05:24 PM

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"I'm in the waiting mode. The calm before the storm is how I feel about it. The eye of the storm would seem to be more appropriate. It is good to see that I am not alone although it sure seems like it. That peaceful feeling came about 6 weeks ago. That pure centered feeling. No fear whatsoever.
I'm ready to go. Sooner than later I hope. Thank-you for posting this and thanks to everyone who posted here also. I think when enough of us find ourselves here, Gaia will then do her thing. Just don't go back to where you came from with any of it and we will get there much sooner." _lionhawk

here here,

a space to be adorned... always revere those who are amongst such spirit...

the inner city has different roots...no such shortage of work for light.

greybeard 11-13-2009 08:07 PM

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Virtually everything expressed here strikes a chord with me.

Regarding Kundalini.
It is different for everyone.

Some symptoms are.

A tingling in the scalp similar to after affects of sunburn. Also a strong pulling feelin at the third eye.
A rising of energy from the perenium up the spine. its progressive and may only go so far to begin with. it starts as a thin trickle then gets thicker as it progresses eventually into the head and over into the third eye, its helpful to "breath it up" with each in breath, also have the tongue up to the roof of mouth, this makes a connection to the heart chakra. Heart and mind will join eventually".

While meditating to Bajhans one day my body started to sway with the music, I was not in control of this.

The movement of Kundalini brings up past karma to be burned off, this is somtimes a painful experience, at the same time the ego is being transcended. There may be feelings of great peace, bliss, being loved.

There may be dark nights of the soul when the presence of God is nowhere to be found. This is very distressing.

Sidhis may occour, they are gifts but are to be surrendered or the idea that we are the doer (ie in the case of a healing gift) rather than the channel of these gifts may block progress, The spiritual ego is very subtle.

On occasion a person beside me has been healed, we both felt the surge of energy,accompanied by love I could not make this happen it was not even intended.

Unusual experiences can happen, for example once meditating I was convinced I was hearing birds singing out side, on opening the curtains I saw it was pitch black -no birds. This continued for months off and on. It was not tinitus, it moved from side to side through the ears, other times it was like I was getting a download, high pitched sounds.
I am well balanced and not prone to "flights of fancy" smiling.

The rising of Kundalini also strengthens and changes the nervous system.
Normally the nervous system can only handle a certain level of spiritual energy, when the process is well underway a higher level can be handled.

For some K can rise rapidly in others the process takes years.

The Indians say that when Kundalini is activated you are in the taxi being driven home by Shakti, and that you will be enlightened in this life time. I would like to believe that.

Virtually everyone on this thread has experienced the social side effect of K rising, the change of attitude, life style, thoughts and emotions.
You cant make K waken and its not wise to try and force spiritual progress best to just let it happen I feel. Think we are led to whatever we need to do.

To my mind its a question of surrendering to God, just trusting that all will be well.
Hope this is of some help.

Chris
Namaste

Jacqui D 11-13-2009 08:20 PM

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thanks for that info greybeard, i have had some of those sensations, i was always told not to force this but to let it come naturally you have just stated that. I think we are all guided in this when you are ready it will happen. I have a feeling things will be happening quicker now.







Quote:

Originally Posted by greybeard (Post 187886)
Virtually everything expressed here strikes a chord with me.

Regarding Kundalini.
It is different for everyone.

Some symptoms are.

A tingling in the scalp similar to after affects of sunburn. Also a strong pulling feelin at the third eye.
A rising of energy from the perenium up the spine. its progressive and may only go so far to begin with. it starts as a thin trickle then gets thicker as it progresses eventually into the head and over into the third eye, its helpful to "breath it up" with each in breath, also have the tongue up to the roof of mouth, this makes a connection to the heart chakra. Heart and mind will join eventually".

While meditating to Bajhans one day my body started to sway with the music, I was not in control of this.

The movement of Kundalini brings up past karma to be burned off, this is somtimes a painful experience, at the same time the ego is being transcended. There may be feelings of great peace, bliss, being loved.

