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Karen 03-13-2010 08:53 PM

Not Another Goodbye!
I can't believe I am posting one of these dramatic goodbye threads that I used to roll my eyes at. However, I want a few things to be conspicuously made known.

I am exhausted by this project and have been for a long time. I am now done here. I have watched in anguish and disappointment the actions of the various moderators/admins and the events since the banning of Abrax. I do not approve of the way things are being handled recently and I do not want my name or personal energy associated with this project.

I do not approve of posts and threads being deleted and I made a big campaign for that to stop when I became moderator here. Now it has started again. I watched as the mod team was split over this Thuban issue, and I did not understand what was recently being played out.

I have even been accused, through a misunderstanding, of some plotting between me, GaiaLove and Bill to take out half the mod team. NO I WAS NOT INVOLVED IN THAT. I was brought into a skype meeting, the evening of March 5 where in retrospect I see that decisions had already been made, and I feel like I was spun around a dozen times and the blindfold removed. I am just as confused and disoriented as almost everyone else.

I've looked on in dismay at the decisions that were made without my input or approval and at those being placed "in the mists."

Spring is spronging and I look forward to life without Avalon and much less time spent at the computer. We had some great times here and it's been quite the wild ride. I'm getting off here - much love to all. Thanks to all for your love, caring, and good times.

Infinite love is who we are,

mudra 03-13-2010 09:14 PM

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Farewell dear Karen Heart of Gold .
May you path be blessed with plenty of deserved rest now .
Thank you for all you did dear.
I know you spent your days and nights into it .
The energy at work is asking us to go where we feel we can each serve best now.
Eventually we will join together again .
Stay strong wonderfull lady .
Healing thoughts and Love from me Always.


Stargazer1965 03-13-2010 09:16 PM

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Karen...I'm sad and hope I did not contribute to this.....

You are great and there will be peace ...later

Right now....there is a fight brewing.

Peace as always

mntruthseeker 03-13-2010 09:19 PM

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I want to personally say thank you for being who you are

You have always been fair and balance and it showed in what you posted.

I see your leaving as a sign of "nothing good" to be made of this forum

I have been with the forum from day one and noticed many things that I didnt like and for the most part held my tongue.

Some very beautiful people have come and gone from here and you will be another.

You have always maintained your cool and I know you are not leaving just because you didnt win a personal battle that was playing out behind the scenes.

I see it as a message "that you believe in what I say and thats the way it is" !

Not just for the mods that are moving forward but the ones that are now in the Mist. They made that decision themselfs when they openly when the Thuban thread was closed. So I see it as a two way street.

I came in here and found so many good threads that I am going to miss as I know that I care not follow even if I am invited. 777s, The Looking Glass, The Watchers, Mudra's etc. Even if I didnt partipate in what they had to offer, I got so much out of them.

Its not easy being on the outside of what they call "the truth" and what others see as their own. Its simply not allowed in here

I have come to the point of "who cares" and spoke out and I feel like I'm in a better place for it

I wish you the best Karen and thank you for being you.


Seashore 03-13-2010 09:21 PM

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pineal-pilot-in merkabah 03-13-2010 09:22 PM

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sorry to hear it good luck . i agree people should be allowed to post whatever they want . if i think thuban was nonsense or not intersting then ill jsut skip it (which i did). when i watched tv i didnt look @ every channel. there should be a choice. jsut because kerry and bill put something on camelot doesnt mean i belevie it. i think people were worried that everything on thier site should be taken as gospel or something. let people be i say.

truth and integrity 03-13-2010 09:27 PM

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Thank you for everything you have done for Avalonians. Thank you for your love, care, and help you have offered in abundance. I appreciate your honesty and integrity. We can not compromise our integrity, can we? I wish you all the best in your life.

From my heart to yours,
t&i :wub2:

Fredkc 03-13-2010 09:27 PM

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I have always felt you did your straight-up level best here,
and that your heart was always in it.

Thanks for that.


Jenny 03-13-2010 09:29 PM

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Dear Karen,

Your endless patience and enormous energy to work for the good of many is done now.

I applaud you.


Now take a rest.