There may be dark nights of the soul when the presence of God is nowhere to be found. This is very distressing.

Sidhis may occour, they are gifts but are to be surrendered or the idea that we are the doer (ie in the case of a healing gift) rather than the channel of these gifts may block progress, The spiritual ego is very subtle.

On occasion a person beside me has been healed, we both felt the surge of energy,accompanied by love I could not make this happen it was not even intended.

Unusual experiences can happen, for example once meditating I was convinced I was hearing birds singing out side, on opening the curtains I saw it was pitch black -no birds. This continued for months off and on. It was not tinitus, it moved from side to side through the ears, other times it was like I was getting a download, high pitched sounds.
I am well balanced and not prone to "flights of fancy" smiling.

The rising of Kundalini also strengthens and changes the nervous system.
Normally the nervous system can only handle a certain level of spiritual energy, when the process is well underway a higher level can be handled.

For some K can rise rapidly in others the process takes years.

The Indians say that when Kundalini is activated you are in the taxi being driven home by Shakti, and that you will be enlightened in this life time. I would like to believe that.

Virtually everyone on this thread has experienced the social side effect of K rising, the change of attitude, life style, thoughts and emotions.
You cant make K waken and its not wise to try and force spiritual progress best to just let it happen I feel. Think we are led to whatever we need to do.

To my mind its a question of surrendering to God, just trusting that all will be well.
Hope this is of some help.

Chris
Namaste


day 11-13-2009 10:34 PM

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Originally Posted by waitinginthewings (Post 187839)

Thank you Day for this thread. It is a little community unto itself, gathering those who are standing at the front door, with their suitcase packed, waiting for the taxi to come and take them to wherever we are all going. The feeling of being ready is palpable in this thread. Do you all feel it as you read all the posts.

I too have given up on trying to wake up family & friends. I simply have lost that desire & I'm at peace with it. I have been gradually eliminating my possessions & have been trying to sell my home ( has not sold yet). Actually I have lost all desire for anything worldly.My neighbor & my best friend ask me where will I go if I sell......my answer is "I don't know". I truly don't know! I have no desire to either stay where I am or go to a new city. So where does that leave me.:lol3: Perhaps sitting at my front door with my suitcase.....waiting for the bus:naughty: I do hope I can take my little dog, that I love so much wherever I go. I pray we won't have to wait much longer. Looking forward to meeting my new family soon. Blessings to all.

Hi Waitinginthewings -- I feel you have hit it dead on, and yes I do feel it in every post...thank you for your eloquence.

Sometimes I feel it lifting and other times it gets stronger. Now this feeling of waiting, I am not impatient, just ok with waiting, seems to be what to do.

I dont feel frustrated, or angry or driven to do anything. I do what I do and just trust in the process.

Im not unhappy, nor ecstatic not weepy or lost in memory. Im not living with a to-do list or a comparison chart just being.

And while all these changes happen and I adjust to these new changes, I find have a trust that came without working at it, or reading about it, or meditating on it ...I didnt have to work on it at all.

I love this without knowing why and without wanting to analyze it. I feel a kind of contentment that doesnt come from anything that I have done or accomplished. Its just there, lol...while I wait

thanks everyone for your thoughts and insights ...its really wonderful to read and comforting too.

adadoligi oginali
blessing my friends

day 11-13-2009 10:39 PM

Re: The Ascension Process and Common Experience
 
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Lionhawk said:Everything has been cleared away. My business, my family, friends but just a few left, the bills, everything that I used to get up and go to work for is now gone. I have my truck, boat, camper, and personal things left. I have no desire to go and find meaningless work, jump into another relationship, or anything else that would further tie me to this world. The only thing I find myself waiting on is for Gaia to do her stuff.
same here ...alls cleared away :original:

Jacqui D 11-13-2009 10:47 PM

Re: The Ascension Process and Common Experience
 
This seems to be a calming time at the moment , no need to stress no focussing on things which a few months ago may have been an agenda to stock up maybe move, i have always felt within when the time comes there will be no panic just calmness, and feeling happy with oneself.
Aloneness but not alone if that make sense.
Normally a lull like this would bring another sense of fear, worry what to do! i am almost in a carefree mode but just standing on the edge of anticipation.

day 11-13-2009 10:51 PM

Re: The Ascension Process and Common Experience
 
As Jacqui and Melletzky and everyone has noticed...I too can see the big difference between closed minds and those of us who are well...waking up and awake lol...