Hug, Jenny

Raven 03-13-2010 09:29 PM

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Dear Karen,
Thank you for your selfless contribution to this forum, as well as helping me out when i first joined. You are one of the most level headed mods i think i have seen in this place and you will be greatly missed by all. I wish you the very best in your new adventures and hope that your days are filled with love and abundance. Adieu lady with a heart of gold, Raven

Steven 03-13-2010 09:29 PM

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I want to thank you for all you have done here. It is priceless... May your life blessed by the Great Spirit and fulfilling to your deepest aspirations. We will meet in Spirit.

Namaste, Steven

Ross H 03-13-2010 09:34 PM

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You know how I feel, I have expressed this to you many times.

I understand and wish you all the best...

Im sad tho...

Love to you

Ross H

Magamud 03-13-2010 09:35 PM

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Take leave but calm back in fall to see the fauna...

bushycat 03-13-2010 09:39 PM

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Thanks, Karen. You have been a constant foundation behind the scenes and a wise contributor on the scenes.

Ernest Holmes said, "When we have arrived at sufficient understanding, our thought will take us where we wish to be." Good news for everyone.

Best Wishes and Love Always,

Christo888 03-13-2010 09:41 PM

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Karen thank you so much for all your hard work and spending your personal time here with us all and being part of my/our growth here at Avalon.

May all that you have done here change the world for the better!!!!!!!!!!


Debby 03-13-2010 09:47 PM

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Dear karen,
I'm really sad to hear this but i can understand. i hope to see you sometime some where....

love debbyxxx

Karen 03-13-2010 09:49 PM

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Originally Posted by truth and integrity (Post 255997)
Karen,Thank you for everything you have done for Avalonians. Thank you for your love, care, and help you have offered in abundance. I appreciate your honesty and integrity. We can not compromise our integrity, can we? I wish you all the best in your life.From my heart to yours,
t&i :wub2:

Integrity :thumb_yello:

Phtha 03-13-2010 09:53 PM

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Wow I missed a lot in a month. :lmfao:

Rock on Karen I have high respect and lots of love for you, even though I know we don't didn't always agree on everything you always took care of situations with lots of wisdom and kindness at heart.

Same with Anchor, you two helped keep Avalon great. Much love!

Well I'm leaving too. I really don't like this whole idea of this new 'elite avalon 2' forum. I could never even consider joining a group that deems itself ethically higher then others. Ethics are changeable for one thing! :lol3:

There are many other reasons but I'll just be nice and say thanks to everyone here for sharing your various energies. I look forward to the next forum that will open and meeting you all their again the future!

orthodoxymoron 03-13-2010 09:54 PM

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Reconsider! Something screwy is going on...and if the good people leave...guess who's left! Some people get paid to be good...but we're good for nothing! Seriously...this is not a good time to abandon ship. I want to quit every single day...but I can't. Please stay. I'm sensing a controlled demolition of Avalon. Red Alert! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T-hqb...eature=related :trumpet:

conjuredUp 03-13-2010 09:54 PM

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Be well, beloved.

Snowbird 03-13-2010 10:02 PM

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I am relatively new to this thread, but I do want to thank you for your service and devotion here to this site.

What I just read in your OP, is truly sad. No one should have to endure that stress.

I hope that you are able to find balance and a place in life that will offer stable peace.

Come back and visit.

Thank you!!

Nebula9D 03-13-2010 10:10 PM

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My Lovely Karen,

I can't even start to imagine all the you have done here for PA and what you mean to a lot of us. I'm just so thankful to know ya and have met you here on PA. Wishing you all the best where ever your path leads you.

much love,


Majorion 03-13-2010 10:14 PM

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Karen was the first person to help me on Avalon when I had a technical problem, and she got my problem fixed in a day! - its very disheartening to see so many respected members leave in such a way and that they disapprove with the current state of affairs. I hope the best for you Karen, you were always a great person with everyone and this won't be forgotten, I certainly won't forget you.


seeingterra 03-13-2010 10:17 PM

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I am sorry to hear this Karen, but I do certainly understand your reasons.

I want to thank you for showing everyone where you stand.

If you wish to come over to PLW to chat with us, the doors are always open :)

All the best,


Swanny 03-13-2010 10:22 PM

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Sad days so many good people are leaving :sad:
Take care x

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