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Greybeard said: Virtually everyone on this thread has experienced the social side effect of K rising, the change of attitude, life style, thoughts and emotions.

Greybeard, would you or anyone else like to comment more about this? thanks!

eleni 11-13-2009 11:05 PM

Re: The Ascension Process and Common Experience
 
Thank you for posting this- I relate to this.

day 11-14-2009 01:36 AM

Re: The Ascension Process and Common Experience
 
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Originally Posted by Jacqui D (Post 187932)
This seems to be a calming time at the moment , no need to stress no focussing on things which a few months ago may have been an agenda to stock up maybe move, i have always felt within when the time comes there will be no panic just calmness, and feeling happy with oneself.
Aloneness but not alone if that make sense.
Normally a lull like this would bring another sense of fear, worry what to do! i am almost in a carefree mode but just standing on the edge of anticipation.

I can relate to that .... with a feeling of weightlessness :original:

day 11-14-2009 01:37 AM

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Originally Posted by eleni (Post 187936)
Thank you for posting this- I relate to this.

HI Eleni! thanks for posting:original:

FIIISH 11-14-2009 02:31 AM

Re: The Ascension Process and Common Experience
 
About 5 years ago,(2004) I got the overwhelming desire to simplify my life.
This occured after staring at 11:11 and other number patterns everywhere I went for a year.

I started working on it, selling this, giving away that, and throwing out the
rest. A huge housecleaning was undertaken and nothing internal or external was untouched. It's almost as if everything that my life was swirled into the air at the same time. Some things came back down but in a new place. Others I never saw again. Some are still in the air.

Come 2007, I had a false start(dry run?) where I reduced my posessions to what fit inside of my car thinking "This is IT!" and took a trip 1200 miles away from home to participate in a meditation for the planet, fairly certain that I would not return home.

Well, I DID return home and started accumulating a few things out of necessity(a few dishes, furniture). Just when I was starting to settle in again(The Universe has a great sense of humor), I met someone(there are no coincidences) and moved across the country and left it all behind again! That was a year ago. I have been very careful since then about accumulating anything or complicating my life any more than necessary.

I recently found myself looking at another move, with the option to move locally. somewhere entirely different altogether, or returning to where I am from. I was seriously considering going back when the Universe said "That's what you think" and smacked me upside the head with what I am looking at as a blessing in disguise(still waiting on the blessing part to manifest itself) So, I made the local move and it appears that I am going to be calling Phoenix my home for a while longer. I am trusting that I am where I am supposed to be and this will be the one thing that will not change.

Change can be very difficult and painful. Facing the unknown, stepping out of your comfort zone, and leaving safety nets behind can be very challenging and intimidating.

There have been plenty of times where I met face to face with fear, and gave it the finger in addition to the times I let it paralyze me or slow me down. I like to think, more often than not, it gets the finger.

The (imagined?) dilemna I am facing now is whether or not to reinvest in creating a life where I am at, or do I stay in perpetual "Ready to go" mode?

Everyone's guidance is going to tell them something different as we all are on our own path and came here to accomplish our own objectives. Mine is telling me that the rate and degree of change will continue to accererate, and I would do well to remain as flexible as possible. Whether that change is on a personal level or collective, I am not sure but I think "both" is the most probable answer.

For now, it's living in the moment as much as possible and taking each day as it comes. I think everything will work out and resolve in the most beautiful way. It's the journey from here to there that we will remember.

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